The moment I walked into the kitchen, I knew something was wrong. Later, I determined what it had been, that triggered the fine hairs on my neck and arms to rise and a jolt of adrenaline to sing along my nerves. In outward appearance, the modest kitchen, located in the center of the house, didn't seem occupied or disturbed. I just knew I wasn't alone.
Turning swiftly back toward the exterior door to the garage, my mind already had the priorities in order; keys in hand, get in car, lock doors, drive away, call police.
A nice plan. I almost made it.
I vaulted into the car, straining to be quiet, listen for telltale footsteps of pursuit and get the keys in the ignition all at the same time. As I was turning over the engine and reaching for the overhead button that rolled up the garage door, a razor edge emerged silver-quick at my throat, and I froze in my seat.
"Turn it off."
The man's voice was menacing and the knife pressed under my chin was hot, as if he had carried it in his hand or against his skin, waiting for me. I drew in short, frantic breaths through flared nostrils, slowly turned off the car's engine and put both hands on the steering wheel. Adrenaline continued to flood through my body.
"What do you want?" I asked, shakily.
"Rules, sweetheart. Here they are, and I'm only going to say them once, so pay attention. Number one. You do not talk unless I ask you a direct question."
"I..." the moment I started to speak, the blade's point pricked the sensitive skin under my jaw. I hissed a startled breath, straining my head high and hard against the headrest. I felt a tiny rivulet of blood begin to creep maddeningly down my neck.
"I suppose I should have started with what happens if you break the rules, but I think you have a pretty good idea now, don't you, sweetheart?" His voice was too close to my right ear. He sounded vaguely muffled, like he might be wearing a mask. I sidled a glance at the rearview mirror, but it was canted at an odd angle and I couldn't see anything.
"Number two," he continued. "You must obey my directions, quickly and calmly, as soon as they are given." I noticed his speech had fallen into a rhythm, almost as if he had rehearsed the words over and over. That meant one of two things to me; he had either done this before with others, or I was the subject of an intense, pre-meditated fantasy. The blade eased from my throat slightly, and I concentrated on keeping my body from trembling.
"Number three. You will not attempt to signal outsiders for help, or try to escape. Believe me, I know what you'll try, and it will only hurt you. And lastly..." He paused, lifting a lock of hair from my shoulder. There was an audible indrawn breath as he inhaled, savoring the smell of my expensive shampoo.
"You will call me master."
Having no choice but to comply, I did as I was bidden. We were an hour on the highway, headed north into Virginia. We were still in our places, but I had been ordered to pass my purse to the back, to keep my hands on the wheel at all times, and not to touch the rearview mirror. I had heard him rifling carefully through the contents of my purse and noted the soft chime of my cell phone being turned off.
Other than driving directions, he had remained silent. I tried not to think about the rules, focusing on who might report me missing and how I might escape. There was plenty of time to contemplate running the car off the road or into another vehicle, but traffic was light and as each opportunity presented itself and passed, I just couldn't bring myself to such drastic steps. Not yet.
As I drove, night caught us, a Cheshire moon rising from the horizon, glinting through acres of swampy trees. Between rural exits, I was directed to slow down and turn off onto an unmarked track, well- lined with new gravel. We bumped along and I felt him lean forward again, in anticipation, I guessed. His eagerness for the event made me nauseous, and angry, and rash.
Enraged, I viciously slammed on the brakes, skidding us nearly head-long into a tree, and keyed the doorlock release. His grunt of surprise followed me out the door, and I flew back down the path toward the highway. I barely heard his booted footsteps over my panicked, ragged breathing. Loose gravel is like quicksand to high heels, and I didn't get very far before his arm, strong as banded steel, snaked around my waist and snatched me off my feet against his chest. He carried me bodily back to the car, ignoring my futile screams and cursing. For my trouble, all I scored were a few nail marks on his forearms and a brief glimpse of a ski-mask covered face.
As we reached the driver's door, still standing open with inviting yellow lights, he set me back onto my feet, spun me around to face him, and cuffed me hard across the cheek with his fist, rocking me back against the door frame. A flash of light and a bloom of intense pain from my abused eye and face dazed me. He bustled me into the car, passenger side this time, got into the driver's seat, and we moved back down the path, away from the highway, and freedom.
The house was a converted government utilities installation. The heavy concrete edifice had only a few small clerestory windows, solid steel doors and smoothly worn linoleum checked floors. The former offices had undergone a functional conversion to living spaces. I only caught a glimpse of the kitchen and another room lined with bookshelves before I was pushed unceremoniously into a small, gray cell. He slammed the door, leaving me in utter darkness, as I screamed and beat on the steel paneled door with my fists.
Incoherently, I pleaded for a few moments, tearfully begging for release. The hiss-click of an overhead speaker sounded and I instinctively stopped to listen, my eyes wide in the blackness.
"I am counting the words you utter without permission, child. Each one will require a penance."
His voice sounded tinny in the ancient public address speaker, but the impact of his threat stung and I clapped my hands over my swollen lips. Swallowing my panic, I shook my head hard, hands in fists, trying to regain control of myself. I took some deep breaths, felt my heart slow to a more reasonable pace and made a decision. I wanted to live, so I would chose to follow the rules while I gained more information on how I could escape. I took him by surprise before. I could do it again.
He let me stew for a long, long time. I noted the smell of bleach and mildew, and the absolute denial of exterior light or sound. I suddenly felt bone-weary and unable to move, so I sat on the cold concrete floor and dozed.
The lights were on some sort of timer, and when they flared unexpectedly to life, waking me from my huddled crouch by the door, I got a look at my new amenities. The room was narrow and long, approximately eight feet wide and thirty feet long. The walls were concrete block painted a pearly pale pink, and were at least twenty feet high. There was no bed, just a thick microfoam pad on the floor, the expensive kind invented by NASA. I pushed my palm into the pad and it held my handprint for several seconds. Also at this end of the room was a steel sink with an automatic sensor. I waved my hand under the faucet, triggering a short trickle of water that ceased flowing when I removed my hand. A steel toilet sat next to the sink. It too had an automatic flushing system triggered by a sensor.
Maneuvering toward the other end of the hallway-like cell, I frowned at a series of rusted steel rings positioned symmetrically on either side of the corridor at varying heights. Some were far above my head. Looking back, I noticed that there was a similar ring hanging from the wall near the foam mattress. The far end of the room ended in an open, tiled shower section with a sophisticated set of sprayer heads on all three walls, each able to be repositioned individually. It looked newly installed.
The strangest object in the room was the hook. It was some sort of industrial hook the size of my outspread hand, attached to a retractable cable winch. The strange part was that it was mounted to the ceiling. The grey pitted hook hung down ominously on a few inches of slack cable, swaying tentatively in the air pumped in by a nearby vent. The vent was covered by a sturdy metal grill. The grill looked new. The hook and winch did not.
I shuffled back to the faucet and cupped a palmful of water, sniffing carefully before I drank. The trickle was tepid but palatable, and I gulped down several swallows. I washed my hands and tear-stained face, drying both on the hem of my heavily-wrinkled silk blouse. There was nothing else to do but sit on the mattress and wait, so I did.