This story is based upon facts that occurred, although I have expanded on the story for my own amusement.
I had been dating Vicki for a number of years and was getting a little bored with the routine. I had a wondering eye and was a incorrigible flirt with other women, especially after a few drinks. I often did this without shame in front of Vicki and there were occasions I had one night stands with the some of these women. I am not sure if Vicki knew but it was a relatively small town so it is possible she knew more than she let on.
I have never had difficulty attracting women and keep in excellent physical shape. Vicki is a petite, very cute women with no exceptional body parts but a nice little package and men just gravitate to her all the time. Cute would be the best way to describe her. I don't really mind as I take it as a compliment when guys hit on her generally. I think she would prefer if I got jealous actually. She is very passive and I am aware from some comments that she has made that past boyfriends have been quite dominant with her in the bedroom and she just accepted her passive role.
When she let me know that she and her girlfriend Lee were going to Jamaica for a vacation, I immediately thought about all the partying I could do with the boys clubbing around town and the opportunities to have some "strange" sex.
I had some history with Lee as she came onto me one night when I slept over after a party at her house because I was too drunk to drive. She was my buddy's girlfriend and he was passed out. Lee is exceptionally endowed and pretty good looking so when she slipped into my bed with very little on at the end of the evening I was blown away. I had to turn her down despite my hard on, because, well because she's my buddy's girl, but it was not an easy decision.
Well all good things must come to an end sometime and Vicki returned from Jamaica and wanted to go out with our friends to a little speakeasy we frequented. Lee joined us as well as a few of her female friends and a few of my male friends. Drinks were had and the discussion moved to their Jamaican vacation. Lee had some pictures from their vacation and was sharing them with everyone around the table. I hadn't seen them yet as they so was also interested in seeing them.
What was immediately and clearly obvious to me and likely everyone else at the table, was that they had quite a good time in Jamaica and were surrounded by a couple of local black stallions and in almost all of the pictures they had their hands all over her and the smile on their faces spoke volumes as to what was really going on. My quiet little cutey and her girlfriend were getting fucked by these guys who were exceptional physical specimens!
I was mortified to be outed in front of everyone and felt like the cuckhold I now was. Oh I tried to play it cool and listen to all the conversation about these great guys and that they just danced with them were toured around all the best beaches, but everyone knew what was really going on.
Once we got home I started on her and after persistently accusing her of infidelity, and while she initially denied it, she finally acknowledged that she slept with one of the guys in the picture once but pleaded with me that she was quite drunk and didn't remember much. I was shocked and couldn't believe that my passive "good girl" would fuck around on me and that it affected me so dramatically. The irony of me fucking around on her of course did not factor into any of this.
I became increasingly insecure around her and suspected her of having interest in other men all the time. I was always questioning her when she went out with girl friends or colleagues from work which was starting to really irritate her. Then the letters from Jamaica started arriving and I couldn't stop myself from being a jealous insecure pathetic guy who was obsessing about her time in Jamaica being much more than she was telling me. It was consuming me and I couldn't stop perseverating on it and was a mess at work and even started opening her mail, which was a big mistake. I read the letters from her guy in Jamaica and it was in black and white, if you forgive the pun, that they spent everyday having wild sex. I was distraught.
And then it got worse. We were sitting around her parents pool in the back yard with most of the same friends that we were with at the speakeasy, when a couple of young black guys rolled in. The look on Vicki's face was shock. Her friend Lee however jumped up to give them both big full body hugs and she was exceptionally well endowed in a string bikini so quite a visual. These were their "friends" from Jamaica who had come for visit at Lee's invitation.
This was too much for me as Vicki hesitantly got up and gave them both a long intimate hug, so after a seemingly endless period of time, I feigned illness and left.
Of course when Vicki came home I started in on her again. She initially tried to say she didn't know they were in town and coming to the pool party. Finally she admitted she knew they were in town but not that they were coming to the pool party. She and Lee were going to meet up with them discreetly at another time so I wouldn't have to know and said that I was just too crazy about it all and she just couldn't deal with me.
I was beside myself with jealousy and was ripping into her about how I felt. She listened and I noticed that there was a change in her face and developed this little smirk on the corner of her mouth that caused me to stop and ask her what was amusing.
She said she was tired of this and if I didn't drop it, I should pack my things and leave. I was stunned but she wasn't finished. She said she knew that I was a hypocrite who had fucked around on her and so she was going to do whatever she liked going forward. She said that my jealousy was exhausting, irritating and if she let me stay in this relationship it was going to be on her terms.
I think my mouth was open as I was trying to make sense of who this person I thought I knew was and where this was all going. She went on to say that from now on she would fuck whomever she liked and I had no right to object since I was such a slut myself. The alternative was "see ya". Clearly she was being counselled by her girlfriends and had found her mojo so she was no longer my quite little cute, passive girl who catered to my needs and not hers.
I was so immobilized that I couldn't say anything for the longest time as I was processing all this. I couldn't imagine life without her and yet I couldn't see how I could agree to this. All the insecurity of the last numbers of months was playing with my head and the cocky over confident guy who didn't give a thought to her feelings before suddenly became this jealous, insecure, anxious and confused mess. As her ultimatum sunk in, the thought of losing her altogether was leaving me stunned and speechless.
"Well what's it going to be Dave?" Vicki asked as she glared at me with this new found confidence.
