I didn't think much of it at the time, but I guess an invitation to spend a weekend with three women at a cabin in Vermont should have sent my wheels spinning rapidly into fantasyland. However, since this came from my long-time friend Ellie, it didn't ignite any sparks. It appeared unremarkable, really; and I casually accepted.
Apparently, Ellie and three of her friends had rented the cabin for a January ski trip, but one friend cancelled last minute, and they were looking for a substitute. The cost was reasonable, and I had the weekend free, so why not? Although I didn't ski, I still relished getting out of my house for a few days. The thought of some peaceful time in the snowy woods of The Green Mountain State was appealing.
"Chris, everyone will have their own room," Ellie offered as incentive. "So there is plenty of privacy, in case you were worried about all us girls."
"Sounds good," I responded. "Your friends don't mind a guy going? I don't want to intrude on a girls' weekend."
"No problem," replied Ellie. "I told them you're a good guy. And harmless," she added with a smile.
Ellie and I have been friends ever since we were young, having gone to school together all our lives, up through university. While we occasionally drifted apart - having boyfriends and girlfriends will do that - we always felt comfortable with each other.
Maybe it was because she was such an old friend that I rarely thought about her as girlfriend material. Physically, she was very cute; five-six height with a tight, fit body. When I was younger, I did have my sexual curiosities about her, but as our friendship developed, those began to wane. We were akin to brother and sister. Yeah, so I was pretty much harmless.
Ellie was always outgoing, and friends with just about everyone; a classic extrovert. For me, I was the opposite. Textbook introvert. Not in a weird way, though; I wasn't sitting in a dark basement playing Dungeons and Dragons with my geeky friends. I was the kind of guy that if I went to a party, I'd end up talking to one person all night. And like many introverts, I admired extroverts. I suppose that is what kept me close to Ellie - I felt safe around her. I still do. I think her presence allows me to enjoy the fringes of her sociable behavior; a behavior I can't replicate on my own.
The plan was to leave early on Friday morning, make the drive up from New York to Vermont, and come back Monday. Ellie's friend, Rose - who I had never met - offered to drive, which was great. She picked us up in a brand new Lexus SUV, which struck me as extravagant. Now Rose didn't look like the type to own such a luxury vehicle - she dressed a little goth - trending to the side of rough. Smaller than Ellie, she had a more wild look with jet back shoulder length hair and these huge black boots. Although she didn't speak much on the five-hour ride from Poughkeepsie to Burlington, you could tell she had this healthy air of confidence about her. She was pretty cynical; which, honestly, I could relate to. In another life, one in which I was more alpha, I could see myself being connected to her.
Rose picked up the other friend, Debbie, first; which was perfect, as it meant Ellie and I got the back seat, making it comfortable for me. I didn't really know Rose and Debbie, so the seating arrangement was optimal.
Debbie, unlike Rose and Ellie, was a little on the hefty side, with a sizable chest and matching ass. Now, some guys are into curvy women, but she was not my type. Like Ellie, she was outgoing, but in a judgmental, borderline overbearing way. Let's just say she had her opinions and wasn't shy about sharing them. That's my initial impression, anyway. She was overly chatty for the whole car ride, which got to be annoying, but I was safely tucked behind her in the back seat and was able to drift in and out of sleep for part of the journey.
We arrived at 3 PM and checked into our rented cabin as per our host's instructions. It was outside of Burlington; a sizable two-story home hidden way back in the woods. A long, winding driveway, packed down with a few months' worth of snow, led up to the house. Rose's SUV came in handy and easily maneuvered the wintery roads and driveway. Not to mention, it held the ski rack nicely for their three pairs of skis.
The house was gorgeous, and well-apportioned for our stay; complete with a working fireplace and cords of wood for our use. Cozy and serene, it felt like miles away from civilization.
Ellie and I volunteered to go grocery shopping, borrowing Rose's car. It also gave us a chance to catch up.
"Your friends seem nice," I began.
"Wait until they start drinking," warned Ellie.
"Debbie is quite...opinionated," I commented, trying to be diplomatic.
"Ha. Yeah, that's putting in mildly," chuckled Ellie. "What did you think of Rose?"
"She's quiet," I replied. "She seems almost angry. Mysterious, I guess."
