A Text Out of the Blue

Author's Note

This is my first story and feedback is welcome. Themes focus on ex's and cheating. If that's a sensitive topic for you, I suggest you find something else to read.

Hey

"Hey" the text said. My heart stopped for a second. I closed my eyes and breathed before looking at the phone again.

"Hey." I wrote back.

"How are you?"

Is this really a rabbit hole I want to go down again? It's been 4 months, just long enough for me to stop thinking about checking up on her Instagram daily. "I'm okay, how are you."

"Okay, am I bothering you?"

Another breath before I respond "No, I was just watching TV."

"I miss you..." Now my heart really stops.

"I miss you too... I heard you went on a date with Richie."

"Oh yeah, sorry..."

"Why should you be sorry?" I hated having to hear about it. I hated that it wasn't me. I hated that she could move on already.

"Well he was kinda a dick. I just wanted to get out you of my head, you know?"

"Yeah I get that. My friends keep trying to cheer me up and set me up on blind dates."

"Did you have any luck?"

I started to write "No" but then paused. Might as well tease her back for Richie. "Lacy was nice but she wasn't you."

I waited. I put my phone on my chest and took a big breath. I should just put my phone away and have a drink I thought.

"In what way?" Okay, now she's playing with fire. I should stop this before both of us get hurt...

"Well your have a nice smile and a better laugh."

"That's it?" She asked

"You kiss better than she does."

"Oh really? I forgot how you kissed... Maybe you should remind me."

Oh shit I thought. This is bad I thought as my cock twitched. Come on Joey

"You really want to do this Maude?"

"Please baby, I need you." Then came a google maps to an apartment building.

"Okay, on my way."

Her Apartment

I sat outside in the parking lot for a minute. Thoughts flashing through my mind. My friends will kill me if I do this. But then I thought of how good she sucked my cock. How I used to hold her face as she looked up into my eyes.

"I'm here" I texted

"On my way down."

Okay man, I can still just drive away. I could even pretend I had never come and that I was just getting revenge for her cheating on me. Playing with her. I took another big breath and opened my eyes.

I saw her come out, looking down the road for my car. She was dressed casually, in leggings and a sweater. It was low effort but she looked good. Her brown hair was in a ponytail, and she only had a bit of makeup on. She was athletetic and tall, with the grace of a dancer.

She looked a bit sad, like she'd been crying.

I stepped out the car and her face flashed in recognition before changing to a concerned smile. She half ran, half walked over before pausing a couple of feet away

"You look good." I said

"I look like shit, I'm sorry."

"No you don't, I always liked the casual look." It was true, there was something about a girl who was confident enough to dress comfortably. I opened my arms to hug her.

She dived into my arms and shoved her face into my chest. I paused, looking around before smelling her hair. Memories flashed back. Memories of dates, romance, and love.

"Let's go up before someone recognizes us." I said

I followed behind her quietly as she led me into the lobby and to the elevator. The ride up was quiet until I broke the silence "So this is your new place? Must be nice not living with your family anymore."

"Yeah, it's not cheap but my dad is paying for it. The commute to school is so much quicker now. Plus I could never bring you around my house anymore."

I gave her a sad smile. Her family had always liked me, even though I was quiet. They never pried but we had always made polite conversation. Her sister found me funny when we were in a small group. I don't think I could deal with the sympathetic smiles covering up their judgmental thoughts if they knew I was seeing Maude after she cheated on me.

The elevator dinged and she looked at me, pausing before taking my hand and leading me left, down the hall.

"This is me." She said as she unlocked the door. I stepped inside and looked around.

In front of me was a kitchen, leading to a large window and what appeared to be the living room. On the left there was a curtain and a half wall. On the right was a hallway with two doors. I looked back at the curtain and then back at Maude.

"That's Alia's room. I guess I forgot to mention we live here."

I always thought Alia was hot. They were best friends since they met in dance class together. Honestly Alia looked much better than Maude and I often had to deal with Maude asking me who I thought looked better. Like any sane man, I always choose the white lie.

"She's not here?" I asked, praying the answer was no. I really shouldn't be here. What the fuck am I doing at my cheating ex-girlfriend's place? I began to imagine Alia and all of Maude's other friends jumping out and laughing at me for being tricked into coming.

