If you're new to the series, please take note: this story is in the Nonconsent category. As in previous chapters, this episode also features pervasive coercion and humiliation. Consider yourself warned!
This story is a fantasy. The author does not condone any real-world nonconsensual touching or sexual activity, infliction of pain or emotional distress, or mistreatment of any person.
CIA Headquarters, Langley, Virginia, May 2007
"You'll be in the conference room. Follow me," said Natasha, Percy's administrative assistant, as she disappeared around the corner.
Amanda hurried to catch up, then lightly touched Natasha's shoulder. Natasha abruptly wheeled on her. "What?"
"Um." She swallowed, then held up a thick file. "Is this about my latest intercepts, or --" She hesitated.
"Or about your habituation?" Natasha smirked. "He didn't say. Could be either." She marched off again.
Amanda glanced down at her grey wool skirt, which reached to the knee, and her cream colored dress blouse with its oversized bow at the front. They were comfortable, and well suited for a day spent isolated in her secure work area scrutinizing intercepts, but they didn't display her body to best advantage.
They were certainly not what she'd have chosen for a habituation meeting. By necessity, that clothing would have tested the bounds of propriety.
Again she scurried after Natasha. "Usually it's just Percy and me." Or some smelly, doddering division chief and me, she didn't say. "Is someone else joining us?"
"Yes." She turned and pushed open a door. "Go right in."
Percy sat at the head of the table, and Amanda recognized Wilson Blodgett, chief of an operational planning group, to his right. Beside Wilson was a younger man she didn't know.
"Hi, I'm Amanda Stevens." She extended her hand.
He stood and shook her hand. "Tyler Oxley, from Wilson's team."
The woman on Percy's left was also unfamiliar, so she offered her hand with a smile. "I'm Amanda."
The woman frowned at her hand a moment before brushing it with her own. "Emma Lacroix," she sniffed, then turned away.
Amanda took a seat beside her.
As she waited, she took in the conference room. Like many in the building, it was windowless and utilitarian. Dusty overhead fixtures illuminated a laminated woodgrain table surrounded by rolling chairs upholstered in faded lime green and bright yellow striped cotton.
Turning back, she caught Wilson gazing at her like a bobble-head, his focus moving from face to hair to breasts to hips to hemline to calves, then back up. He's imagining me naked, she thought.
Had he seen her naked before? She tried to remember. A year ago, she could have counted such men on one hand, but since then, she'd stripped for so many different people, she'd lost count.
Or maybe it was just that she tried to forget them. Despite the repetition, it never got easier. She still felt every bit as mortified as she had the first time.
Her list of sexual partners was shorter, but that wasn't getting easier either. At least she could remember those. In her head, she rattled off the list. Wilson wasn't on it.
He was still staring at her, and she kept her own eyes averted. Had he seen her naked? She didn't think so, but she couldn't be certain. Scrutinizing her naked form frequently intensified men's interest, particularly when they didn't have an opportunity to further explore her body with their hands, mouths, and penises. On the other hand, sometimes such exploration only compounded their obsession. Merely going for coffee had begun to feel like running a gauntlet.
The door opened, and a tall, slim man with white hair strode in and sat at the far end of the table. With a start, Amanda recognized Harlan Kimmel, the Deputy Director of Operations.
Percy sat up straight in his chair, and his easy smile disappeared. Wilson pivoted toward Kimmel and watched him expectantly.
Amanda sensed the sudden tension and inferred there would be an unplanned discussion above her pay grade. She grabbed her folder and moved toward the door. "I'll wait outside."
Apparently Kimmel knew who she was. He motioned her back to her chair. "What's the update on Humble Garden?"
"Oh." Amanda retook her seat and opened her folder, surprised at her sense of calm confidence. "Analysis of the latest intercepts suggests Bin Laden has a new deputy in Iraq to replace Al-Zarqawi, who we killed last June. His name is Waleed Khoury."
