I stood in the shower gently rubbing my tiny dick but there was very little satisfaction so I stepped out and dried off quickly.
Back in my bedroom I reached for my bag of toys by the side of the bed and took out some lube. This was my favourite lube because it had the consistency of a man's cum and looked like it too. It always turned me on when I used it, thinking about some tall hot man's creamy cum inside me always managed to get me off.
I settled on the bed and I put some on my fingers and rubbed it all over my dick, it felt incredible and I could feel myself already getting hard. Then I grabbed my stroker, (a masterbator for trans guys) and placed it on my mini dick, squeezing it as it sucked on me, until it had a firm hold on my mini manhood. I tugged a few times and the pleasure started to build. It felt like someone was sucking my little dick. Then I started to gently pull and push, fucking the stroker like it was a pussy or a hot mans ass, or some gorgeous hot man sucking me off. The feelings of pleasure shot right through me with every tug, every push and pull.
After a while of this I stopped and removed it then felt my hard dick, the stroker always made me harder than I ever could by my own hand. I lay up against the headboard of the bed with my legs spread wide, just doing that gave me a thrill, exposing my pussy like that.
I got some cum lube and spread it all over my little hard dick. After stroking it a bit i reached into my toy bag and pulled out a dildo, a 8 inch one that looked like a cis mans lovely veiny cock. I spread a good amount of cum all over it then I teased my tight wet hole with it before plunging it deep inside my warm wet cunt. God it felt amazing. The feeling of a thick long hard cock in my tight trans pussy. I began to fuck myself, enjoying the feelings of being filled so fully mixed with the fake cum that was now dripping from my tight hole. Cumming would be so easy after all this, I was so ready but I wanted to get even more aroused. So I continued to pound my pussy with one hand on the dildo while my right hand started to wank my cock. I could feel the pleasure building but could not quite reach my climax that I so desperately needed. If only I had a real man here to suck on. Sucking me while shoving his big fingers in my cunt.
A real big thick veiny cock was even more what I needed right now, shoved in my mouth while another man fucked me. That was one of my favourite fantasies, being fucked by two men and maybe ten more would join them and all take turns in my tight holes, all of them.
I watched the fake hard cock move in and out of my soaked pussy lips, pushing it as deep as it would go, I took it all as I fantasied about a hot cowboy fucking me senseless while i was pushed over some bales of hay with my trousers on the floor. All I could see when I closed my eyes was his tall manly frame, rough stubble, gorgeous handsome features and short dark hair under his stetson. He stopped to take his shirt off, a beautiful hard hairy muscled chest lay beneath. I imagined him bending over me so I could feel those abs and his hairy chest against my back, before he stood upward grabbed my hips holding me in place and thrusting hard, filling my hole completely, fucking my man pussy over and over until he came inside me. His hot cum covered my inner walls as he moaned loudly and slapped my ass, "Take it all slut" He said as he made sure to empty the last drops inside my trans man pussy.
When he finished I imagined five guys joining, a barn I imagined in this fantasy, sometimes it would be footballers in a locker room, sometimes army guys in a forest, sometimes cops arresting me putting the handcuffs on me and forcing over the front of their car... I fantasied about each guy taking turns fucking me in my pussy or my ass, filling me with all their lovely hot cum, all holes destroyed, all holes dripping with their seed.
Back in the real world i was completely gone, cumming so hard as I stroked myself with my fingers while I fucked myself with the dildo. My walls contracted around the dildo. I felt euphoric, elated and satisfied as I pulled out the dildo and placed it on a towel on the bed.
Afterwards I washed up and got ready for a night out with my friend, a guy I had met a few weeks ago on grindr. He knew this really good bar in town that was kinda exclusive and very gay. I put on my jeans, a tshirt, and combed my dark short hair then grabbed my leather jacket. It was time to go meet my date for the night.
I stood outside the place he had given me directions to. I was surprised I hadnt heard of this gay bar before. There were no signs of anything inside, just a black door. I wondered if I had got to the right place until I saw my date walking down the street heading my way.
"Hey, glad you could make it," He smiled, putting me at ease because I had to admit I was a little nervous. I had never dated a guy before since I transitioned. But this guy knew I was trans and was still interested and he was hot. I looked him up and down as he placed a key in the black door. He was wearing dark blue jeans and a blue plaid shirt, his hair was dark and short, and he had two day old stubble. So handsome I thought to myself and how did I get so lucky. The cowboy hat on his head made my cock throb.
"Come on," He said, leading me inside the bar. A small simple place with a pool table and few other tables and chairs. The bar was to the back of the room and music played from the speakers on the wall. It was country music and I felt like I was back in the wild west for a moment. The man behind the bar was wearing a cowboy hat, he had a short beard and was very handsome. We walked up to the bar together and took a seat at one of the many bar stools.
"Hi Dave," The handsome bartender greeted my date, "whos this handsome fella you bought with you this time?"
I looked at Dave, so he did this often then, hmm. I wasn't sure what I thought of that, how many guys had he bought here before?
"This is Harry." He introduced me to the handsome barman and we shook hands.
"Nice to meet you Harry," he smiled before pouring us both shots of various alcohol. "These are on the house. Drink up, you're gonna need it." He winked and I wondered what he meant by that.
We took the shots one by one and chatted at the bar. I must have had about 5 of those and a beer when I noticed more men filling the bar. There must have been about twenty guys, all very macho, hunky, cowboys. I was in heaven gazing around the bar at all the handsome men. I was also a little tipsy already from all the shots.
"Are all these guys gay?" I asked Dave.
"Some are, some are bisexual, some are in denial, married and supposedly straight," he laughed.
Dave stood, "Fancy a game of pool?"
I nodded and followed him over to the pool table. I noticed the other guys in the bar gathered around to watch us play.
After a few shots from both of us Dave came up behind me as I was taking my turn, I was bent over when he ran his hand over my ass surprising me, I stood up straight and looked at him questioningly then I noticed other guys in the bar getting closer to the table.
"You have a nice ass," Dave told me innocently.
"Thanks but I can't take a shot if you're feeling me up!" I told him.
"Maybe we should forget the game and get down to some real fun," Dave smirked.
"What do you mean?" I eyed him suspiciously. He was right up against me now, forcing my buttocks to touch the pool table. I could feel his erection beneath his jeans pushing up against me as my backside was pressed against the table.