"Nope, she's at her house for the weekend, back tomorrow." Maude smiled at me. "Do you want a drink? I've got vodka, peach Schnapps, and mixers."

"I'll have whatever you're having." We used to share drinks all the times. Some of her guy friends would laugh at me as they had their beers. Whoever decided that anything with a hint of fruit in it was girly was an idiot.

She opened the fridge and leaned forward, looking for her prey. I checked out her ass, straining in his leggings. It was well shaped, athletic for a dancer. Not giant but that wasn't what I was after.

She turned to face me, peach schnapps in hand, and gave me a knowing smile. "Like what you saw stranger?" She uncapped the bottle and took a long swig, before passing it to me. I followed her lead, enjoying the overly sweet drink.

"So, it's good to see you again Joey. I'm happy you came."

"Why did you text me?"

She took back the bottle, took another swig and walked to the window. She looked outside and said "I missed you, I'm sorry for what I did. I feel bad, it's all my fault that we broke up. You were an amazing boyfriend and I was an idiot."

I looked at her figure, outline against the night sky of the city. She's right, it is all her fault. I hated her for doing what she did and yet... I still loved her. I should yell at her and call her a whore. "No, I was a bad boyfriend, I wasn't good enough. We both made mistakes."

She turned and gave me a sad smile. "You always were so sweet." She moved towards me, looking up at me. She put a hand on my cheek. "I missed you." She whispered.

"I missed you too baby." I said as my heart twisted.

"Do you want to see my room?"

"Yes"

Her Room

She led me down the hallway and entered the door on the left. It was a large room with cabinets on the sides and a TV in front of a queen sized bed.

"Nice room." I said

"Yeah, it's much cozier than my room at home."

"More private too." I said

"Yeah, her I can make as much noise as I want. Alia doesn't mind, not that she's here today."

We both paused, looking at each other across the room. She slowly sat down on the bed and asked "Do you want to cuddle for a bit?"

I moved forward and sat beside her, following as she scooted to the head of the bed.

We lay, facing each other, afraid to touch each other for the moment.

"Do you remember the first time I came to your place?" I asked

"Yeah, I was so bored and home alone. I forget how but we ended up in my bed, exactly like this. I kept thinking you were going to kiss me but you never did. I even started showing you how to do Eskimo kisses, figuring you'd get the message." She moved her face close to mine, opening and closing her eyes quickly. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensation of her eyelashes against my cheek.

"Yeah, I was so hesitant to do anything, because I'd never done anything with a girl before. I remember we ended up all wrapped up in the bed and I wanted to kiss you so much." I lifted my leg and put it over hers, then hugged her close.

"This is exactly as I remember it, hoping that you'd kiss me but you never did." She said

I kissed her. Slow and sensually. The memories of all those late nights together coming back. I passed my hand through her hair, pulling her close. I got lost in her, the smell and sounds exactly as I remembered.

She broke the kiss, "Oh baby I'm so sorry for everything. I need you." Maude said. I looked at her, face like she wanted to cry but also like she was glad to be held.

"It's okay, we're here together again."

"You don't hate me?"

In that moment, with all those memories coursing through my brain and my cock straining against her, I didn't know. A part of me hated it, thinking this was the perfect opportunity to get revenge. To leave her like this, on the verge of crying. Another louder part of my brain thought that one last opportunity to have her was worth it. Worth the pain. "I could never hate you"

As I said it, I realized that I meant it. I could never truly hate her. For moments I could, but my first girlfriend was truly dear to me, regardless of how it ended. During our relationship I treated her badly. I always wanted sex, could never get enough. That pushed us apart and I was truly at fault for that.

"Baby, I want to make you feel good" She said, sliding her hands down to my jeans. I closed my eyes as she rubbed back and forth. "I wasn't a good girlfriend, but now I'll be good for you. Whatever you want Joey."

I looked into her eyes. "Whatever I want?"

"Yes baby."

"I want you to suck me cock like you used to."

She smiled, gave me on last kiss and moved down between my legs.

She sat back, pulling off her sweater to reveal a red one piece lingerie beneath. "You like?" She asked.

"Yes, I think it's the first time I see you in lingerie."