"Yeah, she comes across that way, and she can be a firecracker," Ellie said, turning into the grocery store lot. "I met her through my ex, and let me just say, she is so much more than what she seems."
I narrowed my eyes, trying to figure out what her cryptic and ominous comment could mean, but thought better of prying into other people's business. Getting out of the car, we began our shuffle across the parking lot, peppered with patches of snow and ice, trying hard not to fall on our asses.
"I probably shouldn't tell you this, but Debbie asked me if you were married or had a girlfriend. She told me you were handsome when we were unpacking," Ellie smiled, looking at me for a reaction.
"Me?" I replied. "Hey, I hope you are not fixing me up!"
"No, no, not at all, Chris" swiftly answered Ellie. "She just told me. Just thought you should know in case you're interested."
I stayed silent. I didn't want to bring up that I wasn't in the least bit attracted to Debbie. Rose, maybe; Debbie, not at all. I was always attracted to Ellie, but being close friends for so long sort of eliminated that possibility.
"Hey," I interrupted, aiming to change the subject. "Let me pick out the groceries. I'll cook for us. I like to cook. I've gotten pretty good," I boasted. Plus, cooking brings me peace and a sense of accomplishment.
"Awesome!" exclaimed Ellie. "We all hate cooking. You can be the cook all weekend if you want."
"OK," I agreed. I knew that I could immerse myself in the culinary arts and hopefully avoid too much social interaction; excessive time with people tends to exhaust me.
We bought a plethora of groceries, as I now was planning to impress the hell out of them. After validating any dietary restrictions - happily, there were none - we hit the liquor store and loaded up on alcohol and mixers.
Upon return, I set about preparing dinner - baked chicken breast stuffed with prosciutto and provolone cheese, with sides of steamed Italian vegetables and seasoned brown rice. I also whipped up an opening garden salad with a homemade balsamic vinaigrette. Yeah, I was showing off a bit. I had them sit and I served them, even pouring their wine. The compliments were glowing, and so was I. I knew Ellie would like my cooking, and Debbie; well, I really didn't care what she thought. Rose, on the other hand - mysterious, dark Rose - I desired her acceptance.
When we returned from the grocery shopping, I noticed Rose had changed out of her almost all-black outfit into a pair of jeans and an oversized light blue sweater. She looked like a different woman; softer and more approachable. Maybe it was the martinis I swallowed too quickly, but I felt this refreshing attraction to her. She might have appeared gentler in her change of clothes, but she was still pretty quiet and enigmatic. Loud people like Debbie turn me off, but someone like Rose - who was the female version of the strong, silent male - captivated me. I wanted to know more.
However, each time I tried to engage Rose in any sort of conversation, she was short and abrupt. She graciously complimented my cooking, but not enthusiastically. Alas, my subtle and sad attempts at flirting went unnoticed.
All in all, Friday night was pedestrian, as they all wanted to go to sleep early so they could get a prompt start tomorrow for skiing. I offered to clean up as I wasn't going to go with them. As I did the dishes, they finished their drinks, bid good night, and they trudged off to bed. I felt like a house mother, and grinned to myself.
Over dinner, they did try and persuade me to go skiing with them. I could rent skis and take lessons. Despite their encouragement, I had zero desire to go kill myself in the snow and cold; I really had no interest - or skill - to ski. I would be perfectly content by myself in this warm cabin, burrowed safely in the accommodating woods of Vermont.
They got up before sunrise and I did as well, if only to make them a memorable breakfast. I admit, I went a little out of my way to make it special. The egg white spinach and mushroom omelets were a big hit, and the sliced fresh fruit and homemade orange juice earned me many compliments. Even Rose, who was relatively quiet last night, gave me an unasked for "that was perfect." I took this as a minor victory.
"Hey Chris, you wanna come be my maid back in New York?" bellowed Debbie, shattering all the peaceful thoughts in my head.
I laughed at her comment but was guessing she wasn't exactly kidding, based on what Ellie told me.
Not for me,
I thought.
They loaded up Rose's SUV with their gear, and took off for the day. I was sure I wouldn't see them until very late afternoon or even early evening, which was fine by me. After I cleaned up the breakfast dishes, I made myself more coffee, sat in the living room, and looked out over the back deck at the woods. A light snow was falling, and it was eerily quiet. I started daydreaming about living this far north.