My husband, Ryan, is the kindest and sweetest man in the world, and he's strong and handsome. He gives me everything I could want in the world, except he has no edge when I need it a bit rougher. Don't get me wrong, he makes me cum in multiple ways, he's not afraid to pound me hard, but when it comes to bdsm, or choking, or things he thinks are disrespectful, he's not the man for the job.
When we first started dating, I expressed my desire to be treated like a ragdoll once in a while, we talked about our deepest fantasies, and I even told him that I thought a rape roleplay would be fun. He agreed, and promised me he would fulfill my fantasies, but that he would surprise me with it, so it all felt spontaneous and sexier.
I waited a few weeks, then a couple months, and he would incorporate little bits, some spanking, calling me a slut, but nothing major, and I gave up on that dream, because I had a guy who was everything else I could want.
Three years into dating, he proposed, and a year later we bought our dream house, and we started planning the wedding. All of the things that other women complain about with their husbands during the planning process wasn't a problem. He was attentive and active and helpful.
I am 30, and have always been in good shape, but I started working out to get into the best shape of my life. I was running, and and doing core excercises to tighten my tummy, and exercises to make my butt plumper. By the wedding day, I was thrilled with my body, then the hair and makeup and dress I felt like a Disney princess, but hotter.
After the wedding, Ryan and I drove up to a cabin in the woods, remote from everyone for a week of being cozy and sexy. We made sweet love on our wedding night, and fell asleep.
When I woke up the next morning, Ryan was sleeping, and I decided I wanted to go for a run. It had been a few days, because of the rehearsal dinner, and the wedding, and I was surprisingly jonesing for it.
I had only packed sexy clothes for the honeymoon, wanting Ryan to see me at my hottest regardless of the activity, so I pulled on a sports bra, and a tight tanktop, and a thong, and some running pants that clung to my ass and stopped at my knee. I pulled my hair into a ponytail, and pulled on some socks and sneakers.
There was a good road for running on, and popped my earbuds in and ran about three miles before running back. I stood in the gravel driveway and stretched, took my earbuds out, and climbed the steps to the porch.
As I slid the door open, a hand wrapped around me holding my arms to my side, and a long knife got held to my throat.
"Don't fucking scream, bitch or I'll slice your throat." He growled in a gravelly voice.
I froze, and my skin ran cold. I started to tear up, but held as perfectly still as I could.
Three guys in ski masks, came out of the bedroom, with a tied up Ryan with a pillowcase over his head. They shoved him into the closet and put a chair in front of it.
"You didn't think to lock the sliding door before your run?" he growled at me.
"umm... no..." I said nervously, and realized I had peed myself. It trickled down my pants.
"Fucking cunt pissed herself" one of the men said with a laugh.
The man holding me, said "I'm going to lower my knife, if you try anything, I'll kill you, and your boyfriend. Understand?"
I nodded scared to speak. He lowered his knife and grabbed some rope he must have brought, and began tying my arms behind my back. He was detail oriented making sure they were held straight back, and that my thumbs were tied together. I had zero wiggle room.
He came around me, and he had a mask on his face too, and I realized they'd all put that eye black that sports people use, to obscure the details at the holes in their masks. He squatted down and pulled off my shoes, I lifted my feet to help, too scared to resist.
Then he took off my socks, which were wet from sweat, and a little bit of urine. He balled them up and touched them to my lips, and I opened taking in the sour dampness of my feet and pee.
One of his friends handed him ducttape, and he wrapped it around my head, specifically covering my lips twice. I was now fully crying.
The guys laughed as their leader finished taping my mouth shut. Then they cheered as he pulled my pants and thong off.
"Cunt has a heart shaped patch" one of them said and I felt humiliated by the touch I had the waxer do for Ryan.
He tossed my panties to one of the guys who sniffed the thong. "Bitch ruined these with her piss." He grumbled.
The ringleader picked his knife back up, and proceeded to cut my top and bra off completely. I whimpered as I was now 100% naked except for a few feet of roped on my arms.
"I got first crack at her, once I'm done, I'll bring her back out."
He brought me into the bedroom, and laid me on my back.
"You taken it up the ass before?" he asked.
I nodded gently, Ryan had taken my anal virginity, and I was relieved they wouldn't get any firsts from me.
"Spread your legs," he said and I did as I was told. My legs were heavy and tired.
He open hand slapped my pussy hard, and I closed my legs in reflex, and cried out into my sweaty pee socks.
He made me open my legs several more times to dole out punishment to my sore pussy. Every slap spreading lightning through me and my legs closing out of my control.
He pulled my ankles and spun me so that my stomach was on the bed, my hips bent at the beds edge, my ass and pussy readily available for him. My hands almost straight up in the air.
"Oh, that ass looks nice and shiny from sweat, and probably your piss, I bet I could slide in there without any extra lube," he said and I felt a finger playing with my asshole.
I closed my eyes and whimpered, resigned to the rape I was about to receive. Ryan had fucked my ass, but always with lots of lube, and he always started off gradual.
I whimpered in a begging and pleading tone.
"Don't worry bitch, I don't want to tear you open, my friends want some when I'm done." He said and pushed his finger into me, I think it was his thumb.
Then I heard his zipper, and his belt unbuckle before feeling his cock slide between my lips, trying to get me wet, teasingly. My pussy was already wet when I came back from my run, and as much pain and terror I was experiencing, it didn't stop me from getting wetter.
"You're a little slut, I can tell, wet pussy and a bleached asshole. I could probably untie you and you gleefully let me do this, wouldn't you?"
I shook my head. I couldn't explain that I had my asshole bleached for this occasion, and it was my first time, and I was wet thinking about fucking my husband, although the cock rubbing me was making it worse.
He slapped my ass harder than I'd ever felt and told me not to be a lying slut. I felt the heat and my skin raise where his hand had connected with my ass cheek.
He pushed his cock into me fully, and began fucking me, pawing at my tits harshly from behind. He was hurting me, but his stroke was great, and I knew he would make me cum.
"I'm sorry, Ryan" I thought as I realized I was going to betray him to this monster who was taking me.
After several minutes of him fucking my pussy, I came with an explosion, and I knew he could tell.
"You came? Did I give you permission?"
I shook my head.
"I'm going to have to punish you for that, but I want to cum in you first."
I opened my eyes wide and shook my head fast begging him not to cum in me. I had taken my IUD out a week earlier in prep for marriage, and I didn't want him to impregnate me.
He ignored my pleas, and I felt his hot massive load fill me up, and I closed my eyes and sobbed softly. The fact that I was still trembling from my own orgasm made me feel guilty.
He left me slumped over the bed, and I could hear him in the main room of the cabin.
"The guy won't shut up in the closet," one of them say.
"Tell him to shut up or we'll kill her, then if he doesn't shut up, drag him out to the spot and do it. We don't want blood here."
I freaked out, hoping that Ryan would listen. I was shaking physically as the men came in and found me face down shaking with cum starting to run down my thigh.
"Look, her cunt is mine to fuck raw, if you want to fuck her there use a condom. Her mouth and ass are free use." He told them and I got flipped onto my back and saw the wild look in their eyes.
"Can we take the tape off her mouth to use it?" The biggest guy asked. He was black and muscular. Before I met Ryan, I would have absolutely went for a man like this.
They pulled the tape off, and it pulled on the hair on the back of my head, and my skin, when they finally got it loose, they ripped it off my lips and it burned. The black guy pulled my now saliva soaked socks out of my mouth.
"Please, please don't hurt me, or my husband. I'll do what you want." I said finally able to express the thoughts that were bouncing in my head.
The man slapped me hard across the face, and I looked at him through tears.