Apparently She Meant It
Reluctance/nonconsent Story

Apparently She Meant It

by Serve4her 18 min read 4.2 (8,100 views)
chastity denial crossdressing cfnm exhibitionist female dominant
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If you have not read the previous chapters, they will help this chapter make more sense.

That being said this is a story about female domination and male submission. While inspired by moments in my life, it is not intended as a journal or instruction manual. Rather it is intended as a story to arouse, entertain, and hopefully invite the mind to explore boundaries we often can't in real life. Please enjoy if this interests you, if not, please find another story to read. Feel free to reach out with comments (civil) or criticisms (again, civil). I will respond to either PMs or email as I get a chance.

Half an hour after Dianna finished painting my fingernails the same shade of "slut red" she had painted my toes I was informed that I could remove them from the drier and get out of the chair. Dianna had spent that half hour putting makeup and a wig on me, but I hadn't seen the results.

I tried telling myself I was only being prepared like this for the party this afternoon, but I had zero control over the guest list. It might be only Suzy Annette and Dianna there, but with half an hour to think about the changes in my life over the last several days I wasn't sure what to expect.

Putting the leash on me, Dianna got me out of the chair and led me back to her office. Sitting on her desk were a pair of boxes. There was a shoebox from an online fetish store and a larger flatter box from a vendor I had never heard of.

I looked at the boxes and looked to Dianna and all I could think of was a sit-com moment. I wanted to say, "Not that there's anything wrong with that..." and on an intellectual level I believed it. I didn't have a problem with someone cross-dressing. I just didn't want to be that person. Or so I had always told myself.

Where I grew up anything remotely connected to being gay was cause for ridicule and abuse and that conditioning still lingered within me. I knew I wasn't gay, and I didn't think being gay was evil or a sin, but I still had a very visceral reaction to allowing myself to be perceived as gay. Aware that the hypocrisy of this would be offensive to someone openly gay, it still was a very real response. Trying to think how I could discuss this with an openly gay woman I liked and admired, every idea I had seemed destined to end badly.

The fact that she held a four foot leash attached to the steel collar I wore, and my only other bit of apparel was a stainless steel cage locked around my cock made it much simpler. I wasn't expected to explain, rationalize or converse intelligently. I was just expected to submit.

"In roughly five minutes my assistant is going to walk in ready to open the store for business," Dianna informed me. "If you want me to let her take pictures for her social media, continue to just stand there squirming. Otherwise put on what's in these boxes."

Giving me a big grin when I looked back at the door then down at my cage then over to the boxes before looking up to meet her eyes Dianna asked, "Problem?"

I hesitated for another moment trying to think how to frame my objection and not offend. As I realized if my biggest concern was offending Dianna I knew I was eventually going to comply. With that thought in mind, and knowing I didn't want a stranger to start snapping pictures of me naked and caged, I stepped forward and picked up the boxes.

A flush of embarrassment shot through me as I did, and I almost laughed when I opened the shoe box and saw a pair of strappy red sandals with a three inch heel. The ankle straps were equipped with locking buckles. Setting the shoes aside I couldn't help noticing how hard my cock was pressing against its confinement as I raised the lid on the second box.

This one did make me laugh out loud. I had often told Suzy and Dianna I considered a sundress to be the perfect attire. I loved the way they could be sheer enough to silhouette a body against bright light but opaque enough to provide concealment in most situations. Knowing I had mentioned hemline length as a good indicator of the wearers "mood" more than a few times, I felt sure they would have shared a laugh while choosing an appropriate length to show my "mood" for me.

I had never met Dianna's assistant and in the last twelve hours I had already added two people to the list of those who knew Suzy kept me in chastity. I wasn't in a hurry to add another. I also wasn't in a hurry to be locked into a pair heeled sandals or be seen wearing a dress. Trying to make myself suck it up and hurry, I lifted the dress out and discovered it also was designed to be locked onto the wearer.

The three inch wide reinforced collar closed with two locking hasps and would fasten snuggly around my neck. It supported a plunging keyhole front panel that led to a five inch wide reinforced waist band with three more locking hasps. Except for the collar and waist the dress was made of thin cotton the weight of a dress shirt. Printed with a very pale blue floral pattern on a nearly sheer white background I would have loved to see Suzy wearing this.

