"Off!"
Holy fuck! What just happened?
One of the last things I remember was my mob boss's biggest goon choke holding me from behind, squeezing my neck until I lost consciousness.
The next thing I briefly remembered was being completely paralyzed, lying flat, staring up at a white, blinding light, as I was hearing the word "off." Then I heard a faceless voice say, "Delta Sierra Lima on" and just fell instantly back to sleep, then again hearing "off" and being awake and conscious again for another split second, then hearing "Delta Sierra Lima on," and I lost consciousness again, until right this very moment.
I looked down and started hyperventilating as soon as I saw what I was wearing: a leather collar with a chain on it, a very thin strip of cloth around my torso covering my nipples and pecs as a sort of crop top, leaving my entire flat stomach bare. I was very proud of my body, but I would never show it off to any man, let alone my mobster boss sitting in front of me on the desk or his two goons behind me, all of whom I thought I had just sat in front of.
I was so scared as I stared down across my hip at a red and black plaid skirt, underneath which were my shaved legs in fishnet stockings, and on my feet, 6" neon red stilettos.
"What the fuck is going on?" I yell in complete fear. I thought after being choke-holed I was going to wake up on a boat with cinderblocks around my feet, not blink an eye, and then be a completely different person.
And I knew. Deep down, I wasn't Chris anymore. I felt up to my head, and is that?! No, it can't be. Pigtails?
Of my own fucking hair?! When I sat in front of this man I had a buzzcut!
"How the fuck?!" I couldn't stop spinning as I stared at my manicured long nails, which were completely neon red.
I was so freaked out and just staring at my slutty appearance that I didn't see my boss lifting his arm as he slapped me as hard as he could.
It took everything in my power not to get up and punch him right on his double chin.
He just spoke as normal as ever. Not seeming to be mad, "You better mind your manners, bitch. You used to show me some respect and always called me 'Sir' before. That sure as shit isn't going to be stopping now, Chris. I get that this is confusing, but never forget to do as you're told, and don't speak out of turn. Not because one of my bodyguards can easily put a bullet through your head, but because if not, I can easily turn you off."
"What? Turn me off, Sir?" I asked, confused by what he meant.
He continued with a smug look on his fat face.
"Oh yes, you dumb, brainless whore, you got caught trying to steal from me. You didn't think I would find out? You think that Ivy League accounting education and good fuckboy looks were going to keep me from noticing you skimming off the top as you laundered my money?"
A chill went down my spine, and a thought of 'holy fuck, why wasn't I fucking dead?' Ran through my mind.
"Yeah, I could've easily killed you; however, why not sell you, as a test subject, for some cutting-edge tech. A wonderful little brain chip that goes somewhere in your nogging and rewires you to do whatever I want. Not only that, but that chip is kind of a circuit board in your brain's consciousness, which means that this version of you, Chris, the original, the lying piece of shit scumbag thief, can be turned off and on."
He stopped talking, letting what he just said sink in.
I stared at him, not wanting to believe what I was hearing. He could easily put me in a mental coma? But then he continued talking, dropping the biggest bombshell of all.
"Not only that, but afterwards I can turn on a completely different version of you altogether, which you have no idea exists or what happens when she's turned on. To you, Chris, only a few seconds have passed, but the truth is, after coming back from being shipped off for the experimental brain chip implant, all of the men in my organization, and some I've pimped you out to, have gotten to know the programmed you, or as she's more commonly known as, Crystal."
"Who Sir?" I asked on the verge of tears. I hadn't cried since my parents funeral a decade ago. But now, looking at myself, I clearly knew the answer to my very dumb question.
The boss just chuckled and said, "why you ofcourse, you dumb cum dump. The real you--well, at least when it comes to me and my men; see, we like Crystal. She's the programmed side of you. You know what she was programmed to be?" He asked with a sinister grin on his face.
I knew I didn't want to know, but he still answered his own question.
