Dear most wonderful readers! I am back and the story is finished! There will be 8 more chapters and an epilogue to come...to think I started this with no more than 8 chapters planned. Anyone new to the story, please do consider reading earlier instalments first. They have been edited and updated and this is meant to be read as a whole.
Also, as a warning, things are going to take a dark turn for the next few chapters. I did warn that things were going to get worse for Anna and I meant it. I have a love/hate relationship with non-con and the next act is a lot of the "hate" part of that equation. Also note there will be a lot of plot and world-building coming up. Again, read previous chapters to catch up on characters and lots more naughty bits.
I want to thank my amazing beta readers/editors Lee and
Lethicia. This story is so much better thanks to both of you and your amazing attention to detail and investment in the plot and characters. I owe you both big time.
Without further ado...
Ch. 8
The capital was a messy place for two country-bred travelers. Dev was more at home than Anna, having been a regular visitor during the busiest times for the city. Anna tried very hard to keep the wonder off her face but she was finding it impossible given the sheer amount of things within her line of sight at any given moment. Dev gave a laugh and warned her against appearing too green and attracting pickpockets. Anna tried to school her features to neutral but he had to remind her several times.
The capital had once been the seat of a great empire. The Empress that had ruled and conquered the neighboring kingdoms had created a prosperous and progressive city where children were educated and inventors came together with scholars to create and learn together. Anna had heard tales of the golden age, her grandmother had been taught in just such a school. But the Empress's son had failed to live up to his mother's work and when his daughter took the throne, the fissures that had begun in his reign broke entirely.
The city still held the promise of greatness. Magnificent buildings littered the banks of the river. A bridge, once thought impossible to build in such a deep body of water, was clogged with traffic, connecting the two banks. Anna squeezed across with Dev, moved as they were with the crowd. In the center she looked up into the face of the Empress as her statue gazed out across the city she had built. For a moment Anna thought the statue looked rather sad for what was meant to be a triumphant monument, but she lost the chance at a second look as she was pulled back into the swell of the crowd and the statue was out of sight.
The wonder wore off faster than she thought. The crush of humanity came with its own drawbacks and she found herself soon overwhelmed in a completely different way by the smells and the constant push of the city dwellers as if they were trying to move through her.
Her dark mood from before they entered had not entirely lifted, despite the myriad of distractions before her. She found her mind constantly drifting back to the last few days, attempting to make sense of all that had happened and instead found herself overcome and confused. Dev had seen her apprehension and offered his support but this time she had closed herself off to him again. Anything that had to do with Leonid was too hard for her to sort out and she certainly couldn't tell Dev about it.
She came to a sudden halt in the lower market in front of a stand full to the brim with trinkets and utensils, all in the brightest blue glass. Her horse, surprised at her sudden stop, nearly walked into her and Dev was brought up short as well.
"It's called cobalt," he said when he saw what she was looking at. He came up next to her, the lead of his horse held tightly in his hand against thieves. Anna was jostled from behind but too distracted to be annoyed. The color was not nearly as vibrant as Leonid's eyes but it diverted her all the same.
"I remember. The gypsies brought it through my village a few years ago. The blacksmith bought his wife a necklace of beads. It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen." Anna said quietly, remembering the outrageous expense the whole village had been whispering about. She had followed June shyly to the house where their daughter had snuck them a peek at it before it was put away again in some secret place. She wondered if it was still there, buried in the rubble of the house. Suddenly tears stung her eyes and she turned quickly away, the memories of home offering no comfort.
Dev followed behind her. It was so unusual to hear her speak of her home or past that he hadn't wanted to scare her off the subject. But it seemed her memories had taken care of that for him. He paused a moment longer and then turned to follow her.
Anna settled on an inn called the Dancing Dove near the upper markets. They still had plenty of funds but anything beyond this point in the city was more than what they could consider reasonable. Anna had wanted to get closer to the castle but Dev had assured her there was no way. Beyond the upper markets were much more lavish lodgings, then the aristocratic homes and temples. This was as close as they could reasonably hope to come. And besides, he said, they should save some coin for when they left.
