You may have experienced that sometimes people come unexpectedly into your life with a bang, sometimes they just somehow merge with no fanfare, and at other times your life seems to become just hopelessly entangled with them and canât seem to separate. This was not the case with Alan and me. Instead, we ran parallel for a few years, glanced off each other, and then spun our own way in a different direction.
First, I guess I should tell you about myself. My name is Cheryl Miller; I am currently thirty years old, and live in a relatively small town in Oklahoma. I am of medium height and weight and, without being vain, can say that my parents were so kind genetically as to leave me with reasonably nice features. In short, I get my share of attention from men even now, and I am five months pregnant with a second child. I have light brown hair and breasts that went from being ample as a teenager to becoming abundant as I matured in my early twenties. My husband says I am a magnet for âtit men,â which I think he finds very exciting.
Daryl and I grew up in a small town in the Texas panhandle. We dated through our senior year and, even though we both knew we were meant for each other, we also knew that we had to take different directions for a few years in order to ready ourselves for life. I had a real interest in the theatre and English and hoped to teach. He was a âhands onâ guy and knew the crafts were for him. Being from families with modest incomes, we had to take what we could get. He had an uncle in Waco that welcomed him into his home for the considerable time it would take him to go through a really excellent technical school there to become a licensed electrician. I was drawn to a small school in Colorado through my grades and an old friend of my mother. In short, our love life was reduced to phone calls, letters, Christmas breaks, and summers.
Four years is a long time. I think, deep down, we both realized the impracticality of living apart and just standing around wringing our hands waiting for each other. There were other men that came and went in my life, and Iâm sure there were women in his, too. Like most other teenagers âgoing steady,â we had petted heavily during our senior year. We reached the point of being totally naked together at times and masturbated each other to orgasm on numerous occasions. Once the graduation occurred and we were âgrown up,â we lost no time in going all the way. We both took precautions and Iâm sure he came to the same conclusion I did about the whole thing; I really liked it!
So, even though I knew where my heart was, I gave my body to a number of guys during the four years we were parted. I made sure there was never a commitment and I found that I could come to orgasm easily with a casual relationship. Iâm not saying I had round heels. In four years, I was with six men at different times. Iâm sure he was no different, being a really good-looking guy with a witty personality.
However, something did happen during this separation that had a fairly major impact on me. Since I was involved with theatre groups, for some reason I tended to get involved with older men. Iâm not saying there were huge age differences, but when you are nineteen and he is twenty-seven or so, there is an appreciable difference. It was actually good in that these men were in it strictly for the short haul and made no attempt to complicate my life. The event that I am speaking of happened in October of my sophomore year. I was nineteen at the time and a very sophisticated man of twenty-nine introduced me to the fine art of cunnilingus. Oh, I knew about it, but nice boys and girls from the panhandle didnât do it. I immediately fell in love with the tantalizing act and couldnât get enough of it. My suitors for the next three years more than filled my expectations, as I made no pretense of what really turned me on.
Daryl was able to get through technical school and his apprenticeship before I graduated. Anxious to let me know how he really felt about me, he proposed and I accepted during my last Christmas at school. He had already taken a job with an oil field company in East Texas and had a surprisingly good income. A small wedding in late May finally brought us together and our life of bliss began. The first and sweetest thing he did was to allow me to take a job as an English and drama teacher in a medium size high school about sixty miles away from where he worked. This caused him to get up early and come home late in order for me to live close to my job. In addition, if youâve never lived in an oil field, it waits for nobody, so he spent many long hours, nights and weekends, on the job.
For this, he was paid well and we were able to completely bank my entire paycheck. We agreed to a plan that would have me work five years, take five to six years off to have two children, then go back to work. We had our act together, the key word being together.
Daryl and I truly enjoy being with each other. That puppy love has never worn off. On the surface, we appeared to everybody around us to be a very sweet, very nice conservative couple. In fact, the best term to describe us would be âtorrid.â Even though Daryl was not particularly endowed and he wasnât the most accomplished lover I had ever had, we were constantly at each other sexually and knew no bounds. What I wore at home and under my clothes in public, including school, was extremely provocative. Even though we watched our daily cost of living closely, there was no limit on spending for my attire. He would buy me some things that were so tantalizing and exposing that we would have to drive into Dallas for me to wear them at some of the clubs in order not to be seen by those who knew us. Even in the larger town, we happily drew attention.
But we always saved the best for our trips. Twice a year we would either go to one of the islands or to Cancun. When we were there, all wraps came off. I dressed in practically nothing, much to his delight, but afterwards had to be very careful not to undress in front of people at home. My bare skin would show obvious tan marks of me being on the beach in a very skimpy thong and a top with nothing more than my nipples covered, if that. Even though it took me a while to adjust to it, he loved for me to go topless on the beaches. I could never get into the tanning booth scene, so my tan was natural and very publicly obtained. He also wore a thong, but it didnât seem to bother him for the other guys to know.
We werenât prudes, either. Even though we had to be very careful about what we did because of my job, we were not above being mutually aroused outside of our own actions. We both were aware or the attention we each got from the opposite sex and not only did not mind, but at times went out of our way to exploit it for each otherâs entertainment. We loved watching adult films together, but he had to rent them from out of town where we were not known. They gave me a case of âantsy pantsâ when I was watching them and I just gushed orgasms after we were through.
The most outrageous thing we ever did together happened one weekend when he had to go to El Paso. It was a four-day weekend for me so I made the long drive out there with him in his big company pick-up truck just for the ride and to get us out of town. His business was over Saturday afternoon and we were to drive back Sunday. All day I could tell he was just brimming over with some scheme that he was hiding from me. That night we went across the border to Juarez. Once there, we took a taxi and Daryl handed him an address. The driver looked at the two of us, shrugged, and drove on.
When we arrived there, the driver opened the door, hesitated, and said, âSir, are you sure? I can take you to some much nicer clubs that are less expensive.â
Daryl assured him this was where we wanted to be, and I was more and more apprehensive about all of it. Just being on the wrong side of the border frightened me.
âWhatâs in here?â
âI heard about this place today from some guys who work around here. They say itâs a little expensive, but well worth it.â
I didnât press any further, but I think the cover charge caught Daryl by surprise. Fifty dollars apiece was a lot for us. Then it was me caught by surprise. Even though it looked small and indistinct from the outside, the inside was very dark and very plush. It was mostly couples, all sitting quietly and speaking among themselves. A stage became lighted, music started, and this small town country girl sat open mouthed and spell bound as we sat through a two-hour sex show!! Men on women, women on men, multiple players on each other doing unspeakable things. At one point shortly after the show started, I leaned over and whispered, âIâll never forgive you for this.â
In reality, thirty minutes into it I was dripping wet and squirming on my seat like a kid in church. Thank goodness the darkness covered my red face and short breathing. And just as I had thought we had seen it all, it ended with a thirty-minute lesbian show involving two absolutely gorgeous women. I was looking for any way to explain to myself why it was such a huge turn-on for me.
Finally, it was over. When we got in the taxi to go back Daryl leaned over and whispered, âHow did you like it?â
âIt was disgusting. I canât believe you took me to a place like that.â
Without warning, he reached under my dress and under my panties. I turned my head because, much to my chagrin, I knew his hand was met with a sloppy, wet pussy.