For a little while after my encounter with my attacker, I was scared to sleep in my own bed so I found solace in someone else's. I continued to cheer and go to my classes but I was scared of my place. I went back to the apartment a month after the encounter. I stood outside the building and stared at it, wondering if I was brave enough to go in again. I felt like someone was watching me and I turned around. I scanned the street and no one was there, at least as far as I could tell. I've been paranoid ever since that night. I look over my shoulder at all times, wondering if he'll come back.
You're mine.
I threw that post it note away almost immediately after I read it but the words were stuck in my brain. No matter how hard I tried, his voice was always whispering in my ear, "Whose pussy is this?"
"Yours. It's yours."
"Damn straight."
I shook the memory from my head and walked into the apartment building. I took the elevator up to the second floor and walked to 2C. I stared at the door, terrified to enter. I took a deep breath to psyche myself up. "Come on Piper. You're a big girl go in your fucking apartment." My hands shook as I raised the key to the lock and opened it. Nothing looked out of place, everything was exactly where I left it one month before. I didn't sense anything wrong and continued further into the apartment. I walked into my bedroom and once again, nothing was out of place. My bed sheets were still crumpled and my closet doors were wide open from when I grabbed clothes in my haste to leave. I placed my bag on the ground and climbed on the bed. Right smack in the center of the bed was a large stain. His cum stain. My cum stain. Our cum stain. It was in the middle of my bed to remind me of what occurred.
I shot up off the bed and left my room. I grabbed my phone from the front table where I left it. I scrolled through my contacts and called Phoebe, another girl from the squad. She picked up on the second ring.
"Piper! What's up girl?" She answered excitedly.
"Hey! Do you know anything about parties on campus?" I asked.
"You know it, there's a party at Alpha Delta Phi tonight if you want to join me and a couple of other girls." She suggested.
"Count me in." I smiled. "Time?"
"We like to be fashionably late so around 10? You know where the sorority is?" She suggested.
"Yeah, it's the first house of the row right?" I double checked.
"Yup, I'll see you at 10?" She answered.
"See you then!" I hung up the phone and went back into my room. I walked over to the closet and peered inside. When I left, I took my jeans and t-shirts so all of my going out clothes were still there. I whipped out my phone and shot a quick text to Phoebe.
Is there a theme tonight?
She responded within seconds.
I forgot! It's a "slumber party" so wear some cute pjs!!
With that, I opened my pjs draw of my dresser. I mostly slept in t-shirts and exercise shorts so my selection was slim. At the bottom of the drawer I found a two-piece satin pj set. The shorts were ruffled at the hem and the shirt was a simple camisole. I picked out a mesh bralette with white embroidered flowers over my nipples to wear underneath. I stared at the outfit laid out and smiled. Piper got her groove back.
With that, I got started in my chores. The first thing I did was dump the clothes from my suitcase and into the hamper. I started a load of laundry and got into my other chores.
I spent the rest of the afternoon into the evening cleaning the apartment. I ate dinner while watching some TV. Around 9 O'clock, I started getting ready for the party. I changed out of my leggings and sweater into the satin pj set. I brushed my pin straight blonde hair and let it fall on my shoulders. By the time I finished applying my makeup, it was time to go. I put on a pair of white platform sneakers and left my apartment. The light breeze of springtime made the walk bearable in my camisole and shorts. It took about 10 minutes to walk to campus and reach Greek Row. The first house on the left belonged to Alpha Chi Omega, Phoebe's sorority. There was a group of girls hanging out in the yard and I spotted Phoebe's bright red hair.
"Pheebs!" I called from the sidewalk. She turned her head and smiled when she saw me. She motioned for the girls to follow her and walked towards me. When she reached me, she gave me a big hug.
"I'm so excited you decided to come with us!" She said when she released me.
"Yeah, It's been a while since I've gone to a frat party." I smiled back.
She hooked her arm through mine and pulled me along. "Let's get this party started!" We walked further down the Row towards the pounding music. We walked into Alpha Phi Delta and the music was deafening. The smell of alcohol and weed was apparent as well. Phoebe guided me into the room filled with keg. I watched her fill two solo cups with beer and hand one to me. I took one swig and made a face.
"It's been a while." I laughed.
"Drink up and come dance with me!" She pulled me to the middle of the family room where the dance floor was. She started dancing to whatever rap song that was blasting on the speakers. I stood awkwardly next to her before she grabbed my hips and started moving them. "You need to loosen up Piper!"
I chugged some more beer and decided to let loose. I set my beer down on a table and started dancing with Phoebe. We danced to every song, bumping and grinding on each other with no reservation. "How's this for loosening up?" I laughed and twirled around.
"You can get down Piper I'm impressed." Phoebe gave me a nod and stopped dancing. "I'm going to get a drink and sit, want to join?"
I shook my head. "Bathroom." She nodded and walked away. I wandered through the house looking for the bathroom. I found myself upstairs where no one was hanging around. I opened a couple rooms to find the bathroom only to find couples in the midst of make outs. I was standing in the middle of the hallway when I spotted a guy standing at the end. My eyes locked with his and my stomach dropped. I knew those hazel eyes and they terrified me. I spotted the bathroom and ran to it. I tried to close the door but he stuck his foot in the door. I stumbled backwards and he stepped into the bathroom. He closed the door behind him and locked it.
"Piper. It's been awhile." He smirked and grabbed my wrists. He pulled me into him and pushed me against the counter.
"Please, don't do this." The tears began to run down my face. He leaned in and I cowered from him but he didn't care. He kissed my cheeks and tasted my tears.
His fingers touched my bare shoulders and I shuddered. He played with the straps of my camisole and they dropped off my shoulders. He lifted my chin so I could look into his eyes. "You look gorgeous. Did you wear this for me?"
"Please," I shook my head. "I don't want this."
He pulled my camisole down to bunch around my waist, exposing my bralette to him. He laughed when he saw it. "Are you sure? I wonder what's under those shorts." I put my hands on his chest to push him away but he grabbed both my wrists. "Don't test me Piper." His grip squeezed my wrist and I let out a yelp.
"I'm sorry, just please let go." I apologized.
"You promise to be a good girl?" He mocked me. I nodded and he squeezed harder. "Say it."
"I'll be a good girl!" I exclaimed and he released them.
"That's what I like to hear. Take your shorts off." He stepped away and leaned back on the opposite wall. I didn't move and he sighed. "Take them off Piper before I make you."
"Please don't make me do this." I whined. Within a second, his hand was around my throat. My hands came up to grab his wrist, trying to pry his fingers off of me. With his other hand, he pulled my shorts down. My eyes widened and tears welled up in my eyes. He let go of my throat and I gasped for air.
"I told you not to test me." He smiled sickly. His hands gripped my waist and pushed them into the counter. One of his hands strayed from my hip and went down the front of my underwear. His fingers found my clit and pressed down. I gasped and my hips bucked against his hand. "I see you shaved for me again."
"It's not for you." I gritted my teeth.
He laughed. His fingers hooked into my panties and pulled them down to my knees. He shoved his knee between my legs, forcing them open. "Do you remember what you said last time we were together?" His index finger stroked my slit slowly, getting me increasingly more wet with every stroke.
I hung my head in embarrassment. He was never going to let this go.