This surprised her more than it should have. She was so focused on the goal that she had given not a moment's thought to what she would do when it was over. Besides the brief consideration Leonid had inspired the night before, Anna had never contemplated what would come once she succeeded. The thought was not a pleasant one and she stubbornly refused to even consider it. Dev must have sensed her unease because he quickly engaged the innkeeper about a room. Anna, still dressed as a boy, withdrew beneath her hood and tried to send every silent signal possible that she was not to be spoken to.
The owner at the Dancing Dove was a jovial man who seemed completely immune to Anna's prickly demeanor. Truth be told, she was feeling uneasy at the sudden press of the crowds and this man's friendliness actually felt strange to her after so many months of conflict. Despite her disguise, the proximity of so many people made her feel like she was always on the verge of being found out. Dev, not suffering as she did, fell into an easy conversation with the man.
"And what do you know? The war is turning around and soon things will be back to normal." The man was saying. Gravis was his name, Anna reminded herself. She had not been terribly attentive at his introduction.
"So soon? It feels like only a season ago that we heard of possible defeat. Have they so quickly turned the tides?" Dev said surprised. Anna started paying attention at last, politics interesting her more than the pleasantries they had been engaging in up until now. It wasn't hard to pick up on. Everywhere they went people were speaking of the war and the coming winter.
Gravis laughed. "Well the king is eager to see it settled. Too much strife can tear apart the country, especially with the nobles sniffing at his legitimacy and tales of long lost heirs being turned into ballads for the crowds."
Anna's eyes grew wide. It seemed impossible to her that people could speak so freely about their monarch. Gravis noticed and gave her a wink "Most wouldn't dream to tell you that lad, but I've never been one for propriety."
"Aren't you worried?" Anna asked without thinking.
"The king has bigger fish to fry than an old loud mouth in a tavern," Gravis said, confident and jovial as ever.
Anna shook her head, tightening her lips as if saying she wouldn't dream of saying a thing like that.
Dev took the conversation elsewhere and Anna excused herself to her room. She and Dev would be sharing this time to save money. She wondered how it would work before she found the bed was actually two cots pushed up next to each other, their mattresses held together only by some cleverly folded sheets. Anna separated the beds and collapsed into hers. For the first time since beginning this trip, she wasn't sure what was coming next. Tonight she would try to scout the barracks, to see if any of her targets were accessible. If they weren't though, she didn't have another plan.
She imagined what it would take to sneak into the palace and the thought unnerved her. But if she were honest there was still a nagging feeling left over from Leonid's visit. Dread of both the unknown she faced and the withdrawal of her godly owner sat in her gut like a stone. She felt his absence acutely; knowing he would not come was infinitely worse than not knowing when he might appear. Her troubled thoughts kept her up a while longer but finally she drifted off as the sun reached midday outside.
Evening found her yanking at her spare dress as she tried to get the bodice to sit right. Dev was facing away, giving her privacy as he mended a hole in her leather breeches, which were now much worse for wear.
"Damn this bloody dress," she muttered.
Dev laughed. "If you rip that as well you'll be sitting here for a while. I'm not much of a tailor."
Finally the dress sat on her body with minimal discomfort and she huffed over to where Dev was sitting. She took the mending project from his hands and set about doing it in rapid, studied motions. Dev's eyes went wide as he took in the sight of her.
"Don't stare. It's impolite," Anna said crossly. She was feeling miserably uncomfortable in more ways than one. Her sight had been completely blocked as she reached it out towards the palace and she was beginning to get more apprehensive about her lack of a plan.
"Sorry," Dev said with a smile. "Seeing you in a dress is quite a shock. You might fool some of these city-dwellers into thinking you're a girl."
"I am a girl," Anna snapped back.
"Keep telling yourself that," Dev replied calmly and got up from the bed.