The nerves set in during my walk to Jenna's room. It's my first time being invited into a girl's room and I'm doing it wearing panties. I must be crazy. Maybe I should just tell her I'm not feeling well.
No. I've worked too hard to chicken out now. What's the worst that could happen? I mean, our date turned out okay despite Cameron's interference. I'm sure this will be fine.
I approach the door and pull out my phone, using my camera as a mirror to make sure I look okay. I feel the need to be extra sure I have no cum on my face. My dick strains in its cage at the thought. Ugh. What's becoming of me?
*Knock knock knock*
All of my worries fade away when I see Jenna's smiling face. "You made it! Come on in. My roommate isn't here tonight so we have the room to ourselves." I'm so glad I didn't chicken out.
I enter the room and take a look around. Everything is tidy, and the entire room smells floral. The thing that catches my attention, however, is the lack of a TV.
"Didn't you say you wanted to watch a movie? Where's the TV?" I ask.
"Oh, I don't have one yet. But I really want to show you my favorite movie of all time!" she exclaims, holding up her laptop.
The tiny screen may not be the best viewing experience, but...I have a feeling we'll have to be pretty close to watch it. So this is shaping up to be a great evening. Or, better yet, maybe we won't even watch it and just make out the whole time.
"Well let's start it up!" I say.
She plops down on her bed and pats the spot next to her, beckoning me over. She clicks a few keys on the computer and the movie starts playing. I sit next to her on the bed, closer to the door, and she points up at the wall. The light switch is within reach, so I turn it off.
With the lights off I notice for the first time that there are purple string lights strung along the ceiling. Now with the soft purple glow of the string lights and the dim light from the laptop, it's pretty romantic in here.
The title screen of the movie pops up and, to my surprise, it's an old slasher movie. Despite her clear outward femininity, cutesy stuffed animals on the bed, floral scents, and the soft purple lights - she's into this kind of thing. I'm relieved that we aren't going to be watching some sappy romance movie, though I'm not exactly the type who enjoys horror movies. So I hope I can keep it together for this.
My eyes drift up from the laptop, which is placed in her lap, up her body, past her cleavage (which I have a good angle of, seated so close next to her), and steal a glance at her face. Her eyes are locked on the screen, reflecting the dim light of the movie. Her lips are wet and glistening, even in the low light.
I can feel my cock once again strain in its cage. I didn't realize just how torturous this would be. I do my best to focus on the movie - which is a bit difficult. I forgot how many nude scenes some of these old horror movies have. My erection will not relax. I've seen so much nudity, and even performed sexual acts, the past couple of days but haven't been able to get myself off. The only time I tried...well, it didn't go super well.
It's all catching up with me now. I'm so turned on, I can't even focus on the movie. My eyes keep drifting to her breasts. And I think she finally noticed. I turn to look at her and she darts her lips to mine. The laptop slides off her lap onto the floor but we don't even bat an eye. In moments we're intertwined, kissing and grabbing each other.
She pulls my shirt over my head and tosses it to the floor, and I do the same to her. Just a bra between her breasts and my eyes. I reach out and grab one of them through her bra and realize...it feels familiar. Mid-kiss I peek an eye open and look down. That's when I realize it's the exact same one. The same type of bra that's in my pocket right now.
Reality hits. Shit. What am I doing? If this goes any farther and my pants come off - it's game over. I have to slow things down somehow. I pull my mouth from hers and say "We're not going too fast are we?"
"No. I really want this, Erin."
"Maybe we should slow down. I...I really like you. I want to do this right."
The look of sadness that comes over her face pierces my heart. This is painful. I'm so close...but what can I do? Even if I slip away to the bathroom and take the panties off...my cock is still locked up. This is so not sexy. I've killed the mood. And that's made way more apparent by the fact that my cock has finally stopped trying to burst its way out of this cage.
"I mean it, Jenna. You're amazing. I...I just think maybe we should slow down."
"Maybe you're right..."
"Sorry I killed the mood. But, you know what might help?" I offer.
"What's that?"
"Getting high" I state matter-of-factly, grinning.
"I like the way you think, Erin," she says "but I'm fresh out. I assume you have some."
"Oh. Uh. No...no I don't." Dammit. Now what?
"Oh...then why did you suggest it?"
Jake and Allie were smoking some last night. Maybe I can borrow some?
"I think I can get us some," I say, standing up and putting my shirt on. "My roommate might have some."
"Oh, cool! Want me to come with?"
"No, that's alright. I'll be back as quick as I can. Don't you move a muscle" I say with a wink.
Jenna giggles and I'm out of the door. Surely they'll let me borrow some, right? They were both rooting for me with her. And I'll make it up to them! But...fuck. I don't want to confront Allie yet. I can't trust her to not bring up the bra. Dammit. Now what?
I realize as I walk - I do know someone else who smokes. Cameron. He's always smoking. He *has* to have some. And it's not like I can dig myself any further into that hole. I'm already at rock bottom with him. So let's do it. Swallow your pride, Erin. Jenna is worth it.
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*Knock knock knock*
Cameron opens the door with a look of bewilderment on his face.
"Well well well. Now this is one person I didn't expect to see again today. What brings you here bitch boy?"
My face tightens as I hold back a scowl. I forcefully contort it into as genuine a look of humility as I can. "S-sir...m-may I please borrow some weed?"
Cameron laughs. "My my! Hooked already huh? Come on in."
I step into his room once again - for the first time of my own choice. Cameron digs through his closet and pulls out a few jars - some with loose buds, others with pre-rolled joints.
"Now, I assume you know this will cost you. Right?"
"Yes Sir. I know."
"And you still chose to come to me?"
"Yes...Sir...."
"You know, bitch boy. I think you're more receptive to this than you realize. Now, what do you want?"
"What's the cost, Sir?" I ask coyly.
"We can talk about your payment plan after you've picked out your goods."
"I guess let's just start with like...I dunno. 2 joints? Please, Sir."
Cameron pops open a jar and hands over 3 joints.
"You...you're just...handing them over?" I saw, bewildered.
"Well it's not like you can just run off and I'll never see you again dumbass," he says pulling a key out of his pocket and dangling it in front of me.
"R-right. Sorry, Sir. There's one extra, though"