Not long ago, you & I were talking about some fantasies we hadn't played out yet. Abduction was one of them, and if we were going through with it, we'd make it as real as possible. This is what we did.
I started following you about two weeks ago. I would get up very early, dress in dark, almost military-styled clothing (concealed on my body was always a big, black military fighting knife), and drive to your apartment. I would park a block or two away, never on the same corner. This way you wouldn't see my car. I would take the canvas bag out of the trunk. In it were a roll of duct tape, about a dozen "zip-ties," a Polaroid camera, and lots of rope.
I would arrive at your apartment at 6 a.m., every day, and hide myself in some nearby foliage. Next I would get the camera ready, and wait for you to wake up. Every day I would take one photo of you sleeping, and watch and wait. Sometimes I was able to photograph you in the shower. And I would watch. Once I managed to photograph you masturbating. (I know you were thinking of me, about our little game). You are so beautiful. Last Wednesday, when you cut yourself slicing a bagel, I saw that too. And Friday, when your car wouldn't start, I wanted to help, but it wasn't part of the game.
You've known, since our game started, that I was somewhere nearby. But you didn't know where, you didn't know what I was doing. And you didn't know where or when I would strike.
When you were ready to leave for work, I would make my way quickly back to my car, and follow you. The first two days, I stayed, and watched for you. I learned when, where, and for how long you took your lunch break. I followed you home, and watched you for another hour. Then I would go home myself.
On the fifth day, I broke into your apartment. I could have used the key you'd given me, but I wanted this game to be as authentic as possible. So I broke in. I was in your room. I opened all your drawers, I searched for anything, everything. I took a pair of your panties, and a lacey bra. I put them in my bag. They would fit well into the "shrine" I had started. I found a diary, opened it. It read:
I know he's been stalking me. It's part of the game, I know, but ... It's a little scary. I thought that I would have seen him by now, figured out how he's playing the game, but he's too good at it. I never know where he is, if he's watching me. This is so exciting! I've started wearing less at home, maybe it will tease him into finishing the game soon. I don't know what he's going to do, the suspense is ...
Grinning, I put the diary back. I went into the living room. I folded the leg of one of your framed pictures, and laid it face down. I didn't want you to know I'd been there, but I wanted you to wonder.
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It's now the thirteenth day of our little game. I know you've been wanting to ask me what I've been doing, but it's against the rules. This is the day I end the game.
In preparation, I've cleaned out and vacuumed the trunk of my car, and laid a thick blanket inside. I've shaved myself clean, something I've never done before, to add to the strangeness of what you're soon to experience. I've also gone to your apartment (again, breaking in, to continue in the spirit of the game) and packed some clean clothes and some toiletries. I had secured the uninterrupted use of a friend's cottage a week ago. You've never been there before. Today I've gone there, and cleaned all the furniture out of one of the bedrooms, and replaced it all with just a cot and a chair. I've also set up a rented video camera in one corner. I've dressed all in black military clothing, picked up my bag and knife, and gone to take you.
It is the first day of a long weekend, but you've had to work. I drive there, and wait. Just as the sun is setting, I see lights turning off in the building. I know you're coming out soon, so I get out of the car, take my bag and knife, and move quietly to a good hiding place near the door. When you come out, I follow you to your car. I notice that (fortunately) you're not dressed in expensive work clothes, but in a cheap T-shirt and jeans. When you reach into your purse for your keys, I make my move.
Masking the sound of my movement with the jingling of your keys, I draw my knife, and place it against your throat. You stop moving.
I whisper: "Don't move, don't scream, don't talk. Do exactly as I say. Do you understand?"