"A set of holes"
"What?" I asked, expecting more than just: a set of holes
I then heard his goons, the Dmitry twins behind me whispering to each other back and forth in Russian.
I saw the boss look at his bodyguards, then back at me. Then he just stood up and grabbed me by the collar, standing me up on my heels, brought my ear right to his mouth, and whispered with his hot, disgusting cigar breath. "Don't disappoint me, Chris, that's not who you are anymore, you're Crystal. Nothing but a set of holes, remember that."
Then he threw me across the floor with force by the collar on my neck, and I landed on my side with a thud.
"Ok bitch, why don't you go and get your favorite thing in the world, cock." He said this as he pointed to the twins.
I felt frozen in place. I didn't want to move. I didn't want to be seen dressed like such a pathetic whore, let alone act like one, but I knew I had no choice. I stood up and instantly had to gather myself before walking, due to the 6" heels on my feet.
I started walking and was wobbly making the boss laugh out loud.
I continued my very wobbly walk over to the twins, but before reaching them, I fell down.
They all started laughing at me. As I tried to stand up again, the boss chimed in, "Naw fuck puppet. Don't get up; you look better down on the floor. Crawl!"
I began crawling, and when I got to their feet, I just looked down. My face was burning with both shame and anger. I was still struggling to believe my life as a hot-shot wealthy hetero fuckboy was completely over. I will never have that life anymore. I think I would've rather been killed than this. This existence was a living hell.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when Luka said, "Hey freak, look up here," as his huge hands slapped my face.
When I looked up, he spit directly on my face. I couldn't help but look up at him with daggers in my eyes at being so goddamn disrespected.
"Comen on jizz rag, get to it," he said, looking down at his thick, hardened cock outline in his pants. It looked massive.
I just couldn't bring myself to do it. There was no way I was going to do this. I wasn't going to willingly suck a cock, or get fucked; I wasn't going to allow myself, the real me, Chris, to be demeaned and degraded as only a sissy freak set of holes. I didn't care that I was dressed as the biggest whore cheerleader from porn. I stood up and turned to face my boss and spit at his feet, "Fuck you asshole, fucking kill me; I will never be set of holes for you."
I expected his goons to start beating the shit out of me, which I was ready for, but not what happened next.
The boss's smile seemed to get bigger, then he burst out laughing.
After his laughter died down a bit, he just said, "Oh, you dumb, stupid, pathetic thieving faggot. You just don't get it, do you? I must admit, I didn't know how you were going to really react when I brought you back online to explain your situation to you for the first time. I just thought dressing like a complete whore would've been enough of a hint of what's expected of you, Chris, but I think this first demonstration isn't sufficient enough."
He seemed almost giddy with excitement. He started to rub his hands together as he kept talking.
"I was trying to ease you into being a set of holes as yourself, but I guess it was delusional of me to think a young straight man would willingly be a set of holes cock fiend; of course you'd rather choose death; however, there are fates worse than death, aren't there?"
He let that sentence hang for 5 seconds before he said, "Delta, Sierra, Lima, on," and once again, everything just faded to black.
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"Off"
Oh no, oh no, oh no, I thought as I woke up again from blackness to a completely different reality as last time, and panic once again set in as last time. I once again had to completely start deducing the situation I was in, but what made that so difficult was that I couldn't move at all.
I was on my back; a tight metal contraption around my head kept me from moving my head side to side or up and down. My mouth was also fully stuffed with what felt like a huge ball, which I couldn't spit out as it was connected to something around my mouth, keeping it in place. I realized I was completely strapped down to a table on my back with my knees on my chest, my calves tied to my thighs, and those somehow tied to my chest. I felt I couldn't move my body in any way; I couldn't kick up, and my whole torso was also strapped to the table, so I couldn't move myself up. My arms were at my sides, but they felt like they were laying on some boards, also tied down. I tried to move my hands, but quickly realized that even every finger of my hands was strapped down.