Chapter 1 "Meet Anna"
This story is a prequel to my story "The Unknowing Model, My Wife."
It is a backstory about my future wife Anna. It details her development as a woman in her early years. This writing is from Anna's point of view, she is writing in the first person.
I hope you enjoy this writing and following this read enjoy my first work too.
Hi, I'm Anna. I've been known by many names but for now we'll start with just "Anna." I've been an outgoing person ever since I was little. I enjoyed being the center of attention in fact that's what I craved most. Even as a girl at holiday parties for extended family I would have to show every dance I was in. Every song I learned on the piano. And I would share every story, so I could to keep the attention on myself. I know it was probably quite vain of me but it's what I craved, and my parents didn't curb my personality. They seemed to enjoy it.
During high school I continued dancing joining the dance line team and within one year became part of the choreography team. I was a good dancer but not the best and it was hard to put myself off to the side or even further back. I wanted to be front and center.
My best friend Allison, I call her Ally, was pretty much the same as me. She was outgoing and sexy and she was on the dance team too. Ally turned 18 early in the summer before our Senior year of high school. My birthday was later that summer.
Ally being 5' 10" 115 lbs. was a knockout. She had a face that could be on the cover of a magazine. She was a "glam girl" without even trying.
I was not graced with her perfect good looks. However I wasn't that far behind. I was 5' 6" 110 lbs. and I had a few imperfections. I would be more like the "girl next door type."
Ally now being 18 moved into womanhood quickly. She shared with me her 3 sexual encounters over the summer and as soon as I turned 18 I wanted to experience that as well. I went out with a guy, on my birthday as it was his 18th birthday as well. Toward the end of the evening I wanted to give him a birthday present he wouldn't forget. I ended up giving him a blow job in the car.
Being it was my first time seeing a cock in person and the first time I touched one it was quite odd. I didn't know what to do but, I guess you could say, instinct, took over. I wrapped my hand around it and began to suck up and down. Using my hand to rub the shaft that wasn't in my mouth. I really didn't know what to expect but the taste wasn't bad. But having flesh in my mouth took some getting used to. As I felt I was just getting used to it he made a noise, like he was really enjoying it, and stuff started shooting out and hitting me in the back of my mouth. I wasn't prepared for this at all. It hit me and I didn't know what I was supposed to do. The whole thing was such a surprise. I quickly pulled off and then it shot me in the face too. The taste and texture was so different than anything I hand ever had. Now I was face to cock with this object that now seemed foreign to me. Why did he just shoot this gooey stuff without any warning? I decided to just swallow his cum to get the nasty stuff out of my mouth. Then I took my hand and rubbed the stuff off my face and onto his leg.
I was pissed at him and he realized this and we didn't talk really at all and he just took me home. In my room I really wondered what I thought would happen. I mean I'm not dumb. I knew what happens to a man in that situation and since he was probably new to this too, he didn't know what I needed to know. But I guess I didn't think the whole situation through. What would I have done different? I couldn't think about it anymore as the whole thing was terrible but promised myself never to give another blow job again.
The next day I talked with Ally and told her the entire disgusting story. She just laughed and encouraged me to try sex instead since I didn't like it at all.
The guy and I got weird being together and I knew we had to break up.
But being outgoing and pretty good looking I had another date a few days later. This time it was our first date. He was a year older than me but he was a virgin. I guess in the same sense I was too. We ended up in the back of his car and we had sex.
What an awful experience. First the pain and uncomfortableness of the whole thing and as soon as I began to start to enjoy the sensations he shot his load into the condom. Then it was done. I felt violated. He took my virginity and as soon as he did it was all over. Wasn't sex supposed to be better than this. I mean guys get all of the pleasure and I get none.
Again after talking to Ally she assured me that it was better than what I had explained. She told me that I needed a guy with more experience to help me enjoy what I needed.
So I never went out that guy again. It was one date with a very unhappy ending.
In my heart, I wanted to find some guy that could do what Ally talked about. But a few weeks later I was with another virgin after a party(I wasn't drinking just having fun). One thing led to another and I had another bad sexual experience. It wasn't painful or even that uncomfortable but it wasn't good. I learned later that he was quite small and he came too quick for me even to enjoy the thing.
Again I was pissed at myself. I had already had sex with 2 guys and both were terrible experiences not to mention the bad blow job experience. I knew there were better options for me but it seemed as though I picked the wrong ones. I decided to stop my sexual promiscuity for a little while I figured this out.