Leaving the shoulders and upper back bare, the dress had a zipper that ran down the back of the reinforced waist band beneath the fly closed by the hasps, then extended a couple of inches into the skirt. The skirt fell with a gentle flare to extend slightly over a foot below the bottom of the belt. Feeling grateful that it wasn't shorter I stepped into the dress.

I needed to exhale as far as I could and strain just to get the belt zipped closed. When I raised my arms to the back of my neck to fasten the tiny hooks on the collar, I changed my opinion about the skirts length. Sure that my ass and cage were barely covered if at all the feeling of air moving beneath the hem was both unnerving and incredibly erotic. I tried to avoid thinking about how easily I would be exposed, and closed the tabs over the hasps so they could be locked closed. Trying to take a deep breath I was reminded how tight the waistline was as I turned to deal with the shoe box.

Lifting the sandals out of the box to examine them more closely, I found 7 little luggage locks laying in the bottom of the box and gave them to Dianna when she held out her hand. Certainly they were nothing that couldn't be cut off with a bolt cutter, but as Dianna snapped two closed in my collar and three more closed on my waistline a shiver ran up my spine.

I don't really know if I was distracted by the embarrassment, if her assistant was early, or if it just took me five minutes to put on the dress, but I heard a key in the back door followed by Dianna saying, "Wrists behind you."

"NOW!" she snapped when I hesitated and tried to look back at her.

Obeying I took a deep breath and arched my spine as I put my wrists back and laced my fingers together. Hearing the outside door thump closed I was trying to adjust to the thought of a complete stranger walking in on me when Dianna ratcheted the handcuffs closed on my wrists.

"Don't move and don't speak unless I tell you to," Dianna warned me as she walked back around her desk to stand facing me and the office door.

The sound of the office door opening was closely followed by "Well, well, well. It looks like you may be planning to take the day off."

"As a matter of fact I am, but this one isn't mine. I'm just getting the little slut ready for a party." Dianna answered. "I'm trying to decide if the skirt is too short, what do you think?"

"Well you did say 'slut' and 'party', right?" her assistant answered. "If that's the case I'd say you might want to take the hem up an inch or two."

They both laughed at that and Dianna asked, "So drawing attention shouldn't be a problem?"

"Are you kidding? Between the locking collar and waist band, the slut red nails, and I assume those are the shoes you're planning on...?"

Watching Dianna nod I felt like I was blushing all the way down to the hem of my dress.

"... that bitch will draw more busy hands than my high school typing class did," she joked. "Leave on the steel cuffs and collar, she'll spend the whole party bent over a table or on her knees."

"Well that would qualify as slutty, wouldn't it?" Dianna chuckled giving me a wink. "Thanks Jess. I don't have any appointments today after I finish with this one, so you shouldn't need to reschedule anything. Luanne and Tish should be in at noon and both are booked solid. Anything else you needed?"

"The address for the party?" Jess asked. When Dianna just raised an eyebrow and looked at her she added, "I know, I know. But catching the overflow after your 'Miss Thing' gets them all worked up sounds fun."

"Like you have SO much trouble finding a guy to play with. You seem to have a new guy hanging around waiting for you every night of the week."

"That doesn't mean I couldn't use a couple of more. They're just so much fun to play with once you get them all worked up," Jess answered. "The more you make them wait, the easier they are to control."

"I've heard that rumor," Dianna grinned. "Maybe one of these days we'll have to test that theory."

"It's not a theory," Jess laughed. "I could call Steve and he'll be here in half an hour. He and I went out last night and by the time I was ready to leave, he was promising to do anything." Dropping her voice to a conspiratorial whisper she said, "Want to know what I had him promise?"

"What did you have him promise?" Dianna stage whispered back.

"I told him I wanted him not to touch himself until I gave him permission." Jess crowed.

She was obviously delighted with herself, and Dianna was obviously quite amused with the effect the situation was having on me. My cock was throbbing in its cage and I couldn't stand still.

"I'm guessing he would be here well under half an hour," Dianna responded with a big smile. "Do you think he would find the slut distracting?"

"Would he ever!" Jess answered. I could hear her moving closer and gasped in surprise when she lifted the hem of my skirt. Trapped from moving away by the desk in front of me I whimpered when a hand began tracing the marks from last night's punishment.

