The sun was cresting the smooth plane of the glass waters when Lachlan poured his dirst cup of coffee. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes, he stood looking into the mug. The acrid, slightly tangy aroma filled him. Lifting to his lips, he carefully sipped.
Mmm, she also has excellent taste in coffee.
He had slept on the short loveseat, keeping an open ear for the squeak of the staircases to the basement. Though he slept long and deep, especially considering the shitty sleep he'd gotten the night before in his SUV and the hard day of hurried digging he'd pulled off, he was wary of the work yet to come.
He sat at the table and ate another slice of her extremely moist chocolate cake. He slowly mulled over the possible scenarios in his mind; what he would do and when he would do it, what her response would be and what his response would be to hers. He didn't want to really hurt, cause any lasting damage. But, of course, the mental wounds of sexual assault last for years, if not the rest of her life.
But at least I could make her enjoy it. Yeah, but anything physically injurious will heal quickly. Once the wounds heal, it's over for her. Yeah, but honestly, is she living through this? Will there be time to heal?
That question caught him off guard, and for a moment, all he could do was imagine her home, cold and empty because she wasn't there.
Any way he rolled it, he didn't like the outcome. She would either end up dead or hating him enough to truly put a bullet between his eyes. Hell, even if in some twisted way she did want him, it would be just that, twisted. She'd be so damaged that
she
really wouldn't exist...just some sort of scarred, twisted-up doll. And he didn't want that either. Not for himself, and not for her. Did it matter if she wanted him? From somewhere deep in the pit of his stomach, he felt the desire, hidden and crowded by other logical needs and concerns.
Yeah, I do want her to want me.
He grimly smiled at his predicament.
The cake really was good. An image flashed through his mind, causing him to sigh. He looked at his watch.
Just approaching twelve hours. She's probably at her limit.
Finishing the last bite and washing it down with the coffee, he stood and stretched. If he stayed another night, he might have to sleep in her bed. Risky, he knew, but his well-used 32-year-old body did not respond like his 22-year-old body had. After rechecking that the house was secure, he flipped on the switch to the basement light and descended the stairs, ready for business.
Buried in a black hole, cold from the deep earth, Grace leaned, weak and nearly delirious. The first moments trapped in the torture box had caused overriding terror to take hold of her mental processes. She had railed, screamed, and beat against the board over her head. Through massive, constant tears, she pushed with all her strength, yelling to let her out. She fought until the realization that she
could not
free herself crushed her into a limp mass of raging tears.
Occasionally she would rise up and attack the board trapping her in darkness with her fists. The walls were too narrow for her to slump to the bottom, so she leaned, sobbing. Eventually, her cries died away. Though her pupils enlarged to let in as much light as possible, there was no light to absorb. In the cold, dark she huddled staring into emptiness, only the sound of her slowing breath filling it all.
Her mind, numbed by exhaustive emotions, eventually began speaking, naming fears, asking questions, telling lies.
What's he going to do? Is he going to leave me here? No, he won't leave me here. He said he'd just leave me to think. But for how long? Maybe a few hours. Oh, god, I can't believe I was so attracted to him.
She began to feel her cheeks heat and her stomach boil at the embarrassing spectacle she must have made of herself, asking him to eat with her, asking him to give her a ride, inviting him in...then it slowly began to make sense.
He-he must have planned this whole evening! He's not going to stop. Even if I tell him what he wants to know, he's not going to stop, not until...
She began to shake uncontrollably at the thought. The anguish of her imminent death caused another torrent of tears to boil from her.
Violently crying again, her mind raged against the inevitable. Quickly, her despondency at her current position transformed into intense hatred for the alluring man that had seduced her heart and beguiled his way into her home.
He's going to kill me. There's no possible way he can leave me alive. I'd kill him if I had the chance. Or at the very least make sure he went to prison for the rest of his life. There's no way he can let me go. He's going to have to kill me.
She took in a shuddering breath, trying to steel herself against another onrush of tears. "Fine," she whispered to herself in a raspy, shaky voice, "if I'm not getting out of this alive, I'm not giving anything up." She began to force her breath, controlling its strong push through her lungs and out past her lips. She closed her eyes against the dark, preferring her own natural darkness. She continued to lean against the walls, focusing on her breathing, taking in any stimulation she could.
But there was nothing but the coolness of the air, the coarse grate of her breath. Eventually, knowing all she could do was wait, she calmed enough to relax, though uncomfortably, against the wall, eyes closed, ears piqued.
In the timeless, sensation-free dark, Grace floated endlessly. And then she felt it, the tickle up her arm. On instinct, as she slapped at it, whatever it was, she opened her eyes to see. Though the dark should have kept her eyes from perceiving anything, she distinctly saw little spiders crawling up her arms. Her face scrunched up in immediate disgust mingled with fear. She began slapping them away, but more appeared in their place.
She let out a little whimper, and then a growing scream filled the small hollowed-out chamber. She thrashed wildly about, trying to knock off the little black creatures from her body. In wave after wave they swarmed over her naked skin. They crawled between her fingers and around her neck. She swatted at the ones going in and out of her navel. She could feel them tickle around her eyes, and in her hair, sending shivers through her scalp. Her screams did not dissipate, but grew in chilling horror. Swiping and slapping she continued to fight the onrush of the tingling pests. Overtaken, she wrapped her arms around herself and fell as much as the hole allowed, bawling until she was hoarse.
Some hours later, spent beyond sanity, the hallucinations had finally subsided. Her skin was raw from her frenzied treatment of it, anxious to rid herself of the imagined fiends. She cried herself into oblivion, praying for the end, fearing it was just beginning.
There were no sounds from under the barrel as Lachlan approached. With some effort, he pushed against it, rolling it clumsily aside. He removed the stuffing and then pried up the board. She was awake, but dazed. Her eyes were swollen and red, clearly from a night spent crying. Without hesitation, he reached down and hauled her out of the black. Though he sat her on her feet, she immediately crumpled in his arms; her legs debilitated from the awkward standing positions she held through the night could not support her.
I guess stress positions are out of the question...at least for now
he thought. Contemplating what next to do with her, her weary eyes slowly turned to him, fear and exhaustion apparent in every line of her face. With a hoarse voice, she said the only thing running through her mind. "Please."
He had no response to her unadulterated vulnerability and innocent trust. He could only stare, an unsettling sensation gripping his stomach and chest. What the hell had he been thinking? Was tormenting the poor girl the only way he could have gotten the information?
Well, regardless of other options, finding out what she knew was only one part of the job. I still have to remove the threat, and that usually means only one thing.
He carried her to the large beam in the ceiling running the width of basement. After leaning her against the support beam running vertically, he took her hands and quickly bound them in the leather cuffs. He felt her shake immediately. She looked into his face with an emotion he lamented he was the cause of.
If she would only be reasonable and tell him what she knew, maybe he could find away to keep her safe; perhaps he could convince his uncle she wasn't a threat or didn't truly know anything. "Grace," his tone firm, but nonthreatening, "tell me what you know and what you've done with the information."
Her breathing was rough and uneven. Her mind was battered by her frightful night and lack of sleep, and she was precariously close to the ultimate danger. Despite all this, she gained enough of what was needed to answer him. "Why? So the moment I tell you, you can kill me?"
His body tensed at the accusation. Though he had never threatened death, she knew the probable end of the entire ordeal. He stepped back and looked at her. The chains were still loose, as he hadn't tightened them. She seemed to have momentarily forgotten she was still only in her undergarments. She watched him with a guarded, hate-filled expression.
"You don't have to die," he replied evenly.