My senior year of school started and it seemed that the word was out. Ally and Anna are no longer virgins. That made some friendships very difficult as my conservative friends took a few months to accept what I did. Plus my relationships with guys changed too. Some wanted to hang out with me more and wanted private time. Others seemed to be very uncomfortable when I chatted with a group of them. I didn't know sex could change things so much. After a week or two of getting used to this new situation things seemed to be settling down. One of the guys I knew for years wanted this alone time and again bad sex incurred. 2 minutes and I barely felt anything and he was done. And I mean done. He blew his load in the condom and he immediately passed out from drinking too much at a party. I wonder if he even remembers having sex with me. After I really felt stupid for even having sex with him. Maybe this whole sex thing isn't for me... but that thought didn't last long.
I continued to agonize over my bad sexual experiences. I needed to figure out a way to have good enjoyable sex. Like my friend Ally does. She tells me how awesome it feels for her and I was getting quite jealous. I wasn't going to give up. I knew I was just with the wrong men.
One day it hit me, my older brother had a few friends who were about 20 years old and from what I could gather they had more experience. I really wanted to experience sex in a good way. The way I've heard anyway. So I began to make some adjustments about the way I was around them. When they came over I would sometimes walk around the house without a bra on. Letting my nipples poke out of my shirt. I would wear short pajama bottoms too. I wanted to plant a seed in their mind about me and hopefully get either one of them to think about me in a sexual way. They were both good looking and really didn't care which one it was.
On one occasion, I heard it, my brother was out of the room, and I was just down the stairs with the door open, and the 2 guys openly talked about me and my body. I was so turned on and wanted to jump in my bed and dream about it. But I listened as my brother returned and they hushed up. He might have heard something too as he said something to the effect of... "Guys it's my younger sister."
I ran to my room and reached down and felt that I was all wet just hearing them talk about me. I knew I needed one of them to give me what I longed for. But how and when?
The wait seemed like forever. I longed for sex. I thought about it all the time. I had multiple sessions in my bedroom alone with my fingers dreaming about one of them.
It had now been 2 months since I had sex and finally a break. My brother's friend Eric stopped by. My brother wasn't home and I answered the door. I wasn't expecting anyone and still had my school clothes on and upon opening it I saw Eric standing there. My mind was all over the place. I was so excited I could barely speak.
I explained that my brother wasn't home but he was welcome to come inside. He came in and sat on the couch. I sat down on the couch but not next to him. I didn't know where my brother was but I knew my mom and dad wouldn't be home for at least 1.5 hours. I didn't want this opportunity to pass by. I needed to push forward.
He mentioned college and stuff and I dropped my first hint.
"Plenty of girls there I suppose!"
He said, "Yeah but..."
I asked, "you must have a girlfriend?"
He said, "No."
I said, "What? Why? A good looking guy like yourself!"
He smiled and I returned the smile.
There was a pause and I couldn't let it get awkward so the first thing that came to my head was dance.
I said, "Hey. There's this dance move I've been choreographing and I'm not sure if it's good or not. Mind if I show you?"
Eric said, "Um, ok show me."
I began to dance. But with my tight jeans on it wasn't working well showing my flexible kicks.
I said, "Um... my jeans won't let me do the dance properly. They're too tight."
He surprised me with the next words out of his mouth.
"Just take them off!" He said.
I looked at him and said, "Here?"
He said, "yeah, right here, right now!"
There was no joke to his voice or smile on his face. So I couldn't read if he was serious or just joking. One part of me wanted to follow the order but my more sensible part said "no way."
I just looked at him with a confused look.
He said, "Anna? When will your parents be back?"
I said, "An hour and an half?"
He said, "Then let's have a little fun. Let's see this dance you wanted to show me but take off those tight jeans."
Now I was torn. I wanted to do it, and more, with Eric, but my dignity? What about my dignity? Plus there was something about his directness and orders that had me feeling like I wanted to lose control of this situation and my dignity.
After a few seconds of thinking I said, "Ok! You want to see the dance. You'll see the dance!"
I unbuttoned my jeans and looked him in the eye. I then unzipped them and opened up my jeans so he could see the color of my underwear. I watched as he stared at my hands slowly reveal to him my panties. I looked down at myself and remembered the panty I chose this morning was actually a thong. I smiled a little, happy that they were sexy, but also got a little red in the face thinking about my soon to be state of undress.