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Through a series of counselling session with Cassie, his therapist, Quinn is trying to come to terms with how his wife Alena managed to transform him from her assured, overbearing husband into her willing slave.
Quinn has finally called Alena his Mistress. She has convinced him to visit a kink club and while they were there, she put him on display in bondage in front of a roomful of people. The way she used him for her own pleasure has left Quinn with questions: is she still the wife he knows, or has she grown into something new? On his birthday, he's about to find out just how much she's changed]
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CRUEL AND ARBITRARY
Cassie poured a couple of glasses of water and handed one to Quinn before sitting down in her usual seat.
"How've you been since last week?" she asked.
Quinn shrugged. "No better, no worse."
"Do you want to continue where we left off? Or do you want to try something else? I'm happy to go with whatever you think's helping the most."
Quinn took a sip of water before answering.
"Look, I know that Syn thought I should come here, and I really do appreciate you doing this for me, but I really need to address something first."
Cassie leaned forward, unsure from Quinn's tone. Was he having second thoughts about continuing their sessions?
"Sure, go ahead. This is your time to talk about whatever you want."
"It's just, uh. How can I say this without sounding weird?"
"Shoot."
"I'm not paying you for any of this, and I have already taken up a lot of your time. I know that time isn't free."
"What do you mean?"
"I want to pay you for these sessions. I want to be on the books. I don't think it's fair to you to be taking on charity."
Cassie actually laughed. "Don't worry, it's fine. I thought you were going to call it all off for a moment."
Quinn remained serious. "Is Syn paying?"
"No. No, she's not. No-one is. Why, would that make a difference?"
Quinn sank back in his chair before answering. When he spoke, it was softly.
"It would. She's done so much already. I have the means, I want to put this on my own account. I want to show that I'm taking this seriously."
"Okay, if that's what you want."
"If I pay you, then we're bound by doctor-patient privilege, right?"
Cassie frowned, surprised by the turn of the conversation.
"Yes, of course."
"So whatever I tell you stays in this room?"
"Yes. Does that make you feel better?"
"Even if crimes were committed?"
Cassie paused before answering, choosing her words. "If you reveal details of a crime, then I am bound not to disclose, unless I believe it would mitigate immediate danger to myself or others."
Quinn was watching her closely now.
"Is that the case?" she prompted.
Quinn shook his head, looking sad now. "No," he said, "It's all history."
"Then it's okay. If it's part of your story, and the story is getting you better, then we can continue. Okay?"
"Okay."
"Good, now where did we get up to?"
Quinn sighed and looked down at his hands.
"My birthday," he said.
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We had this little thing on our birthdays, just breakfast in bed and opening cards. This time though, it was different; something had changed between us after the club. I had tried to talk about it, but Alena had stopped me, even going so far as forbidding me to speak. The next day, she'd simply asked if I'd hated it and when I said no, instead of allowing me to elaborate on the single-word response and taking the time to probe deeper into my feelings, she ordered me to wear the cage instead, as if I needed something else to distract me from my thoughts.
She didn't have that right, but I realised that it was a sign that she was heavily conflicted within herself, so I gave ground and complied, waiting for the right time to lay it all out in the open. That's what marriages are, really, aren't they? Picking the right moment to tell each other the truth. It took a couple of days.
I had been finding myself getting short with her in our conversations, and not just because I was locked up on a strict regime of orgasm control, though that wasn't helping. We were washing up after dinner, when it all sort of boiled over. I put the cloth down and looked at her.
"What?" she said, raising her eyebrows, hands poised to pick up a plate.
Her expression was neutral, disinterested, like it had been for days.
"We need to talk," I said.
Alena shrugged and continued stacking the dishwasher. "No, we don't," she replied.
I didn't move, waiting for her to finish and straighten up again.
"Yes," I continued, more forcefully, "We do."
She regarded me for a moment, and I thought I detected a defensive expression on her face, but when she opened her mouth to speak, she shocked me.
"No, we don't. Stop this, Quinn. You've been moping around the house for days. It's not good for either of us."
My mouth dropped open in surprise.
"Really, what?" she continued.
"I just thought you'd... when you left me in the club, I thought...."
"What did you think?" Alena interrupted, frowning at me, her tone now brisk.
Far from surfacing an inner conflict within her at the way she'd treated me, or showing some gratitude for what I had endured for her, my wife was instead showing her irritation with me. She set her mouth in a firm line and stood in front of me, hands on hips. I had expected contrition but instead, she went on the offensive.
"Can you do me a favour, Quinn?" she snapped.
"A favour?" I echoed incredulously.
"Can you please stop complaining?"
"Me? What?"
"Remember what you said? You told me I'm your mistress, right? Which makes you what?"
It was my turn to frown, suddenly confused by the turn of the conversation. I shook my head slowly.
"That's right, you know what that makes you," Alena murmured, "And that means I have the right to do whatever I like with you, right? So, if I want to leave you on the floor while I go downstairs and enjoy my evening, I will do. You're going to have to get used to your new station in my life. You're not my masterful husband anymore ordering me around, or expecting to be able to get me to do things for you. No, now it's the other way around, and I'll use you whatever way I please."
She eyed me up for a moment. I tried to read her expression, to discern her true feelings.
"All the way through our marriage, I've been trying to please you," she said, "But that's over. Now, you're going to be pleasing me. That's what it means when you call me Mistress. You're not in charge anymore. You only need to know two things, are you ready?"
I stared at her, but then I nodded.
"Good. The first thing is you exist to serve me now. I might tell you to do things that you don't get pleasure from, but you will do them anyway because I get pleasure from them. So, you may not have enjoyed parts of the night in the club, but rest assured that I had the goddamn time of my life having you helpless in my hands."
She matched my stare, holding my gaze for a moment in emphasis.