DISCLAIMER: as always, all characters depicted in this story are adults over the age of 18.
Epilogue: A Green Snake In The Long Grass
Fiona
There is power, in the act of putting on your boots.
The sound your foot and calf make, as they slide effortlessly in. The tight embrace of the leather, as it hugs you, like armour. The reassuring gloss of the surface, made even shinier by a slave girl's obedient lapping... by your vanquished rival's obedient lapping.
The feeling of the hard sole under your foot, as you now stand taller, more commanding. The resounding thunder of your steps--you're no longer walking, but marching.
Who needs crowns and sceptres, sports cars and cigars, and all manner of other obnoxious iconographies of power one could conceive of? Boots are a woman's crown. There is no better physical manifestation of my power, than pressing them into Maggie's face.
Watching it contort and squeeze and deform, yielding under my pressure, the sole literally remoulding her features, hardness over softness, alpha over beta, master over slave.
In fact...
Who needs graduation ceremonial garments?
Ragnaring's are very elaborate and elegant, slick and black, narrow at the shoulders and widening at the hips, made to vaguely resemble the flowing wings of a proud raven. All my young adult life, I dreamed of donning those garments, coveted by so many, earned by so few. Yesterday, while receiving the copy of my diploma, I felt like a queen.
But now?
Now I feel like a goddess. Because these boots, and what they symbolise, and the power I hold over Margaret, have come to mean so much more than I ever thought they could.
Hard to believe how despondent I was, six months ago, on the day of the midterm ceremony. I was so devastated over finishing second to Margaret. Ironically, I did finish the year in second place, too--behind Elizabeth this time.
I used to believe that finishing second just meant being the first of the losers. But I... no longer truly believe that. I'm proud of what I have achieved, and I'm fine with myself. All in all, it's an exceptional result all the same. Could I have done better? Well, yes.
Admittedly, there were times during this semester in which I was... distracted...
Who could stay focused on academic pursuits, when you have a slave girl to toy with, pretty much at will? Even the few benefits I did buy from the Wheel were focused on dominating my new lezzie pet, rather than gaining academic boosts. It's placed me in a moderate amount of debt to the school--and today, we're finally going to learn what that debt consists of, exactly--but damn it, it was worth it.
No ceremonial garments today. With the diplomas handed out yesterday, all that's left for this very last day at Ragnaring is a closing conference, in which the final verdict on our indebtedness will be revealed to us. I feel a little pang of worry at the thought, but just a little. I know the vast majority of the girls here are more indebted than I am, after all.
What a year this has been. Hard to believe it's over. When I leave my room behind, boots thundering against the stone floor, I marvel even further at how much things have changed in the past six months.
The fanfare seemed oppressive and out of place, then, as the fires of my ambition were quelled by Margaret's seeming victory over me. I just wanted to curl up in bed, stay there all day, and cry.
Little did I know that the six, happiest months of my life were about to begin.
Now, I march through the hallways with my head held high, and it pleases me that they're festooned with scarves and banners, bearing various motivational slogans. The same as last time, and in the same order, too.
"Don't ask for it. Take it."
"You don't owe this world a thing."
"It is the duty of the loser to celebrate the winner."
"In a universe based on scarcity, life is war. Live accordingly."
I see these so differently, now. I started at the bottom. I didn't have a rich daddy to pave the way for me. I don't have opportunities lined up and waiting for me after Ragnaring, or a circle of powerful family friends that have been preparing for my arrival since before I was born. No, I had to claw my way to the top.
I tell myself that Margaret was just one step on my way here.
Except that's not exactly true, is it? No, that sounds way too inconsequential. My victory over Margaret, my conquest of my former nemesis... it's what defines me. The cornerstone of who I really am. And then, there's... more.
I bite my lower lip.
The way she writhes in bondage, as the vibrating egg torments her without mercy. The way her muscles spasm, weakened and brought to the brink, glistening with sweat, the way her eyes go glassy and her desperate facial features seem to wordlessly beg for an orgasm.
