"I'm due on today," I mumbled.
I watched my husband's face; he looked more than a little worried. He licked his lips.
"What if I'm pregnant? What if I'm carrying his baby?"
"Well you get rid of it," Brian stated.
My hand went to my mouth and I hurried to the kitchen in tears.
Brian slipped in bed next to me.
"We could pretend it's yours?"
He looked at me like I was mad. Was I?
"Would it be so bad? You know how much I've wanted a baby, couldn't you just pretend?"
I never saw him again that night.
"Sorry I wasn't thinking straight last night. We have to talk about this though. Don't you agree?"
I watched him pick up his briefcase and head to the door. I caught him up and tugged his arm.
"If you are pregnant you get rid of it, or..."
"Or what Brian, you get rid of me?" I spat.
I heard the front door slam.
I cooked tea that night but neither of us ate anything. We just gave each other the odd look between us, with little or no conversation.
"Well you obviously haven't yet, have you?"
I just sat there and tears began to fall. I jumped as Brian's plate full of food hit the floor.
"Leave it!" he snapped.
Finally 2 days later I came on. I phoned Brian at work. I wouldn't let the secretary put me off. Brian was called out of a very important meeting.
"Brian I came on, I'm not pregnant, I'm not darling. Do you still love me?" I sobbed.
"Look I have to get back to the meeting, see you later."
Two months later we were out with some friends and we were both a little drunk. Brian had been working hard lately, and he seemed to spend more time at work than with me. Zack was in the pub with his mates but we kept our distance, until I went to the loo. I felt a hand pat my backside.
"Hi Auntie Sylvie," I heard him whisper close to my ear.
I looked up and there was Brian just staring at us. I felt my nephew's lips on my neck as I just stared at Brian. I pushed myself away and walked to Brian as Zack moved away. I grabbed Brian's hand for protection. We heard Zack call to his mates about going on to the next pub. We both knew that Zack was still interested in me that night. We never spoke about it even when we got home. Brian fucked me hard that night, it was almost as if I could have been anyone underneath him, and I wondered if he was thinking of Zack with me.
I went round to Tina's a few weeks later.
"Oh hi stranger," Tina said. My sister was coming home for a few days with her kids. I told Tina just out of kindness really, I didn't want her bumping into Stephanie in the street. Again she wasn't that bothered, but thanked me for letting her know. She seemed more interested in telling me Zack had done well with his exams. Bully for him I thought. Zack came in and gave my legs the once over, when Tina had gone upstairs.
"How are you auntie?"
I could feel butterflies in my stomach. His dirty leering eyes rolled up my legs again. I pulled them under the chair and tugged my hem to my knees.
"Sylvie make Zack a cup of tea will you, I'm going for a bath, Hi sweetie good day at school?"
I moved to the kitchen as Zack told his mother he couldn't wait to get out to work next month. God she lapped it up, sounding excited for the little shit! I stood waiting for the kettle to boil. I could feel Zack behind me just watching me. Tina was running her bath upstairs. I watched his hand come round in front of me. He held his mobile phone, and there I was bent over gripping the fence, as he shot his spunk on my ass.
"You see I still keep it on my phone. I just thought you would like to see it again."
I could feel his hand gathering up my knee length skirt. It wasn't until his hand began to glide over my backside that I managed to speak.
"Zack please you've had your fun with me, I will tell your mum this time, if, if you don't stop."
His hand left my backside.
"So when did she tell you?"
I spun round tugging my skirt into place.
"When did she tell me what exactly?"
"That she set it up with Danny? I heard them talking about it ages ago. I know you thought it must have been Uncle Brian and Danny I overheard. I just gambled on that, and boy did it pay off!"
"You mean all the time you threatened me with telling your mum, you, you knew it was her idea in the first place?"
He nodded with that big grin on his face, as it sunk in to my brain.
"You see auntie if you had refused me then I was, well, fucked. But this time you can't refuse."
"What are you on about?" I said feeling my anger rise.
There I was on his bloody phone again.
"You know you really should have been more careful, giving daddy a little kissing session with the curtains open," he sneered.