Suddenly her hand froze for a second and she exclaimed, "Oh! My! God! He's a boy slut, isn't he?"

A whimper that blended shame arousal and desperation escaped me and I arched my back straining against the wrist cuffs.

"Aren't all boys sluts?" Dianna replied with a big grin. Reaching a hand between my thighs Jess confirmed her diagnosis and giggled happily when I gasped again.

"Oh they totally are," Jess answered, "but this one seems sluttier than most. Is that a cage I'm feeling? I've read about them, but I never met someone who wore one."

"Well congratulations, you just have." Dianna grinned, "Say hi to Matty. He's a very caged and very slutty chastity slave."

"And a very naughty one too it would seem. Please let me call Steve," Jess asked while squeezing my balls. "If he kept his promise and hasn't wanked yet, I could have him begging Matty for a blowjob in a minute or less. Once I had that on tape I would own him."

Another whimper escaped as the pressure on my balls increased, and still another whimper when Dianna looked directly at me and responded with, "I would love to see that, but maybe another time." Looking back to her assistant she said, "For now I'd suggest you think about getting a cage for Steve. That way you would be sure he hasn't wanked. A naughty boy in a cage can be convinced to beg for almost anything you want."

"Can you help me figure out..." Jess started.

"Not today hon, Matty and I have a party to attend and I have to finish getting him ready. You open the store and try not to get distracted by what it would be like to have Steve and all your other boys locked up and desperate."

The sound of desire that escaped Jess when Dianna made that suggestion sent a violent shiver up my spine. Coupled with the way her hand gripped down on my balls I had to fight not to turn and try to pull free. Very aware of being trapped against the desk, I wasn't aware I had slightly spread my feet and was gently rocking my hips.

I opened my eyes to see Dianna look down then smile knowingly at me, and felt a wave of embarrassment sweep over me. I wanted to melt into the floor, but instead I did what Suzy had known I would do. I blushed and squirmed as I looked from Dianna's smiling face to the hint of her lace bra and back.

"More than one at a time? Oh. Ohh. Oh my! If you knew they couldn't yank it as soon as they got home, you could, couldn't you?" Jess asked. "You will help me won't you?"

"If I don't have to fire you for opening the store late, yes, I'll help you," Dianna laughed shooing Jess out the door to a chorus of thankyous.

"You did very well, slut. Now, let's get those shoes on you and see if we can get you to the party on time." Dianna said coming around from behind the desk.

Lifting my foot obediently I let her put the first one on. Having to lean against the desk to keep my balance while she put the second one on, I still didn't feel very stable when I put both feet down. The sound of the locks closing on the shoes sent a shudder of arousal through me.

"Your toes look lovely in those shoes Matty. Slut red is definitely your color," Dianna laughed as she stood up and clipped the leash to my collar. Not giving me time to dwell on that thought she added, "Try to walk heel to toe and place your feet directly in front of each other," and started towards the door.

With no other choice really available I took a tentative step after her. Having managed not to show Jess my face I didn't want to go back into the salon, but when Dianna opened the back door to lead me into the alley I doubted that option was any better and hesitated.

Laughing happily Dianna gave the leash a tug making me stumble forward before letting the door thump closed behind me. Not offering any explanation she left me to my thoughts and just led me down the alley behind the shops.

Not well ordered would be a very generous description of my thoughts, but embarrassment nerves and arousal dominated. Although I was technically clothed, looking around made me very aware of being outside. That made me very aware of the fact I was locked into an almost sheer sundress and red sandals as my only clothing. Being also locked into a stainless collar, cuffs and chastity cage, I was both relieved and concerned when Dianna knocked on the back door of one of the stores.

I liked the idea of getting back inside, but having no idea what or who might be there, the butterflies scrambling my thoughts were mirrored by the butterflies in my stomach. Reading the name on the door I was still trying to figure out what kind of shop it was when the door opened and she led me inside.

"Oh, isn't he just delicious." A tall young man with a very slim build stood in the doorway looking me up and down. He wore tight stretchy jeans, a tight tee shirt and his hair was cut short in a feminine bob.

"Almost delicious," Dianne replied, "but I'm counting on you to add the finishing touches."

