Tatyana's stomach rumbled urgently. Her knees were beginning to ache. And yet, she couldn't bring herself to do it. It was too humiliating, too intimate. The smell of the stew that the warrior had brought back to his tent for her teased her senses mercilessly. Hunger twisted her belly in knots but the warrior didn't even permit her to look in the direction of the savory, steaming bowl he had set down on the table. Though her knees were growing numb after at least a quarter of an hour, he held her in place, one hand loosely resting under her chin and tilting her face up, his eyes fixed on hers.
'Don't tell me your man never had you do this,' the warrior confronted her, his stare patient and unwavering. His cock stood stiffly out above his pants.
Unable even to glance away from him, Tatyana's eyes flashed briefly. Yes, she had closed her lips around her late husband's cock. Some of their tenderest moments in bed had been when she had sucked on his hard flesh and he had moaned to her that it felt like heaven. She had learned exactly how he liked to feel her mouth on him. Every place on his shaft where he enjoyed it when she pressed her lips harder. Each spot where he shuddered when she massaged it with her velvety tongue.
Doing such a thing had been showing her love for Grigor.
She loathed the thought of doing that same thing for the warrior who held her captive now. It was true that he was not the brute she had expected, even if he did belong to the vast tribe of horsemen that terrorized the plains and, just days ago, had burned her village to the ground. He had actually treated her well, given the circumstances. But Tatyana still hated to perform such an intimate, loving act for a man she didn't love, and who held her as a bed slave.
'Are you one of those women who find it disgusting, perhaps?' the warrior asked, scrutinizing her with mild disappointment in his eyes.
Tatyana didn't want him to discard her and leave her to other horsemen who might be worse, so she couldn't ignore him. This warrior had shown that he had no interest in beating her down, but neither would he waste his time with her if she was too difficult.
'No. I have done it before,' Tatyana confessed. His gaze was intense enough that she glanced away for a moment, fidgeting self-consciously. Her stomach chose that moment to gurgle loudly enough that Tatyana cringed at her own weakness.
The warrior, however, grinned lopsidedly at her and slid his hand from her chin to the back of her head, where he slowly, methodically wound her hair around it and then gave a firm tug. Tatyana's face tilted up even higher toward him. With his other hand, he guided his cock to her cheek and gently began rubbing it over her face. The tender tip traced the bridge of her nose, the outline of her lips, along her chin and jawline, even around her eyes.
As the warrior dragged his cock over her face, he said, 'I could have out-waited you, but you won't have the stamina for it. They marched you all day to get here, didn't they?' At Tatyana's nod, the warrior chuckled, 'And you're still stubborn enough to refuse a good meal because you won't take my cock in your mouth. Now, open up. Hold me in your mouth for a moment and I'll feed you. Or don't, and collapse from hunger. If you're this ridiculous, I'll let you starve to death.'
Tears stung at the corners of Tatyana's eyes but she refused to let them fall. Her will was failing her. She wished she were strong enough to reject the warrior's offer, but it was so patient, so soothing, that she found herself parting her lips at last to receive his cock. He gave a gentle tug of approval on her hair as he guided his thick, rigid length into her mouth. Then, as she knelt before him, her chin tilted up and her mouth gloving his flesh right down to the hilt, he caressed her cheek with his free hand.
'Your mouth feels like the gateway to the gods,' he praised her. Guilt stabbed at Tatyana's heart as she thought of what Grigor had always said, but then, perhaps because she was swooning with hunger, she imagined she heard her lost husband whispering reassurances to her.
Don't die for me, Tanya. It would shame me to be the reason you gave up your life.
It was nearly her undoing. Tatyana quickly closed her eyes to hold back tears that threatened to fall; in so doing, she could block out the warrior for a moment and pretend that she was pleasuring Grigor instead. She laved her tongue along the underside of the warrior's shaft and squeezed her lips to form a tighter seal around its straining flesh--
--but was caught off-guard when he eased her back, causing his erection to slip from her mouth.
Blinking, she looked up at him.
'Your skills are promising,' the horseman remarked, his voice a bit rougher than usual as he tucked his rigid cock back into his pants, 'But they can wait until you are ready to use them on me without closing your eyes and thinking of that other man of yours. He is dead, I take it?'
Tatyana's lips pressed together tightly to hold back the surge of grief that the warrior's blunt statement had provoked. She nodded once.
Killed by other warriors like you, she thought.
The warrior nodded his head toward one of the cushions at the table where the bowl of stew still sat steaming. 'Sit,' he directed.
She didn't trust her legs to support her after she had knelt for so long, or given that she was faint with hunger, so Tatyana hobbled across the short distance on her knees. The warrior had already seated himself on a cushion and held the bowl and spoon in his hand. It looked like some sort of lamb or venison stew with a few root vegetables blended in. The smell was spicier than she was used to, although not unwelcome. Indeed, Tatyana would eat nearly anything at this point.
Tentatively, she looked at the warrior and tried to reach for the bowl, but he held it away from her. Spooning up some stew, he looked at her and said, 'Open your mouth.'
'I can feed myself,' Tatyana protested.
'Not if I don't wish it,' the warrior countered, the confident tilt to his dark eyes making her scowl. In return, he flashed her an infuriating grin that made his thin, trimmed beard curve as well with his flexed jaw.
She fumed, but opened her mouth. He slid the spoon inside and Tatyana was unable to hold back a deep sigh at how delicious the stew was. Lamb, it turned out, with spices typical of the magnificent southern kingdoms. The warrior arched an eyebrow as her reaction confirmed his expectation. Tatyana silently cursed the dizzying hunger that had forced her to yield to his control, but she accepted spoonful after spoonful of stew. Each time she risked a glance at him, her eyes darted away quickly at the sight of him studying her.