One's sexual education is often indicative of how one behaves and what one chooses in terms of sex later on. This history of sex lessons is probably more predictive of someone's future companions and relationships than his/her family history, friend history, or history in general. And so, sometimes, it is important to understand where a person has been sexually to understand what she desires romantically and what she comprehends as love.
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Alexa's precious pussy was first penetrated at the tender age of 18 not by a much older guy as one might expect. Instead, it was by her classmate who was, at the time, also her same-age boyfriend. His name was RJ. The exchange of virginities was mutual and their puppy love seemed promising. Alexa validated the sex with these facts, using the boy's heart like a shield against derogatory remarks. In the world of young adults, nobody can rightfully call a girl a slut if she is loved by the boy who nuts in her.
Alexa didn't cry as RJ fumbled between her skinny legs and clumsily fucked her. And although the pain was unlike any she had experienced prior to it, she bravely waited to become a woman as her cherry juice drowned his inexperienced prick in manhood.
When they finished (feeling grown as ever) the boy cuddled with her like he thought a good man ought to. RJ wanted to demonstrate his new-found awareness of ostensibly female "wants." In reality, these were really a reflection of his own needs to be held and comforted after such a terrifying, albeit satisfying, episode.
Alexa fell asleep in RJ's weak, spagetti string arms. His long thin fingers promised another growth spurt, yet at the time, he was only a couple inches taller than her. And for this reason, their bodies seemed to fold together (melt together, really) perfectly, which is why it isn't hard to understand how the kids thought this proved they were "meant to be."
But, like a true cynic of destiny, Alexa's young affair with RJ professed its disbelief in their love fate; RJ got drawn away by sports and male camaraderie, and Alexa was lured into the house where beauty lives.
Unlike most women, Alexa was a late bloomer. Her rack filled out when she was almost 20 years old. Her round bouncy breasts made it worth the wait though. Her hair grew long and glossy, her face thinned, her lips pouted. And it seemed that when RJ first cracked open her thighs and poked a hole in her hymen, he had also signaled womanly growth in her hips and butt. Each time he had gently divorced her knees and married her center, her ass became plumper; her sides thicker, sexier. Yet she grew smarter and wittier with the years also. Still, innocence danced across her features, in her manners, and in her gestures. It would be this look of youth and naivete that, later on, would not only serve as a huge turn-on for men, but also prove to be a real resource in future times of manipulation and risk.
And while innocence attracts men like cockroaches to cookies, once given access to it, men tend to want to demolish innocence in much the same way an exterminator wipes out an infestation. Men often begin with flattery and attention; bolstering the self esteem of a young ignorant girl who will likely end up with less confidence prior to the half-hearted compliments. Her innocence, though, is then prodded by dirty fingers, marred from the kisses by a sick mouth, and laid naked on a filthy mattress, where its stems are separated and deflowered in an increasingly brutish manner. Men are sure to press their penis into ever cavity on a woman's body. He makes certain she's undermined in every way by his constant string of new cunts and relentlessly cut by his cheating cock. If the female ever makes it off her knees, she is readily knocked down by mental and/or physical blows for daring to act so "un-lady like."
Here, she learns to lie. (That is, if she is smart or simply lucky.) She pretends to worship a man's self-stated dominance when she mentally rebells. She learns to use her sex to tempt, persuade, and manipulate. She understands clearly that a harsh butt-fucking is slightly eased by Gucci panties, albeit stained by rectal blood. Afterall, a paid sex worker may be a prostitute, but she is a fed prostitute at that.
And after it all, men will cry, fight, or feign indifference when the innocent girl they manually destroyed sits on their best friend's dick. Every time, these men act so surprised, so hurt, so maimed. As if it was them that suffered, as if they cannot see who was really damaged.
I guess it goes to show that you can only dog someone just so long before the dog comes back on you.
Such is Alexa's story of sex, post RJ and his skinny arms. As soon as she had become an unmistakable beauty, Alexa was unconditionally vulnerable. But she learned quickly and eventually became wise. However, at age 21, this was not the case. A man 12 years her senior managed to undress her fully blossomed body and whisper lessons of womanhood in her ear.
"A woman....should make a man feel....like a man." Benz murmured between the kisses he laid on the side of Alexa's young neck. "And she does this....by giving him....what he wants....and what he asks for....she knows that...her place....is to give....and his place...is to take....understand, Sweetheart?"
Alexa nodded as he pinched her nipples, holding her from behind. His large, hairy hand traveled down her tight stomach and found her mound. He pulled on the hair until she winced, then he split her little lips with his middle finger and dug into her juicy hole. "I want this tonight...." More kisses to her neck. "Make your man feel like a man...give your man what he wants." Benz's black dick was drilling a hole in her back as he grinded against her slowly.
"But...how..." Alexa breathed as a second finger sunk into her cunt. "How...does a man....make a woman...feel like a woman?"
"I'll show you."
Benz slowly pulled his fingers from her pussy and brought them to her lips. "Suck them, Sweetie," he said quietly. She did. And with her own mouth lubrication, Alexa's butt was penetrated by Benz's long middle finger.
She gasped. "No..." she whispered, tensing up with discomfort. "That feels funny. Take it out..."
Benz smiled before sticking his tongue in her ear. "You'll like it in time. You see how you feel helpless...feel weak...feel like I have all the power over you? You feel that?"
Alexa nodded.
"That is what being a woman is about," Benz breathed into her brain. "And you will love that feeling once you let go and let me have you. You'll love being dominated.....especially by me." Benz stroked his finger in and out of her tight ass.
Alexa swallowed hard and tears welled in her eyes. "I don't like this feeling," she croaked.
"Yes, Sweetheart...you do...just trust me...you will."
Benz gently bent her over and she supported herself with her hands on his unmade bed. His finger was still up her butt as he guided his cockhead to her cunt. Betrayed by her wet pussy, Alexa felt Benz's long black dick slide into her body, but not without pressure. Alexa cried out and shook unwittingly as her walls were stretched by his thick, hard rod. Benz steadied her and continued to fuck her slowly; driving both sticks into her gut at the same time.
"See, Sweetheart..." Benz fondled her breasts with his other hand, he pinched her butt cheeks, rubbed her clit. He licked the back of her shoulders, letting his tongue trail down her back. Then, bending over her little terrified body, he whispered: "This is how a man makes a woman feel like a woman....he makes her feel like a slut."
Alexa burst into sobs at his final comment. Indeed, she felt like a slut. She felt like his whore. Tears streamed down her cheeks as Benz shushed her. But he continued to fill her pussy with dick and quickened the finger-fucking she was receiving to the ass.
"Hush, Sweetheart...don't cry. You're a woman. Don't be ashamed....God made your body to please men...it's your nature. Your skin was meant for men's hands to touch, your breasts for men to taste, your ass for men to grab..." Benz palmed her butt cheek. "You were meant to have a dick between your legs..."
Finally, Benz blew his seed into Alexa's young cunt and she felt that the worst must be over. He turned her around and hugged her tight as his cum dropped from her body. Tears continued to roll down her face, especially as she felt herself being pushed to her knees.