"You know I'd do anything for you D, but this...this feels like you're doing me a favor."

"Only a small favor Kerry, you aren't allowed to make him cum and I need him back in an hour." Dianne held the door open. "Don't worry though, you still can play with him. I think you'll find he's very conflicted. Midwestern programming combined with a very slutty nature and a submissive streak a mile wide. I believe you know the type?"

"Hmmm, I think I remember someone like that. Didn't you introduce me to him about five years ago?" Kerry asked with a big grin.

"I'm pretty sure you had already met him darling, I just helped you become friends with him." Dianna answered. Returning the smile she placed a hand on his cheek and said, "Have as much fun as you want, just don't let him cum and have him ready by one."

Turning to me she said, "Be a good little chastity slave Matty. Squirm, moan, blush... and obey."

Turning back to Kerry she handed him my leash and said, "Let me know how he behaves." Pulling a neatly folded piece of paper from one pocket of her shorts and the keys for my restraints from another she handed them both over. "This paper has his safeword and what Suzy would like you to do with him. The keys," Dianna paused, "well, I guess that's obvious. Have fun and I'll see you at one."

Watching her turn and step out the door I didn't think I could be more nervous or embarrassed until Dianna paused long enough to say, "Oh, do be sure to make him tell you how he wants to be treated. He looks very pretty looking up at you from his knees and begging."

I looked at Dianna in shock knowing exactly what she meant. Taking half a step towards her on impulse only achieved reminding me I was leashed. Feeling my breath come fast and shallow I whispered "Please..."

"Blush, moan, squirm... and especially, obey." Dianna said with a big smile.

I knew Dianna wouldn't leave me with someone who would rape me, but I also knew if I didn't use my safeword I couldn't really call anything that happened rape.

"Please..." I whispered again. Straining towards her I teetered on my heels and my wrists pulled against my cuffs. The hem of my dress fluttered as a gust of wind swirled in through the open door. Feeling the fabric brush across my caged cock I realized my cage was as full as it had been all day and I let out a quiet groan.

"You know how to make it all stop but you would have done that already if you were going to," Dianna said as her smile got even bigger. "Turns out you really are very slutty, Suzy's quite the lucky lady." Blowing me a kiss she told Kerry, "See you soon," and let go of the door.

"See you soon beautiful!" Kerry called as the door swung closed. To me he said, "You have no idea how lucky you are. D is the best..." he seemed to be seeking the right adjective and settled for, "just the best."

Tugging on the leash he chuckled when I hesitated and almost fell before following him. Affecting a strong lisp Kerry mocked, "Is the naughty little slut nervous about being left alone with the big bad homosexual?" Switching back to his normal voice he said "Maybe you should be. I am very fond of playing with pretty little sluts and seeing how much I can make them squirm."

This did very little to calm my nerves but another tug on my leash kept me moving down a narrow hall. Opening a door off the hallway Kerry flipped on the lights and led me inside. Two racks held an odd assortment of clothes on one wall. The back wall had shelving and cubbies all the way to the ceiling and several smaller cabinets with counter tops lined another wall.

A chair that would be at home in a dentist's office stood near the back of the room, and suspended over it was a light fixture on an articulated arm. In an open space near the chair a single length of chain hung from the ceiling which made me notice the half dozen unused heavy duty eyebolts mounted in the ceiling nearby.

"First," Kerry announced, "we need to do something about your invisible chest. If you look past the welts your legs are quite nice, and while your arms and shoulders are a little too defined they are easily passable if someone doesn't spend too much time looking at them."

Using a quick link Kerry attached my steel collar to the hanging chain and removed the leash. "We both know what works well at keeping a man's eyes focused, don't we?" Working quickly he undid the two locks holding my dress collar closed. "Boobies!"

"I think you will find this a case of 'fortunately/unfortunately'. Fortunately," Kerry told me, "people will be much less likely to wonder if you are a man in a dress. Unfortunately," he whispered in my ear, "no one will be able to do this."

The feeling of his breath warming my neck sent a shiver down my spine and set my thoughts scrambling. Caught by surprise I moaned quietly and arched back into him when his fingers slid beneath my top, gently trailed across my chest, and began flicking my nipples.

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