After he cleaned me and toweled me down, Candace's Sir walked over to Art and scrubbed her down. She couldn't have looked more delighted; she was practically bursting with joy. She tried to move make it easier for Sir to clean her, but he simply grabbed her and held her still, and she shuddered with joy when he did.
Watching her was a new experience after having gone through it myself. She was like a toy in his hands, moved about according to his will. That was me! I looked down at my own body, an object at Sir's whims. No. No, I couldn't internalise it. I obeyed Sir because it was practical.
"Thank you, Sir," said Art gently as he toweled her down.
"This was not done for you," he said sharply.
I didn't like this Sir very much. He seemed meaner than mine.
He moved onto Billie. She rolled her eyes as he scrubbed into her body with the cloth. I found myself imagining exploring her body with my hands; the folds of fat hanging off her. I imagined her to feel quite soft and cuddly. I wish I'd had the chance to feel her up.
At the same time, I felt a bit of joy at her annoyance.
She
was the one who said we were being punished and deserved what we got, so how could she complain when subjected to the rules of the ENF? Art was right. About that anyway.
He then undid the ropes binding Billie to the beam. She lowered her hands and rubbed her wrists.
"Billie. Go over to that wall and sit on your hands."
"Yes, Sir." She was scowling, but she obeyed.
He then walked over to Art and did the same thing. She skipped over to the wall and sat very fast. I felt a sense of unease as he came over to me. When he undid the rope, I stretched; his commanding voice seemed to penetrate my body as he told me where and how to sit. The walk over to the wall was an interesting new layer of humiliation; I felt as if I were walking to the gallows.
I don't know why he told us to sit on our hands. I suppose it did make me feel more powerless. Gods, the fact that it was so
arbitrary
was what was humiliating! And now, like Billie, I was sulking! Stop it, you silly girl.
Sir then undid Candace's rope.
"Candace. I want you to get on all fours. I'm going to spank you ten times."
"Oh Sir!"
"Fifteen times."
Candace immediately got on the floor. Her body looked amazing from this angle. Her butt was big and round, and her back curved gorgeously. Sir knelt behind her, put his left hand on her back, and brought his right hand down on her butt.
CRACK!