If you're new to the series, please take note: this story is in the Nonconsent category. As usual, in addition to graphic nonconsent, this episode also features pervasive coercion and humiliation. Consider yourself warned!
This story is a fantasy. The author does not condone any real-world nonconsensual touching or sexual activity, infliction of pain or emotional distress, or mistreatment of any person.
White Sulphur Springs, West Virginia, July 2007
Amanda lay in bed, eyes half open, waiting for Jason to finish his shower. Bright sunlight streamed in through the open drapes, and a chorus of songbirds chirped their tunes from a towering oak outside their window.
In some ways, her honeymoon had exceeded her expectations. The resort was beautiful, and their room was luxurious. Every meal had been delicious. She'd even been tempted by the decadent desserts, until Jason had admonished her to watch her figure. The resort also had a world class shooting range, and she'd only minded a little letting Jason win.
It wasn't like her to lie around until mid-morning, but the bed was very comfortable. Moreover, she hadn't done much sleeping the last two nights, despite turning in early both evenings. Apparently, Jason had an insatiable sexual appetite. In fact, he'd behaved like a man possessed.
But she would have to put a stop to it. She'd delayed having this conversation, not wanting to argue during their honeymoon, but she'd grown too sore to continue, at least for the next couple of days. Furthermore, his lack of respect for her boundaries was frightening, and intolerable.
The bathroom door opened, and a cloud of steam emerged around Jason's hulking form, which almost filled the doorway as he dried himself with a towel. She hadn't known him long, and she was still intimidated by his size and strength. Despite her own considerable height, she felt tiny beside him.
"Jason." She sat up and patted the bed beside her, not realizing that the sheet had fallen away from her bare torso.
He grinned back at her as he sat down and wrapped his hand around her breast. "Another go already? You're as horny as a 20-year-old."
She gave a sigh and forced a crooked smile to cover a wince. "I'm only 24," she began, resting her slender hand on his. Her breasts were still inflamed from their last session. Jason loved to play with them, but he was too rough.
Jason squeezed both her breasts and made a quacking sound.
She twisted out of his grip, and irritation showed in her voice. "Stop it. We need to talk. We had sex twice on our wedding night, and twice more yesterday, and again in the middle of the night, and again early this morning. It's too much. I can barely walk."
She folded her arms. "And no more public groping."
His grin faded, and he became sullen. "It's your own fault. You're constantly teasing me. Flashing your legs, waving your tits, wiggling your ass. Either you're wearing a sexy bra with lacy bikini panties, or you're naked."
His lip curled. "You're cruel. You make me hard, and then you give me blue balls."
I wore a short, tight dress yesterday because that's all you packed for me, she wanted to say. I have no pajamas, no bathrobe, no lingerie other than my bridal set, and if I'm naked, it's because you won't stop taking my clothes off.
She clutched at the sheet to keep him from uncovering her lower body, and looked up at him earnestly. "You need to ask me first. And if I say stop, I need you to stop --"
"I do stop."
"Right then. Not in ten minutes, after you've climaxed." She squeezed his hand. "I need to be able to trust you."
"I just give you what you want. You come every time."
"That's not --"
"Every fucking time. Don't try to tell me different."
Lubricating and moaning is not the same as climaxing, she wanted to say, and you really need to learn where my clitoris is.
"I'm not arguing. But that's not the point. No means no."
He scoffed. "This is bullshit. If I waited for you to ask, I'd never fuck you at all." Rising, he threw his sodden towel in her face and turned toward the bathroom.
Abruptly he stopped. "You've forgotten what obedience means. Time for a lesson."
She pushed the wet towel to the floor and hugged an oversized pillow to her chest. His face was dark and his jaw was set. As she watched, he became fully erect. Wide-eyed, she scrambled to the far side of the bed and stood, searching for refuge.
He crossed the room in three strides. "Trying to escape? Let me help you." He threw her onto his shoulder like a bag of potatoes, swung open the door, and dumped her on her back in the hallway.
His behavior triggered a painful memory of her recent mission to Dubai, and the moment when Amir had taken away her robe, leaving her naked in an ornately furnished hotel corridor much like this one. This was but one of a series of psychological traumas inflicted on her that day -- traumas later compounded by her forced retelling, and the callous reactions of her own leaders and teammates.
Now it was happening again. How could he be so hateful? They'd barely been married 48 hours.
"No, Jason, please don't." She sat up on the plush carpet and wrapped her arms around his leg, hugging his knee to her chest, unable to control her rising panic.
"That was so funny when Amir locked you out." He smirked at her from above.
He knew. Somehow he'd seen Tyler's video clip. Didn't he see how that experience had affected her?
"When you can apologize for my blue balls, and take your punishment like an adult, just tap on the door. Until then, go stand by the elevators." He pried her arm away from his knee.
A short distance down the hall, a man left his room dressed in tennis whites, carrying a racket. As he turned toward the elevator, his eye fell on Amanda's naked form, and he stopped and stared for a moment before continuing on his way. While he waited for the elevator, he took another long look.
Even as she clung to Jason's calf with her remaining hand, she noticed the stranger watching her and registered his lustful expression. It was humiliating.
Jason was going to lock her out, and someone else would come out at any moment. Tears gathered in her eyes and dripped from her nose.
A shrill note of desperation entered her voice. "Please, Jason. More people will see." She dug her fingernails into his skin.
"That's the idea." He worked a finger loose, then bent it until she released her grip.
Across the hall, the door opened, and a diminutive, leather-skinned old man leaned out. He wore a threadbare undershirt and high-waisted slacks. His ballcap read, USS Missouri, BB-63. "Everything ok, miss?" Then he spotted Jason and shrank back.
She pulled her knees to her chest as she nodded at the man and wiped her nose with the back of her wrist. "I'm sorry, Jason. I'll take your punishment. Just let me in."
He smiled, then turned and opened the door. He held it open with his foot, but blocked the way with his body. "Stand up."
With a sniffle, she rose from the floor, keeping her back toward the old man. She tried not to think about her bare bottom.
"Turn around."
She shook her head. "He's already seen me."
Jason set his jaw, waiting.
"Just let me in. Please." But when he still didn't move, she did as he instructed, feeling a hot blush creep across her cheeks.
"Hands behind your back."
The corners of her mouth inverted, and she gave a little sob, but after a moment she put one arm behind her, then finally the other. She looked up at the overhead sprinkler head and chewed her lower lip.
The old man swallowed visibly.
She turned her head and met Jason's eye. "Please?"
"You're sorry for what?"
"For your blue balls," she murmured.
"When do I fuck you?"
Her voice wavered. "Um. Whenever you want?"
The old man licked his lips as he stared at her exposed breasts.
He nodded. "What if you're sore?"
She couldn't still the tremor in her lower lip. "You fuck me anyway," she said softly as she hung her head.
"And in public?"
She squeezed her eyes tightly shut, releasing new tears. He was about to take away the last shred of her dignity. "You --" She struggled to swallow the lump in her throat.
"I what?"
"You fondle my breasts in public whenever you feel like it. You grab my butt whenever you want to. You let people watch if it amuses you."
"And?"
The old man grinned toothlessly at her, and a narrow filament of saliva trailed from the corner of his lip. Her mouth twisted as she fought for control.
"You expose my body to other people whenever you choose."
"Even your pussy?"
She nodded.
"Say it."