I met a girl online many years ago. We had a secret promise to each other to say fwb no matter what happened between us relationship wise. She liked it really rough and had lots of dark fantasies. She loved being choked and told me how she always wished someone would rape her. She said it made her soaking wet just to think about someone grabbing her and her having no control over it. I pressed her to know if it was just a fantasy, or if she really wanted it. She told me that she REALLY wanted it. It wasn't just something that got her wet thinking about.
One day she moved a day's drive away. Eventually she broke off our agreement for fwb after she'd been with her boyfriend for over a year. She said she felt guilty about cheating on him and couldn't do it anymore, and was nervous I wouldn't wanna be friends anymore. But, she was awesome and I wanted to stay friends. We talked often and stayed close but wouldn't ever hang out. When she came in town to visit her parents I told her she could stay with me if she didn't wanna stay with her parents.
Her boyfriend knew we were friends and had no problem with her staying with me (she had visited me often before she broke our agreement and I'd send her home after a day or two of nonstop sex). When I saw her I knew what I wanted to do.. but I didn't know if I could bring myself to rape one of my closest friends (or anyone for that matter). We hugged and she smelled so good. I just had to taste her one more time.
As we drove I asked her question after question, trying to gauge if she wanted to fuck or not. I couldn't make up my mind. We live a little bit out in the country and I knew a spot of the road between her parents and my place where she'd asked me to pull over and fuck her when she couldn't wait to get back to my house. As I pulled over and stopped the car she went silent. I could see the slight fear in her eyes.