DISCLAIMER: as always, all characters depicted in this story are adults over the age of 18.
Chapter Two: Decked In Imperial Purple
Fiona
Ragnaring does things in style.
On the morning of the midterm ceremony, the fanfare is everywhere. Each hallway is festooned with scarves emblazoned with the school's symbol--a raven. There are also banners bearing various motivational slogans.
"Don't ask for it. Take it."
"You don't owe this world a thing."
"It is the duty of the loser to celebrate the winner."
"In a universe based on scarcity, life is war. Live accordingly."
The one that sticks with me, of course, is the one about losers and winners.
Margaret totally outplayed me. I indebted myself into literally being her maid for a day, and I didn't even get first place for it. The echoes of her mocking laughter follow me wherever I go, making my cheeks blush, my spine shiver... and my pussy tingle.
I can't get the image of her feet out of my head. The way they easily toppled me to the ground, turning my face into her footrest. The way my arms grew increasingly numb, in the constricting embrace of the armbinder--all too apt a metaphor for the class system that keeps people like me in the thrall of people like her.
I hate her. But mostly, I hate the part of me that doesn't hate her.
These gloomy thoughts aren't reflected by Ragnaring's festive mood. The school even has its own marching band, to mark the occasion, and the fanfare bounces across every hallway, so loud that I can barely hear my own thoughts.
The spectacle couldn't make a sharper contrast to my inner state of mind, which is utterly and completely despondent. Yes, I'm in second place in the entire school, and yet I doubt there's a girl at Ragnaring that's more miserable than I am.
My forfeit with Margaret has had a... lasting impact on me. I feel smaller, diminished. Doubly so because she used it to its full extent to play mind games with me, and she succeeded, much as I loathe admitting it.
And again, it was all for nothing. She's still first. I hang my head low, dejectedly, as I make my way towards the main auditorium, where the ceremony will take place.
For a moment, my despondency is almost forgotten at the spectacle before me. The auditorium is packed to the rafters, and the atmosphere is incredible. That faint sound you hear when a great mass of people is holding their breath in anticipation, the vaulted stone ceiling, it all makes this place feel like a cathedral.
The auditorium is illuminated only by torches, and every single girl in this school sits in wait, eager to discover the true nature of the ceremony. High up the stage, the cohort of professors sits at a long table, with headmistress Polina standing near the middle. It looks like a painting.
We haven't been told much about the ceremony, but one thing I do know is where us top three girls are supposed to take position. We are to flank the headmistress, almost like her honour guard, as she delivers her ceremonial speech. So I make my way up the stage, trying to stop my cheeks from reddening as I see the eyes of the entire student body fixed upon me.
I take Polina's right, as does Elizabeth. Huh. I guess even the quiet creepy girl wants to stay as far away from Margaret as possible.
Of course, the snark in my head would have more bite if my own lust wasn't betraying me. While we wait for the ceremony to begin, I glance at Margaret. God, she's gorgeous. Images of her utter domination of me flash before my eyes as I study her with a knot in my throat. Her red mane is like a crown of fire.
Will I have to kneel to her? Will I have to call her Queen Margaret again? She's promised to claim me, and to utterly break me. Can she actually deliver?
I hope not. I want to win. But I can't deny that the idea of annihilation at the hands of my worst nemesis makes me shudder in forbidden arousal. How fucked up am I? How can my wires be so possibly crossed as to sexualise something like this?
I try to look proper while still feeling completely dejected, and settle in for the headmistress' speech. I know this is going to be torture to listen to, and will likely involve intolerable praise for Margaret... but the sooner it ends, the better. I just want to go back to my room, put my face in the pillow, and cry.
Polina tests her mic with her finger before commencing her speech, and loudly clears her throat. I can see Elizabeth and Margaret holding their heads high, but to be honest, I don't cut a particularly stately figure at the moment.
My eyes are downcast, my mind consumed by thoughts of failure. I've worked so hard this entire semester, pushing myself to the brink, only to fall just short of the top. I gambled to bridge the gap, and the result was the discovery of a new kink... and utter personal humiliation.
"Welcome, students and faculty," Polina begins, her voice ringing out over the assembly hall. "It is with great pride that I gather you here today to celebrate the hard work and dedication of the very best of our students."
