Editor's Note: this submission contains fictional characters using racial, ethnic, gender- or orientation-based slurs.
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Last night I got off work much later than normal. It was late, I was EXTREMELY tired, and my brain had completely shut down! I had to stop and get gas, my very least favorite thing in the world to do but it had to be done! Normally I am very aware of my surroundings because I know and have witnessed bad things that can happen when people don't pay attention (women especially).
As I was putting the nozzle back on the pump, I felt something poke in my lower back. Suddenly there was a mouth whispering in my ear to give him my keys, get in the driver's seat, and keep my mouth shut. I was so shocked I didn't move! He pressed the gun harder and said, "Do what I said Bitch or you'll regret it!" I quietly gave him my keys and got into the driver's seat, trying to make eye contact with people around me.
He got in the car, in the passenger seat, keeping the gun low and handed me my keys back. This is when I saw him for the first time. He was a Large, Dark Chocolate, Lumberjack. BEAUTIFUL!! I instantly became wet and my nipples hardened!! How in hell could I be so turned on by this man kidnapping me at gunpoint?!?!? I was terrified and turned on at the same time!
I looked over at him and started to ask him where I was supposed to go, he said, "Don't open your mouth yet Bitch. I'll give you the directions just drive. If you don't stop crying, I'm gonna give you something to cry about." That's when I realized for the first time that I was crying. I turned my head, took a deep shaky breath, and started to drive. Was I going to get out of this alive? He had me drive for about 20 minutes before we arrived at what I assumed was the first destination.
He made me pull over at a gravel turnaround. He instructed me to put the car in park and give me his hands. He ziptied my wrists together and put a blindfold on me. At that point my senses were on high alert! I could hear everything, smell his black smell, and feel his breathing. I heard his door open and felt the car shift when he got out. I started thinking I should probably try to run, but then realized I couldn't see, didn't know where to run, and knew he would shoot me.
All of a sudden, my door opened and he was pulling me out of the car. He yanked me by the back of the hair around the car and put me in the passenger seat. The car took off (obviously he was driving). We were only driving for about 5 minutes when we stopped again. But the drive was bumpy, curvy, and stressful!
When we stopped again he grabbed my wrists in ONE of his hands and said, " You will do everything you are told, you will not argue, you will not speak, you will not refuse, and you will not have a choice." "If you do what you are told, you will be allowed to leave when we are finished." I was terrified! I knew he was serious, he was hurting my wrists and I could still feel the gun there beside me.