I was too tired to fight anymore.
After he finished tickling me, my captor undid my ropes and took me to my cot. I didn't bother fighting. I was too tired. The tickling, my arms, and my uncomprehensible rage had burned me out. He gently laid me on the cot, and I lay there on my side, sobbing.
I knew the nuns were staring at me. I couldn't care. I faced away from them. It was so humiliating; I was just some naughty, punished creature. They saw me at my absolute lowest.
Thoughts of my punishments kept flowing through my head. Every tickling session, leaving me begging for mercy. Every spanking, leaving my ass red raw. I was stuck like this! There was no way out!
Later, as it got dark, my captor came over and fed me. It was humiliating; I was on my knees, still being fed by hand even though my arms were free. The nuns giggled as they watched. They must have thought I was well-trained, as opposed to knowing that the pitons left me with no escape. Maybe I
am
well-trained.
He then got me to stand and lift my arms, and he applied the cream. I swallowed my rage at the damned tittering of the nuns, pushing it aside with heroic strength. As he massaged it into my breasts, a single thought popped into my head: what could I have done to avoid this?
No.
No
. This was not my fault. Push any thought like that away.
After he was done - skipping over my butt, of course - he left me alone. I laid down, my thoughts swimming through my head. I heard the nuns talking to each other quietly; their mistress told them to leave me alone.
I certainly felt alone.
They eventually packed up and went to sleep. I slowly drifted off myself.
I was woken by a tremendous clattering.
I looked up, bleary-eyed. A nun was laying on the ground in simple pyjamas. They covered nearly her entire body, from neck to her feet. One of the pitons was next to her. She moaned - it was Jemima, the first girl to talk to me.
"JEMIMA!" yelled the head mistress. It sent a chill through my spine, and I saw every single girl's head pop up at the sound of it. "Did you interfere with the ENF's bed?!"
I saw my captor rise from his bed. It was less as if he were standing and more as if some supernatural force were lifting him up - and for all I knew, it could be. Even knowing he wasn't heading for me, I was filled with a sense of dread.