"Well it doesn't have to be last time." As I was processing that illicit thought, she undid my belt and pulled down my jeans and underwear. I can still stop this I thought to myself, but do I want to?

"I missed you." she said as she looked up at me, kissing the side of my cock, exactly I remembered in my car. Damn it all, might as well I decided.

I gently grabbed her hair and moved it out of the way as she slowly took my entire cock into her mouth. I moaned out loud and looked at her ceiling for the first time.

"You always were such a good cocksucker." I said as a flash of anger came over me. I looked down at her, the girl that had hurt me so much.

"I aim to please." she said it her school girl voice, just before she began to suck on my balls. "You missed me didn't you? I suck your dick better than Lacy, don't I?" She teased.

I hated the fact that she was right. Lacy had been good, but she hadn't had the time to learn exactly what I liked. Maude had a year of practice, learning exactly what drove me crazy. "Yes, you're so much better than her. While she was sucking me, I closed my eyes and wished it was you." It was the truth but it shocked me that I said it.

She began sucking me with renewed vigour, jacking me off at the same time.

After a minute, she suddenly stopped. "I need you inside me right now." She pulled off her leggings as I removed my shirt. I looked down at her, enjoying her athletic body in the red one piece lingerie.

She crawled forward, sitting on top of me and slowly started to rub the outside of her pussy on my cock. I slid my hand down to get her ready. I was shocked to realize that she was wetter than she'd ever been before.

She grabbed my cock and began to guide in when I grabbed her hips and asked "What about a condom?" We had always used them before.

"Oh, I'm on the pill now. You can fuck me raw like you've always wanted... That is if you want." She'd never been on the pill before, saying that it wasn't good for her. The fact that she had started after our breakup began my hurt anew. She looked at me, confused "Don't you want me raw?"

I felt a whirlwind of hurt. Anger at her for cheating, hurt that she had gone on the pill after breaking up, sadness that she still had control over me. My erect cock feeling the warmth and wetness of her pussy overruled everything.

"Yes" I finally said, and I let her go. She slowly slid me inside. We moaned in pleasure, being rejoined finally. The slow and caring movement broke down into lustful fucking.

"Do I feel good without a condom?"

"So good." I answered.

She leaned down to kiss me. Moving back she said "We can do this whenever you want. I don't care about Lacy. We're just ex's catching up. You're free to fuck whoever you want, as long as you only do me raw."

I closed my eyes, thinking about Lacy. She was a sweet girl. We hadn't made any commitments yet or made love but it hurt me to betray her like this. I guess this is how cheating must feel. So good but so bad.

I pushed the thought away as I thrusted into Maude. "Oh yes baby, fuck your ex. You shouldn't be doing this but you can't resist me, can you?" she teased as she grabbed my hands and pinned me down. I moaned, driven by anger and lust.

"I fucking hate you." I finally broke out.

She sat back, continuing to ride me. She slowly folded down the top of her lingerie, uncovering her breasts. "I know you're angry, take it out on me baby." She lifted my head into her breasts and I sucked on her tits. Bitting, gently at first, then hard. She moaned.

"You can't resist me. You miss me too much for that. I'm going to roll on my back and you can do whatever you want to me, but what you do is up to you." She got off of me and rolled beside me. Looking into my eyes with a daring look.

I rolled on top, missionary style and slid in. There was no love anymore, just lust.

"Good boy, you can have me whenever you want. Your little slut to fuck and use. I'll make it up to you for cheating." She slid one hand to her clit and the other to her squeeze her nipple.

"I'm getting close baby. I can't believe I'm fucking my ex. I thought I'd never see you again." I said

"We've been bad, but coming in me would be really bad Joey. You shouldn't come inside your ex raw." She reached down, sliding her hand between us to reach my balls.

I couldn't hold it anymore "Oh fuck, I lo-" I began.

"I know, don't stop, I'm going to come too!" she cut me off, kissing me deep as I came inside her raw for the first time. We moaned together in ecstasy, coming together.

We held each other tight as we both stopped rocking into each other. I kissed her and pulled out, looking down on the cum oozing out of her. Well fuck I thought.

"That was better than I remember, how about we see if shower sex has also improved since we broke up?" She smiled and left the room.