Kimmel fixed her with an unblinking stare. "What's his background?"
"Born in Nasiriyah in 1975, to a poor family. His father's a street vendor, and initially Waleed followed in his footsteps. Joined a radical mosque in 1996, and recruited by Khalid Sheikh Mohammed in 1998."
"Did he play a role in 9/11?"
"Yes. He was actually pretty important. He worked with KSM to finalize the four strike teams, and acted as his agent in communicating orders to the team leaders."
Amanda cut her eyes to the right. Emma had turned to face her, and as she spoke, Emma inspected her face and body, taking her measure. It was distracting.
"Anyway, um, the recent surge in extremist signal volume in Iraq coincides with a sustained increase in Khoury's activity level. It may be a harbinger of another attack."
Kimmel turned toward Wilson. "What do you think?"
"It's likely. We should take him out at the first opportunity. Before he can consolidate his power base."
Kimmel rubbed his chin. "I agree. Put together a plan."
This was a better outcome than she ever could have hoped for. She struggled to remain in her chair. "Mr. Kimmel. If I may, I'd like to be a part of that operation."
Percy nearly burst a blood vessel. "Don't you dare --"
Kimmel waved away Percy's objection. "It's ok. Amanda, is it?"
"Yes, sir."
"I appreciate your enthusiasm, but get in line. Half the NCS is dreaming of that one."
"Not many can match my fluency in Arabic, if you'll forgive me for saying so. And none of them lost their father on 9/11. For me, it's personal."
Percy snorted. "So we've heard. You'd love to saw off Waleed's balls with a dull butter knife. But," he jabbed his finger at her, "you're still in provisional status."
She began to protest, but Kimmel held up his hand. "Percy will determine your eligibility. Staffing the op is up to Wilson."
Percy met Amanda's eye. "We won't decide today. Let's see how you do on Generous Pilgrim."
Her shoulders slumped, but she nodded.
Tyler spoke to Wilson in a low voice. "Are we still having the briefing?"
Wilson shook his head. "Another time."
Kimmel overheard him. "Nonsense. Don't let me disrupt your agenda. What's Generous Pilgrim?" He lounged back in his chair.
Tyler dimmed the lights and switched on the video monitor. The screen showed an elderly man in a flowing white ankle-length tunic, which Amanda knew was called a thawb. She saw he also wore a traditional red and white checked cloth called a ghutra atop his head.
"This is Amir Hassan, age 62. He's a Yemeni national, and the owner of a large business in the United Arab Emirates, engaged in importing uniforms and foodstuffs and supplying them to various armed forces. He makes his home in Abu Dhabi, near his company headquarters."
"Does he also deal in weapons?" Wilson wondered.
"No, but he has close relationships with military leaders and government officials throughout the region. We could use him to influence governments and arms dealers to stop supplying weapons to terrorist organizations."
Emma sighed and began to tap her foot.
Percy perked up. "Why would he do that?"
"He wouldn't be motivated by principle. Our best option would be blackmail."
Wilson looked up. "Is he married?"
Tyler nodded as he advanced the slide. "Malika is Amir's latest wife. She's the youngest daughter of the Saudi deputy minister of defense. She lives with Amir in a large compound in Abu Dhabi."
Emma scoffed. "He's 62, and this is his wife? How old is she?"
"She's 19. They've been married six months."
Percy raised his eyebrows. "Any girlfriends?"
"One in Dubai, where he travels frequently for business." He brought up another photo.
Wilson gave a low whistle.
Tyler continued. "Her name is Maryam. She's from Medina, but she was educated in the UK. She lived in London and worked sporadically as a fashion model until meeting Amir in 2003. Now she's 26."
He advanced the slide again. "Then there's Zaina in Riyadh. He sees her when he's negotiating deals with the Saudis. She's getting her degree in computer science at --" He glanced at his notes. "Princess Nourah bint Abdulrahman University."