I huffed, as I managed to squeeze myself onto the last train of the night. I hate being this late, but I really needed the raise. It's been hard since my husband got caught for tax evasion last year, and my 12 years old son had been begging me to let him go to this camp that I couldn't afford. I could still taste my boss's cum in my mouth.
My hairs were a mess, still. My boobs hurt from the way he pressed them over my shirt and bra. And I think I heard a corner of my suit tear too.
I tripped over my heels, as I pushed myself through the crowd, to a corner. There weren't a lot of women on the train, so it felt safe to be in a corner away from all those frustrated middle aged men. I pulled out my phone to check if Lila texted me, I left my son at her place, argh, now I'm gonna have to drop by her place to pick him up. I'm so tired.
I sent her a quick text telling her that I'll be there soon. I'm also gonna need a shower, argh, I'm hating myself so much.
I had never cheated on my husband before. We used to be high school sweethearts, that later got married. He was the only man I had ever been with, and I loved him. And I hated what I had to do.
But I guess... what I hated even more was, how much it turned me on. I'm so grateful that he didn't see me touch my clit over my pants, but I did, I did touch myself, cause I was that much turned on, I couldn't believe it. I hated myself for it.
I put my phone back, as we entered a tunnel. It was completely pitch black. And then I felt it. A hand. On my ass.
I reached behind and pushed it away, but I couldn't see who it was due to it being so dark in here. I tried to move closer to my corner, when I felt the hand again, and this time, I felt a press. I was scared. This was such a bad day.
I tried to push the hand away but the hand was strong. I had to use a hand to hold onto a bar, so I couldn't use both my hands, but I guess he didn't need to, cause he used his other hand to grab my wrist, and pull it away forcefully. I tried to get out of his hold, but he was too strong for me.
His finger was running up and down my asscrack. I cried out a bit cause he was hurting my wrist, but then he let go, I guess he was just trying to make a point.
I was scared, I panicked and I waited for us to get out of the tunnel. And then I felt a complete body against my back. He got close and now I could smell him, though I still couldn't see him. I panicked and tried to push him away, but he wrapped his hand around my waist and kissed my back.
"Please stop, please," I whispered furiously, I didn't wanna alarm other guys. I was outnumbered.
"Please don't do this," I begged again, as he didn't say anything back. His hand was pulling up my shirt, till he had an opening to slide it in.
His hand was warm, and I shivered, but I quickly grabbed it, tugging it out. And at that moment, we were out of the tunnel.
I turned around to see who it is. He was pretty young, probably around 19 or so. He was muscular and had nice hair, and a cocky smile. I was surprised, I was expecting a middle aged man trying to get rid of his frustration.
"Please stop" I mouthed at him, and tried to get out of his hold. The train was coming to a stop, and he moved back, cause people were gonna get down.
I tried to move away from him, but I couldn't, a lot more people got on and I was pushed back to my corner again.
The train started to move, but he wasn't doing anything. I couldn't turn back to see if he left, but I hoped he got down.
But, I'm not lucky, so he didn't. I felt something sharp, maybe a blade, slice through my pant, and I gasped. It was a quick slice, along my asscrack, bringing out my red panties. I quickly reached back to pull them close, hoping nobody would see. That's when I felt him get close to me again.
"Nice panties, sexy." He whispered in my ear. I tried to push him back with my shoulder, but it just helped him bite my shoulder.
"Please stop. Please don't do this," I begged again, but I knew he wouldn't stop. I started to panic and cry, as he forced my hand away and touched my panties.
"Hush, you know I have a blade, I won't hesitate to use it," he whispered furiously into my ear. His tone was cold and I believed him.
He moved away my hairs to bring out my neck, and then he kissed again. He bit softly and traced his tongue against my skin.
"You smell good," he whispered into my ear. I whispered back, "please... don't."
The train went into another tunnel. He took this chance to yank out my shirt, and slid in both his hands. They roamed around my bare waist and pressed my c cup boobs over my bra, as he rest his chin on my shoulder. He smelled of mint and cigarette.
"Fuck your boobs are so soft," he whispered as he slid his hands under my bra and started to play with my nipples. My breathing got heavier and I moaned in return. I could feel him smile.
We were almost out of the tunnel, so I panicked and started to push his hands out, "please take them out, someone will notice," I begged.
He listened. He got back before we were out of the tunnel and I pulled down my shirt. But my bra was still tugged up a bit and it showed through my shirt.
I tried to be as discreet as possible, as I tried to fix my bra. I didn't wanna alarm anyone.
I felt his finger against my naked ass. I shivered. The last thing I wanted was to be caught being fingered by a kid.
I tried to grab his hand again. I wanted him to stop. But again, he grabbed my wrist with his other hand and pulled apart the slit, making it tear more. I gasped.
"Try to do that again and you won't have a pant to walk home." He hissed into my ear.
He bent my arm and held it against my back. I cried out in silence.
He was rubbing my clit through my panties, and you wouldn't believe how good the fabric felt against my pussy. I was already horny from office, and, even though I hated being manhandled by a kid, it also felt kinda adventurous and I couldn't help but get wet again.
"Glad to see that it's working," he whispered and let go of my hand. He was good. He was gentle. He was nice. He definitely knew what he was doing.
I looked around to make sure nobody was watching, and they weren't. The area we were at, didn't have much light, so it was already a dimly lit cabin.
He left marks on my wrist. I didn't want him to get any satisfaction. I felt humiliated. Small. Forced. Insulted. Anger. And all kinds of other bad feelings.
But he didn't care. He kept rubbing my clit. He also tried to get as close as possible. I didn't stop him, I hoped it'd keep us from being noticed.
He slid his free hand under my shirt again. It tickled. And I hated how good it felt. He was drawing patterns on my bare skin with his fingertip.
I was close. All of this was too much for me. I grabbed the bar with both my hands, preparing myself for an orgasm. He noticed it too.
He stopped. I was shocked. Confused. I looked back, he grinned. I thought he was gonna get down or something, but we weren't near any station.
It had been so long since I have been touched down there, and I didn't realize how badly I needed it. I wanted to cum, sucks it didn't work.
The weird part was he didn't move all the way back. He hands were by his side now, but he was still close. And I got out of the turned on state.
And then he kissed my neck and I gasped. I squinted my eyes at him and he just smiled. I felt his hand against the side of my stomach, and it was moving up. He grabbed my boobs over my shirt again and I was confused what he was doing.