I knew my hem had ridden up my thighs, I just left my pussy exposed to stepfather, I thought this was as far as I'd go. Then he kissed me and I jumped up, but Zack didn't have that on his phone did he! I knew too why my stepfather had spent a few minutes in the loo afterwards, all those weeks ago.
"Look after what your sister did to my mum, I thought maybe on your 27th birthday next month, I could show this to your mum."
I had to cling to the sink behind me. My nightmare was starting all over again, unless I did something fast.
"I'll tell Tina you forced me. You can't wriggle out of it this time," I spat.
He just grinned at me. Then held up his bloody mobile again, and showed me the video of his aunt sucking his cock!
"Go on then tell mum. While you are doing that I'll nip round the corner and see your mum. Now I know you enjoyed our last night together, and I'm guessing you aren't pregnant. So why don't you just do as I say?"
I was panting hard. OK I did enjoy some of it, but I couldn't go through all of that again, could I?
"Look, Brian's away next month, why, why don't you come round and see me."
I struggled as he shoved his hand up my skirt. I stopped when he found out how wet I was. His fingers pushed between my legs and I just let him. Well I had too didn't I? His cold black eyes stared into mine.
"Just admit it auntie you love it don't you. You love being out of control. Well I realise its more Uncle Brian's fantasy than yours. But I can tell you love it too, probably more than he does now."
I gripped the sink harder as his fingers pushed my panties right into my pussy.
"Its wrong Zack, we, you shouldn't do this," my trembling voice croaked.
"Oh auntie you really leave yourself wide open don't you?"
I felt him wrench at my panties and we both heard the thin material tear. My legs skidded further apart as his finger pushed up me again. He started fingering me quickly. Two fingers worked in and out of my dripping pussy.
"See I remember how you like it, fast and furious," he hissed.
"Zack your mother is up, up stairs," I gasped.
"So what, it's dangerous and exciting. You love that you just have to be pushed into doing it. Look at you with that sexy red glow on those cheeks. I bet you don't get this from Uncle Brian, do you?"
I couldn't admit that to my nephew.
"Oh come on auntie, you are nearer my age than your husband's. Doesn't that turn you on sometimes? How about you kick him out and I move in?"
I thought about what he said. It ran through my mind over and over. While I would never do what he asked the thought of it turned me on! I could hear Tina moving about upstairs, and the sound of the water rushing down the drain pipe. The bathroom was directly over the kitchen.
"She'll be down soon auntie you had better fucking hurry."
"I can't Zack. Oh fuck!"
"I bet I'm better than him in bed. In a few years our age difference won't show so much. I'd fuck you morning, noon, and night!"
"Stop saying that, I love Brian," I whimpered.
I heard footsteps move from the bathroom to the landing. I tried to get his fingers out of me.
"You must stop, stop this please Zack," I whimpered.
"She's on the stairs auntie, she's coming, you better too, you fucking horny cow. God your cunt feels sloppy!" he hissed.
"Oh you dirty bastard!" I spat.
My heels scraped over the tiles, as I quivered to an orgasm. I panted and gasped feeling every nerve ending in my poor pussy hit unrivalled heights. I tried to push his fingers out again but he pushed my hand away. We both heard Tina humming happily as she reached the lounge, in a few seconds she would be gasping and then yelling at us. We both heard the telly go on, and Tina's bare feet padding across the lounge towards us in the kitchen. Zack pulled his fingers out and smeared them in my pussy hair. I pushed my skirt down and noticed my panties hanging round my ankle, as Zack moved away. My face felt red and I cringed as Tina walked in the kitchen. I stood behind the table that was now between us, trembling with fright.
"Oh hi sis, you still here?"
I just nodded I couldn't speak, my voice would surely give away the state I was in, if my face hadn't already. Oh shit, it had!
"What's up?" Tina asked.
She looked between Zack and me. Suspicion took over her face. She moved round the table and spotted my panties hanging off my ankle.
"Aunties knickers broke mum; I think her elastic snapped or something."
"They are an old pair, I didn't have any others, clean I mean, I, I felt them go," I said in a strangled voice.
"God I'm embarrassed."
"Don't worry Zack honey. These things happen," she said sniggering, "go and get your auntie a pair of mine out of the airing cupboard. Oh god Sylvie, your face is a picture!"