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"I'm sorry about her. I swear I had no idea she was such a nasty ho, otherwise I'd have asked to be assigned someone else. I mean, I can't have the RA waking me up at dawn every morning to let in my drunken roommate whose been out getting fucked all night once school starts."
Those were the first words I heard Jess say when I woke up - or thought I heard (I couldn't be sure that I wasn't still dreaming).
"Yeah, shit, is that dried cum on her face?" I heard a guy's voice ask. I didn't recognize who it was, but his tone reminded of my boyfriend's - a typical bro. "I mean, damn, I thought that all the stories about dumb sluts who went wild at college were just bullshit porno fantasies."
I was almost certain that I wasn't dreaming now, despite the surreal fact that my roommate and some guy I didn't know were talking about me as If I wasn't in the room. And both my head and body were pounding as the events of the last night flooded back to me. Due to both the suffocating embarrassment of what happened - what I'd allowed to happen - and the fact that Jess and this stranger were brazenly discussing it with me in the room, I kept my eyes shut tight, wishing that I could doze back into blissful unconsciousness.
"You have no fucking idea," I heard Jess say, "like half the bar watched as she let this like thirty something year old dude drag her out back to fuck her by the dumpsters. It was the grossest thing you can imagine. And she was totally into it! After bitching me out for trying to be a good friend to her just a few minutes earlier! And all the while this like cocky, creepy piece of shit senior bartender who was trying to hit on all the freshmen - Johnny I think his name was - was taking bets on whether she'd let him quote 'nail that cunt again tonight.' I was just like ick! I had to get out of there. I mean, I don't know if I should have stayed and tried to get her home or what, but honestly, I just have no idea what the protocol is for dealing with such a huge slut like that. I mean, it's not like my friends were these super innocent goody two shoes in high school or anything, but letting a stranger twice your age fuck you in a gross alley behind a college bar the weekend before classes start? Like, what? I just don't know how to deal with that dude."
"Yeah, that's pretty fucked up," I heard the guy say, "and totally not your responsibility. Honestly, it's good that you got out of there when you did. Like, that shows your character, you know? Trust me, you don't want guys to think that you're friends with this slut. Like, if you sympathize with this crazy ho, dudes will 100% think that you're a nasty, easy whore too. It's shitty but true."
"Fuck, that's what I was afraid of!" I heard Jess cry, as she kicked the wall. "What a shitty start to college - now I'll be stigmatized just because my roommate is a whore!"
"Hey, Jess, you don't know that, you can still keep your distance, you know, people will notice that and understand the situation - "
"Yeah, maybe they will - but you know what? It's like you said: I shouldn't have to deal with this shit! It's my first fucking year at college - it's going to be stressful enough without having to consciously distance myself from my slutty ho of a roommate so that I don't grouped in with her! Fuck! You know what? I'm sorry but I really need to calm down. I really think I should like take a shower to de-stress out before going to lunch."
"Hey, I totally understand," her friend said, "it's absolutely bullshit, and I'll make sure that all of my friends know that you're nothing like that slut, ok? Take as much time as you need in the shower, I'll wait here for as long as you need."
"Ugh," Jess sighed before leaving, "thanks for being such a great guy. I just really need to calm myself down and think this over rationally."
The door had been closed for literally half a second before I felt a semi-hard cock pressed against my lips.
"That's right, open up, slut," the guy who was just talking to my roommate whispered, but in a demanding, aggressive way, almost a growl, his tone a hundred times harsher and more severe than when he was speaking with Jess, "I know you can't resist this dick, you little nympho!"
Maybe I shouldn't have been surprised, but I was. And between that surprise, the mental fog brought on my headache, and my deep embarrassment of how Jess and this random guy were just speaking about me, I had decided to pretend to remain asleep. That meant keeping my eyes closed and not responding, physically or verbally. I just stayed totally limp, despite my heart feeling like it was about to beat out of my chest.
I don't know what I expected to happen as a result. If it was to get him to put his dick away and leave me alone, that definitely didn't happen - but maybe that's just what I was telling myself I wanted to happen. Maybe, even though I was profoundly embarrassed and ashamed by the way he and Jess were talking about me, on another level, confusingly, I was also turned on. Maybe, on that same level, even though I was certainly surprised when I first felt his cock resting on my lips, the reason I didn't resist was because I wanted him to do exactly what he did next - push it right past my lips and teeth and begin to slowly and methodically thrust it down my throat while holding my jaw open, regardless of my lack of response.
But on another level, I wanted to scream, or cry, or somehow physically repel him, at being violated so indifferently, but that only would have made me more feel humiliated. After all, wouldn't the time to have done that be as soon as he first put his rigid member on my mouth? And didn't I just lay there, even though I was awake? And so how could I say that I didn't want him to do exactly what he was now doing? And wasn't it actually kind of hot, and feel really nice, tasting his warm, thick cock nestled in my mouth like it belonged there without me saying anything? So maybe it belong there, maybe I didn't need to say anything?
I didn't really have much time to think these questions over though, because as I was letting this stranger use my mouth, passively, he was starting to really pick up steam, getting harder as he started thrusting his member deeper and more aggressively - so deep that it hit the back of my throat. I tried my best not to gag, still deciding not to respond at all. I could soon tell, however, to my part-dismay, part-exuberance, that my lack of resistance only encouraged him. And then, even as I held back tears, I realized that if I focused entirely on what was happening, on just easing the passage of the throbbing hunk of meat being forced down my throat without thinking about it, resigned to the fact that it was already happening, and so just allowing myself to enjoy it, then my feelings of shame and embarrassment would go away. After all, it did taste good, it did feel like it belonged in my mouth, it was hot - so why not enjoy it? So that's what I did: the conflict was over between my inner good girl and inner slut - the slut won.
"Oh fuck yeah!" The guy fucking my mouth groaned, no longer able to keep his voice down, "you really are a super slut aren't you? I almost thought Jess was exaggerating at first! Damn! You just love that dick, don't ya?"
Having fully embraced what was happening, instead of being mortified when he said this like I should have, I was thrilled. But either way I didn't much time to react. Because at that second he ripped the comforter and sheets off my naked body, exposing my pussy, still swollen from the night before, which he slapped hard, sending a sting of both intense pain and pleasure shivering up my spine.
"Yeah, you like that, don't you, ho?" He asked mockingly, as I squirmed, still pumping his dick into my mouth. At the same time he shoved his fingers up my snatch. Even though he wasn't at all gentle, it still caused me to writhe with unsolicited (but not unwelcome) pleasure.
"Answer me!" He hissed, aggressively pushing both his cock and his fingers deeper into me when I didn't answer. "I know you're awake. Do you fucking like what I'm doing to you, slut?"
"Uh, huh," I moaned as best I could, despite him furiously pumping his cock down my throat, unable to resist. I still couldn't bring myself to open my eyes.