Author's Note and Trigger Warnings
This is the 9K+ words first chapter of a novella of the same name. A 30yo business woman, in love with her 35yo professor husband but tired of his psycho-socio-sexual insecurities, discloses to him she wants to try out the naughty hobby of working as high class humiliatrix on the side. She assesses that he will give his blessing, since he is more uncomfortable with an invasive inquiry into his insecurities, than with the reality of his exquisite executive wife working as a pro-Domme. And indeed, albeit very reluctantly, he does. Even as she pushes his involvement into her sordid side job to the limit, making him commit to managing the administrative aspects of it, and making him watch and listen to her dates through hidden cameras and microphones. Such grand experiment opening a door to the husband seeing a side of his wife he did not know about. And discovering a side of himself he remains reluctant to face and admit.
This is thus a dark femdom story that features exhibitionism, voyeurism, and the slow cruel sexual mindfuck of a husband by his wife, as well as the intense CFNM teasing, humiliation and denial of another man not her husband, by the wife, every chapter. This chapter also features SPH, cuckold bullying, findom, CBT, animal play, service play, and hand job humiliation. If any of these themes are distasteful to you, please do not read. If none are I hope you enjoy.
Chapter 1
It was 7pm on Friday and Henry was home alone. The 35 year old college professor knew his wife, Jaime, would not be home for another couple of hours. Since as the main breadwinner of the household, her job kept there often till 8pm, and an hour commute did not get her home till 9pm. So he did something that was best done privately, without his wife's interference. He looked at and assessed the add, the web page, of a high end pro-Domme.
Henry had a thing for sexually dominant woman. Something his wife did not know about, or at least he thought she did not know about until recently. Women of a certain type, that made him feel a certain way. Contemporary urban Princesses, Empresses, Goddesses that he craved from afar but made him feel he was not worthy of them. And the pro-Domme whose site Henry looked at matched his very, very well hidden fantasy of this to a "T".
Henry could see from the pictures, which artfully hid much of the Domme's face every time, that she was tall and slim, small-to-medium firm breasted and hipped, thin waisted and long legged, and beautifully wheat blonde. On the site, unusual for a pro-Domme, she was always fully dressed, and her poses where always incredibly elegant. That said, her poses were at the same time also incredibly provocative, and he could see her getups were as expensive as they were tantalizing, Short, tight, designer casual and cocktail minidresses with heels were the most common garbs. Though a few photos included trophy wife type designer low rise jeans and flirty tops, also with heels. And even some were white collar pantsuits, also with heels. The later, executive looks that in her case might have strayed past professional into high end escort territory a step or two. The hairdos on her Nordic shaded hair, and her makeup as far as Henry could tell, were also as elegant as they were glamorous. And between that and the setting of the photos, which included both public and private locations, Henry could tell at least a professional photographer and a makeover artist, maybe a style consultant too, had been involved. So it was clear the pro-Domme was very high end.
Aside from the photos, what most tempted Henry was the bio-and-personal message section, which read thus:
"More About Me:
Hello gentlemen, that you for visiting my site. I am Goddess Kiersten, stunning 30 year old, American born and bred, svelte, blue-eyed blonde. A former high school and college theater actress and classical ballerina. A real life American princess, and high powered exec. I am the Goddess you always wished for, but you know you are not worthy of.
I know men like you. I have been eating men like you for breakfast, lunch and dinner all my life. Full of bluster and charade, but really all weak and frightened inside. I know all your fears, insecurities and nightmares, and can make you remember them till you are a driveling, whimpering mess. All your daddy and mommy issues. All those years being bullied by the boys and laughed at by the girls at school. All the sad realities of your pathetic body, and even more pathetic manhood. The fact you are not even half as good at what you do, as everybody thinks you are. The fact that no matter how powerful and important you seem, deep down you know you are an imposter, and someday everybody will find out. And I can make you remember that, while you lust for me, the Goddess you will never, ever, have.