The enrapturing vision of her tongue, pressed against my boots, her face so soft and pliant as I step on it. The way her eyes look up at me, barely peeking from beneath my sole--full of fear at what I might do, yes, fixated on the cocky smirk I reserve for her. But also full of arousal, and despair, and fear...
And devotion.
I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop wondering what's going to happen after we get out of here. If I commanded Margaret to come with me, to follow me home and be my pet... would she? With the hypnosis lifted, and no obligation towards me, would she still bow and scrape and beg and whimper?
I hope so. I need it to be so.
Of course, Margaret has more considerable debt to pay than I do, given her disastrous tab from the first semester, and the utter academic failure of her second. She ranked dead last... I've taken a photo of her name there, at the very bottom.
Masturbated to it more times than I can count.
Sigh. I just hope Ragnaring won't keep her too long, or that however she is meant to repay this debt, it doesn't conflict with her being my personal subhuman pet.
There was a time when the mere idea of social mobility and success, of making it against all odds, was enough to sustain me. Somehow, that is no longer enough. It just doesn't have the same appeal, if I don't have my slavegirl there, my constant reminder of how strong I am. My adorable, gorgeous, hot little lesbian doggy to feast my eyes on. To use, and abuse, and dominate.
I don't really want to move on from this, or to experience a future that doesn't somehow include her.
God... what a silly thought, Fiona. Come on. I sound like a girl with a crush, and that's definitely not the case. I just revel in my ability to utterly break and disassemble my former rival, and that is all.
But...
I frown. The thought of Margaret's love and devotion being suddenly so important to me is... troubling. I shake my head, repressing it for now. There'll be time to deal with it.
I'll know the score about this whole debt thing soon enough anyway, whatever that may be. Then, I can make some proper plans, grounded in reality and the facts of our situation.
The auditorium is almost a mirror image from six months ago: the auditorium is eerily illuminated by rows of wall-mounted torches, and packed to the rafters. High up on the stage, Polina gazes over the room with an austere expression, our professors sitting behind her at a long table, like sitting in judgement.
Not everything is the same, however. We're not sitting, and in fact, all chairs have been removed from the main floor. Instead, school staff rushes back and forth to organise us into groups of various sizes, distributing us across the room.
We all stand, fidgety and uncertain, studying our surroundings. My eyes narrow, as I try to figure out the rationale behind the clusters they've chosen... and it doesn't take long for me to determine it.
We're being grouped according to our level of indebtedness. I'm in a small group that includes girls who used the Wheel somewhat sparingly throughout the years. Some high achievers, like me. Others, students that performed mediocrely, but were too cautious or too scared to ever gamble much on Ragnaring's mysterious shadow systems.
There are several groups, and my eyes quickly scan the room, looking for...
There.
I assumed Margaret would be put in the group of most indebted students, but for some reason, she's been separated entirely from everyone else. She stands, alone and shivering with fear, in a corner of the main hall. Maybe that reflects the dizzying extent of her downfall...
I can't wait to rub it in her face, before bringing her close to the edge of release, and denying her again, later. And again, and again, and again...
I snap myself out of the reverie. One more girl has apparently been led away from the other groups, and now stands alone--though she looks defiant, not afraid. And as well she should be.
Elizabeth hasn't used the Wheel once, and I honestly can't tell if it's discipline I should admire, or close-minded thinking I should scorn. Either way, it's impressive, especially considering that she outperformed us all, and finished first anyway.
Even I have to admit that she is the better student. I'm sure she'll go on to do great things, after Ragnaring... but so will I. I'm no longer troubled by the thought of finishing second, especially in such a highly competitive environment.
The clearing of Polina's voice snaps me out of my reverie. I wring my hands together, trying to keep them still, as I wait to learn how my year at Ragnaring is going to reach its conclusion.
"Once more I welcome you," Polina begins, her voice ringing out over the assembly hall. "Not as students any longer--but as graduates of Ragnaring. Congratulations!"