Once I get to the desk I turn on the lamp reach back and turn the overhead light off. I sit down, take a huge drink, pack a bowl and light up a cigarette. As I smoke and sit quietly for the first time this evening I realize how drunk I really am. Hoping the weed will level me out, I take a huge hit and push the liquor to the back of the desk. Watching Tina lay motionless in the dim light, all I can focus on is that perfect ass on her small frame. As I hold in another hit, I begin to replay our evening together and slowly stroke my cock. I think of her lips at the base of my cock, and my mind flashes back to Dave. Had he sucked my dick tonight, none of this would have happened. Yet for some reason, I still feel rejected. Thinking of a man with a good woman doused with my cum, in my bed brings tears to my eyes. What is wrong with me? I take a huge hit, finishing the bowl and start to feel sleepy as I hold it in. Thinking I can't pass out without taking another crack at her, I exhale and grab the coke.
My vial only holds about three-quarters of a gram. The remainder of the eighth-ounce is in a bag in the back of the drawer. I grew up with the guy two houses down that sells weight. He lets some of us that we grew up with, buy out of his own personal stash. Uncut, not stepped on for profit. He uses a baby laxative, so if you have ever done a line and had to poop, now you know why!
Using the vials built-in spoon, I take a quick bump. Not enough, I grab the mirror from the drawer with one of the sections of aluminum straws I stole from the gas station and cut down. Tapping the vial on the mirror, I get a lot more than I want. I grab a razor blade and cut four medium length lines of substantial thickness. Thinking I will do one at a time to keep me awake, I ready the straw. Like a World War 2 fighter plane, I go in for a strafing run.
As I lean back from the mirror and pinch my hose I can taste the diesel fuel used to make this inspiring powder. Turning my head I exhale deeply through my mouth. While leaning back I release the end of my nose and inhale like a vacuum. Feeling that wonderful drain, I lean forward and repeat with the other nostril. Setting the straw down, I lean my head back in the mesh ergonomic computer chair with padded arms and grip them for control. With the Viagra surging through my cock, my raging erection consumes my thoughts. It is all I can think about. I start to mildly hyperventilate and I stand up abruptly, shooting the chair back to the bed. Lighting up a cigarette to calm my nerves, I take a couple of quick drags and place it immediately into the ashtray. As I place the cigarette down, I hit the mouse and activates the screen. Three large cocks stretching over an older worn out whore comes into view. My cock begins to ache, and I reach for the straw. I prepare my breathing and lean in for the final two lines of the evening. When my head comes back up, I am ready for something!
I grab my cig and take a big drag, calming me for about half a second, so I can start the video. Just as it starts to play, the first cock bursts all over her face. As she grabs ahold to suck down the rest of the load the second blows all over her eye. I turn and head towards Tina. I crawl onto the bed and firmly place my tongue in her ass and she does not even move. So I reach between her legs and start to rub circles on her clit as my tongue probes deeper. For a second I stop, then I open her legs and crawl between them. Reaching up I pull the pillow from beneath her head and the second. Sliding my left hand under her belly and raising her stomach I slide the pillows under her, and she still makes no movements of her own.
Wrapping my hand under the head of my cock, I drop a glob of coke infused saliva on the tip and rotate my hand like I'm wringing a sponge. As I ease up to her motionless body, I wonder if I should really be taking her this way. However, my doubts do not stop me. I ease my cock halfway into her clammy bald snatch and I begin to tremble. I think that the taboo of "rape" has me overly excited. As I put my weight behind her and forcefully jam my cock to its hilt, I see my cock inside Daves' mouth once more. In my mind, her slowly warming trench becomes his cock hungry mouth. I grab her hips and begin to slam repeatedly into his throat, teeth be damned. Her hips become his hair and I grab ahold and start slamming his head against my pelvis. His eyes roll back in his head and I hear him choking on the full length of my shaft. Ramming tip to balls over and over, I can not stop. My anger swells and I need to hurt him. One leg at a time, I bring each foot to the side of her hips. His throat is really in for it now!
I reach underneath her hips and grab Dave by the back of his neck. Using all my strength and the momentum of my weight. I drive his lips down the shaft of my cock relentlessly. When I close my eyes, I can see the vomit and saliva on his cheeks string from my thighs. I own this bitch as I hear him let out high pitched whimpers between the sounds of him drowning in cock. The sounds of that, combined with the images of him puking on my cock send me over the edge. I am inspired to inflict as much damage upon him as I can muster. Tightening my legs I start pounding with all my might, curling the back of his neck with every ounce of energy and momentum I can muster. The whimpers come to a fever pitch as I unwilling drain the contents of my balls into his stomach as if it was one long strand. My jackhammering has been interrupted by this sheer release and spasms throughout my entire body. As I open my eyes, Tina's hips are off the mattress pinned to my stomach, her hands tensed to the bed holding her chest up. She must have come to as I was ravaging her, thinking only of Dave. I half panic and release my grip. She falls leaving only the tip of my cock inside her. I lean back and my cock rips from her snatch sending droplets of cum up her back, my shaft flops up and down, slowing as its momentum decreases. Tina begins to mumble undistinguishable utterances.
My guilt rises and I spring from the bed in a panic. I reach for a cigarette to calm myself when I realize I never extinguished the last. A small black patch covered in ash extends from the white fully burnt butt of the Marlboro light. I instinctively grab the bowl and frantically cram weed inside. I search for a light and upon finding that precious fire I draw down deep into my lungs. Tina rolls herself over awkwardly and is staring at the ceiling. I walk over as I exhale and hand her the lighter and bowl. Grabbing a cigarette from the desk I walk over and pour her a shot. Returning to the bed as she is taking a hit from the bowl. I can see in her unfocused eyes zoned out into nothingness, showing her consciousness is a million miles away. As she exhales the hit, I put the shot glass to her lips. Her head on instinct tilts back and I pour the strong red sweet liqueur past her lips. Removing the lighter from her hand to light my cigarette, I hand it back and tell her to take another hit. Her hand reaches to her mouth to wipe off the schnapps she did not manage to swallow, and takes a huge hit and returns it to me. While she is holding in the sweet intoxicating smoke I take a couple of drags. She is soon to return to her deep slumber. So I hand her my cigarette, her face lights up and she takes a huge drag. Then two, finally a third and hands it back. Her eyes sag, I lean in and softly grab her neck behind her ear. My thumb caresses her cheek as I give her a soft kiss. My tongue passes over her lips as I lay her back down, she smiles.
Scooping up the lighter and bowl, I stop and lay my dick upon her lips. They part and allow my cock to fall into her wet mouth. She does not move! I lean in until half of me is inside. The Viagra still has me hard, like a young thirteen your old boy with a crusty and soupy Fredricks of Hollywood catalog. I give her mouth a couple of slow half-hearted strokes just to clean our fluids off of me. Then I return to my desk to watch her sleep. Setting down the shot glass and lighter I tap out the bowl and repack it!