My cruel Goddess experience centers on CFNM erotic belittlement and humiliation. Furniture and pet play, class and race play, findom and service play, are all options. You can sniff the insole of my designer stiletto pumps, or lick the in-crotch of my designer lace panties, but that is the closest you will ever get to me, because you are not worthy of more. Then again, if you fully recognize you are a nobody, maybe you can earn my bare foot, or my clothed crotch, on your face. I can dress like your trophy girlfriend or wife, if that is what you want. Or I can dress like the sexy young rival you wish to fuck but know you cannot, if that is your preference. But you will never see me in fetish wear. And you will only ever see me in designer lingerie, if am feeling unreasonably charitable, and you have proven yourself to not be completely worthless, only mostly worthless.
So if you want to live your wettest nightmares with the Goddess of your dreams, send me a message and tell me more about you, and all that keeps you up at night. Thank you for coming to my site.
Goddess Kiersten"
Just reading that message made Henry's manhood come to life. Long, hard and well lubricated. So Henry looked further through the site and found a small section with basic information on how to contact and book an assignment. As well as a small section with some payment information. When, how, and how much. The information was not complete, since this being the business that it was, discretion was the name of the game. But there was enough for Henry to understand a rendezvous with Goddess Kiersten started in the four figures. Truly this was a woman that was as much out of his price range, as she was out of his league.
So satisfied with the whole pitch, a website he had worked hard on for a week, he pressed "publish" on it. And with that Henry's wife Jaime, alter ego Goddess Kiersten, was available for any man of means to book a rendezvous with.
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The way that Henry found himself building a high class humiliatrix solicitation site for his wife, implicitly procuring out his own wife as pro-Domme, is not how many might expect. But rather, the events went like this.
A few weeks back, on a Saturday morning after Henry and Jaime had made love together, and Henry was enjoying some post-coital bliss with his wife, Jaime asked Henry.
"Honey. I hope you do not think I am out of line. But the other day I had a naughty idea that I thought would be fun to try out. An idea that I thought maybe would make you think I am super-hot, and certainly would make me feel I am super-hot. And that is to try out working, as a hobby and weekly night job on the side, as a high class pro-Domme."
Just to hear that, Henry was stunned. Like a deer frozen in headlights. And had he not been experiencing post orgasmic stupor he might have said something. But he did not want to say the wrong thing, and at the moment, his brain could not assess what was right and what was wrong. So he stayed silent. And let his wife continue.
"I have always had this naughty fantasy of being a sex worker, an escort. But then again, I am not sure if I want to go that far. Literally opening my body to strange men. On the other hand, I know men have always thought of me as the kind of woman that can be, that may be at times, a cruel tease and ball-busting bitch. Maybe you don't, because I am so loving to you. But I heard it before you. And I still hear it whispered around me, when men do not think I am listening, so to speak. So why not embrace it? And that thought leads me to, maybe I can try to be a pro-Domme."
Truth is, Henry knew why other men would think and say that about Jaime, his wife. She had all the right assets and background. Like her online elevator pitch ended up saying a few weeks later, she was absolutely gorgeous. She was born upper class. And when they argued every now and then, like most couples do, he saw a vicious haughty contemptuous side of her that made him quake in his shoes. Just as he would if faced with the scorn of a high class pro-Domme. That said, though he found the thought of his wife as a Domme, pro or not, maybe enticing, he also found it terrifying. He did not want to go there. He had never wanted to go there. Perhaps because it cut too close for comfort.
For Henry had always though his wife was indeed out his league. And he had always been insecure about it. He was handsome, but Jaime was a perfect 10/10, certainly in his eyes. He was middle class, and he always felt her upper class family and friends silently disapproved. They had met at a new-economics conference when she was a new VP at a bulge bracket investment firm, and he was a new assistant professor at a prestigious college. And yet they had hit it off, as they were in many ways intellectual matches, and strongly attracted to each other. But with each passing year, even after they married, Jaime's position, income, and social network just kept getting larger and larger. And while Henry did ok, he just did ok. Soon she was 30, he 35, she was making seven figures as a managing director and portfolio manager, and he was making a mere low six as an associate professor. She knew thousands of people. He truly knew just a few. So Jaime playing a Goddess that he aspired to but could not have, just cut too close to his fears and insecurities. And he really never would have gone there.
"Maybe that is not your thing. But you can let me try. In fact if I try I want you to help me. Behind the scenes. Marketing, finances, technology, the like. You can even watch from behind hidden cameras. For safety, and for you to know, exactly, what I am up to. But I, and only I, would ever interact and communicate with my clients."