I should be proud. I'm one of the three very best. Her speech is for me, too. And yet, this achievement is poisoned for me now, and I honestly can't muster a crumb of enthusiasm inside me. Yet, I force myself to listen, trying to pay attention to the headmistress's words.
"Ragnaring is no ordinary school," she continues. "You are not here to learn, but to develop a generational ethos, to be the queens of tomorrow. We teach you to do all that is required to get ahead... and to stay there."
Out of the corner of my eye, I can see Margaret's wry smile at this.
"Life is war," Polina continues. "For biological beings, there is only one constant that has remained the same, throughout the entire history of life: the relationship between predator and prey."
I can feel my heart beating faster as Polina's tone hardens, as if she's building up to something important. I snap out of my despondent thoughts, my attention fully focused on the headmistress.
"War is a test of wills," she continues. "But also skill, and of course, luck. One who never takes any risks will never win. That is why we have the Wheel, providing you with much-needed boosts. But one who gambles too carelessly will one day have to pay the price. That is why the Wheel has teeth: forfeits and costs."
Don't I know it... I've certainly felt its teeth myself.
"By this point, you're all familiar with the forfeits," Polina says with a wry smile, which makes me cringe in recollection of the price I paid... and how much I enjoyed it. "So far, there have been restrictions on the nature of the forfeits, with sexual services excluded. But in real life, there are no real rules save for those the victors impose. With your first semester done, it's time for the training wheels to come off. Starting today, Wheel forfeits will often include sexual performances. Well, let's say, very often."
My mouth hangs open in shock, and a stunned murmur of confusion ripples across the entirety of the auditorium like a tidal wave. Girls look at one another, confused. Some have worried faces. But for others, the confusion turns into a wolfish grin.
I gulp. I... would have relished something like this, not long ago. It would have fueled my motivation to get to the top even more, so that I could truly show Margaret who's boss. But now? The thought of the next forfeit I might have to pay under Margaret is making me shiver.
Under her, literally and metaphorically.
"That takes care of the forfeits. But the Wheel also places you in debt to the school. Now, the nature of the debt will remain a secret until the end of the year."
As expected, but the audience of girls can hardly suppress a small groan of disappointment. Margaret is smiling radiantly, as if confident that the rather considerable debt she's incurred this semester will not be an issue.
Maybe she's right. Rich folk always land on their feet. People like me usually land at their feet.
"However," Polina says, raising her index finger, her voice taking on a serious tone. "The debt exists to drive home a lesson. Like I said, she who gambles recklessly is unfit for war. It is perfectly legitimate to get ahead through underhanded means. But accumulating massive amounts of debt renders that first place pointless: someone else has leverage over you, power over you. She who indebts herself too much is not playing her own game, not really. She's playing into the hands of the house."
I can feel my heart racing, wondering where Polina is going with this. Why is my hair standing at the back of my neck?
"And so, at the end of each semester, our top three students are judged on the extent of their debt," she continues. "This evaluation will determine who will carry the burden of their debt, and who will receive the rewards of their hard work."
I can feel a sense of unease growing inside me, my mind racing with questions. What does she mean by "carry the burden of their debt"? What kind of rewards will be given to the top students?
Then, a slow realisation begins to dawn on me. My limbs tremble at the sudden cascade of adrenaline being pumped into my system.
I turn towards Margaret, my jaw dropping in amazement.
* * *
Margaret
I play to win.
I bask in the spectacle of the ceremony, giddy in anticipation of my triumph. Every motivational slogan on a banner seems to address me directly. Every line from the headmistress seems tailor-made to explain why people like me deserve to rule, and why people like Fiona deserve to have their faces turned into my permanent footrests.
I look out at the audience. Every girl in this room has her eyes fixed on me, and I can tell there are two types of looks in there: some want to be me, and some simply admire me. I love both.
I smile inwardly, thinking about the praise that is about to be heaped upon me, anticipating the glow of the inevitable and well-deserved adoration I will soon receive.
But then, as the headmistress' speech continues, the looks change. Faces drop, eyes widening in surprise. I frown. Even Fiona is looking at me like she's seeing an alien. Only Elizabeth is her usual, imperturbable self.