I refuse to look at him.
'I think you are a slut at heart, don't you agree? Aren't you going to answer me, slut?'
'I don't know what you want me to say.'
'Have you ever played with your pussy, though?'
I blush deeply and I don't need to answer this time, because he already knows the answer. Suddenly his finger slips into my pussy. And I shiver, trying to get away.
'Stay fucking still, slut!'
His finger fucks me for a while, then he takes it off and he walks to where my head is lying on the bed.
'Taste it,' he commands.
I open my mouth and his fingers touch my tongue.
'Clean it, slut.'
I lick and suck it clean, trying not to breathe, so the taste is less horrible.
'Good doggie,' he mocks.
He props me up, sitting me down to face him, with extreme ease. Why does he look at me like that? So seriously? He leans down and touches the skin above my breast with his lips. He plants soft kisses on the sore nipples, with a tenderness that I can't seem to understand. It starts feeling good, and I let go a little bit. Next thing I know he is looking at me with a sly smile on his face. He saw me. He noticed I was enjoying that. I blush. He reaches for the scissors again and this time unties my hands.
'Stand up,' he instructs sharply. 'Go over to that desk. Bend over it. I want your ass in the air, so stand on your toes and lay your cheek on the desk; I want to see your face. Hold on to the edge of the desk. Yes, that's it.'
He takes a step or two back and objectively surveys the scene. He walks over, leans his body over mine for a moment and when he straightens up, with his left hand gripping the desk for extra support, he slaps my ass hard with his right. I think to myself, yes, I can handle this, it stings, but it's not so very bad. Don't start crying again, you can take this! I am so very wrong. After a couple more blows I hear something rattling. I turn my head around toward him and see he's holding a think brown leather belt. All the while he watches my face intently; I try desperately not to look at him, but the sight of the belt got me panicking again. I take my hands off the edge of the desk. I don't know what to do, but I'm certain my already sore ass won't be able to bear a belt.
'Don't you dare move, I am far from being done. You will stay still, you hear me?' His tone always calm and devoid of emotion.
It frightens me enough to overcome my weakness and I grip the edge harder, forcing myself to remain erect as he desires.
'Count it out loud.'
The first strike of the belt shocks me even if I already expected it. It feels so much more raw and brutal then his hand had on my already tender ass.
'O-one,' I manage to let out.
When I get to five I just can't control my body anymore, which trembles relentlessly, and my chest racks with sobbing.
'Six,' I whisper with conspicuous hurt on my voice, in between sobs.
The seventh one lands with a little bit less brutality. And I still sob while I wait, terrified, for the eighth. But it is taking too long. My crying gradually simmers down and after a few more seconds I apprehensively turn my head to look at where he's standing. He is still there, holding the belt in his right hand. I stare at him a little more and when I realize he's not going to strike me again I sink to my knees. I've never felt weaker.
My chin is tucked into my chest and my hands cover my face as I sob as silently as I can. His hand seizes my hair, so tightly that I realize he must have wrapped it around his fist, and he pulls me up and tosses me back on the desk.
'I'm still not done,' he says, hoarsely.
I'm too tired to even beg. I feel something touching my pussy, trying to intrude. And all at once I am aware again. He's going to fuck me now. I freeze at the touch of the head of his cock on my pussy. He grabs my ass cheeks and pushes. One single shove that penetrates me whole. I scream as it feels like my pussy is being torn apart. He begins ramming at it, mercilessly, and I muffle screams and sobs. He takes his cock out.
'Do you want my cock in your ass?'
'Oh, please, no!' I beg. 'Haven't you had enough?'
'No,' he answers dryly.
I feel something cold and slick on my butthole and I realize he's rubbing lube on it. Seconds later he places the tip of his cock there and pushes. I see stars at the pain; nerve endings scream and as he continues to push harder and harder; he whispers in my ear, 'If you resist my cock it will only be worse for you.'
My knuckles have turned white from grasping the desk so tightly. I resign myself to it, so that I can quickly get it done with, despite the fear and the pain. I finally feel the head of his cock break past my anus and the pain changes into something else, emanating through my whole body. With his head totally inside me, he pushes the rest of his cock in further and further until I feel his balls against my ass and know he is fully inside me.
He moves the hair from my neck and kisses me there. I have no time to register how stunned I am at this unexpected tenderness because as soon as his lips leave my neck, he proceeds to fuck my ass vigorously. I can't catch my breath; I am so shocked at the pain of his erection impaling me over and over again. He is all the way inside of me, his balls banging against my shaved pussy. He reaches down and picks up his belt, still warm from beating me earlier, and wraps it around my neck. I wheeze as it cuts into my windpipe. He takes the end of the belt and pulls it tight against my throat and begins fucking me again, pulling his cock nearly out of my ass and then slamming it back in, with my back arched as he pulls on the belt secured tightly around my neck.
Finally he pulls out of me and I feel the tug of his hands on my hair, positioning me at his feet, kneeling me in front of his cock.
'This time you won't spill a drop,' he warns me.
He puts his engorged cock inside my mouth and instantly shoves it inside my throat. When it is there I feel it shake, ready to explode. He doesn't let his cock budge inside of me, and he knows I can't breathe. My chest convulses as the gag reflexes inevitably come, and then I feel hot thick salty cum filling my throat, gushing through its walls. Some of it suddenly fills my mouth, but most just keeps flooding down my throat, making me gag and choke. For one second I thought he was going to remove his cock, but he starts drilling my mouth, pumping and pumping its goo into me, which starts dribbling out of my mouth and nose.
When he's done, I crumble to the floor, coughing and gasping for air. He grabs me by the arm and throws me on the bed. This time he doesn't tell me what position to take, he forces my body where and how he wants it. I am on all fours on the bed, my face pushed into a pillow, and my ass high, totally naked.
'I'm thirsty,' he says, 'I'm going to get a drink. I'll trust you not to move, not because I trust you, but because you know how much you'll regret it if you do. Tell me you'll be a good slut. I want you to say it.'
The hoarse sound of my voice startles me as I reply, 'I'll be a good slut.'
When he returns I'm still lying in the bed on the same position, even though my neck was very uncomfortable.
'Good slut,' he says. 'Sit up straight.'
When I'm sitting down he comes over and sits next to me on the bed. I am so scared of him, and yet, a part inside of me wants him to want me. A part of me wants more.
He softly roots his hand on the side of my neck, just above my jaw line, looks deep into my eyes and kisses me. A tender, but passionate kiss, that lasts a while. When he's done, he looks at me and smiles.
'Same time next week, Tess?'
I don't even hesitate to find my answer, and I can't believe I'm saying it.
'Yes.'