Chapter Two
Integration
I shivered uncontrollably as I knelt there, the concrete grating my knees. My reaction was partly from the cold, and partly from the prospect and fear of being branded. I had no idea what this was going to be like, and had I known at the time, I would have been twice as frightened.
Finally, after what seemed like an age, the southern man returned, another man in tow. "That's the one?" The other asked as he inspected me, dripping on the floor.
"This 'un's the sow the boss was talkin' about yesterday." The man seemed to remind him, as though the knowledge held some relevance. The second man wore an odd costume, draping him in leather, a heavy apron falling to his knees in front, like some sort of heavy metal blacksmith.
"It don't look so special to me." The blacksmith said, his voice gravelly and almost scary with its primal tone.
"It ain't. It's just a sow." My original tormentor responded, lowering me with his debasing comment. "You saw it in the sty a tad back. Ya' know, the one gittin' pig-fucked."
I uttered a low groan, involuntarily, as though I could sink any lower. They were both watching as that animal fucked me from behind. I imagined what they must think of me. Either one would have given their left nut to have their way with me two days before. Now, I was nothing but a sow. Sympathetically, I ran a hand over my skull, reminding myself how hideous I must be.
"Well, drag her over and I'll get this over with. What's her number?" He asked, reminding me in no uncertain terms what was about to happen.
"Fifty-seven. Least, that's what the boss said." The collar pulled me up as the leash was yanked, sending me scurrying over the concrete, my knees the least of my worries.
I had to laugh, but all I could think about was Heinz 57 sauce, having seen it on the shelves at the market. Now, I was going to wear that number for the rest of my life. Morbidly, I imagined someone using it as they poured it copiously over a hank of meat sliced from my ass. That couldn't be what they had in mind, could it?
A more sobering thought crossed my mind. Vanessa's number was fifty-four. That meant two more women had been put through this between Vanessa and me. I wondered if they had been in the pen with me that morning. Fifty-seven. Was that all my life would boil down to, a number? A sobering thought, indeed.
As we rounded the corner of the barn, a small shack came into view, a line of black smoke rising from a single stack that rose from the corrugated roof. For the first time, real panic raced through me, and I began to resist.
"Ain't no gittin' outta this, piggy. Harlon! Sow's finally showin' some spirit." The man emerged from the shack and circled around behind me. Between southern man yanking on my leash and the blacksmith with his gloved fingers gripping me between my cunt and asshole, I was carried bodily into the shack, where a door was slammed shut behind me.
The only light in the place came from a blazing hearth, bathing the otherwise dingy room in an orange glow. "We're gonna need the head gate." The blacksmith bellowed as he wiped my juices from his glove on his trousers. Southern man pulled as hard as he dared, dragging me until my head squeezed between two upright poles. There was the sound of scraping metal, and I felt my neck lock down tight.
For a second, I thought they had cut off my head, imagining some sort of guillotine. Then I realized that my head was still quite attached but held fast by the contraption they had employed. I tried pulling free, but even bald, my skull was far too large to fit back through the restriction.
"Y'all ain't goin' nowheres." I was told, as I felt a hand running over my butt cheek. "The boss said tit." Southern man warned.
"I decide where the brand goes, last time I checked, shithead." The blacksmith uttered. "This one's getting it on the ass, opposite the meat mark."
All the imagining that I could ever muster wouldn't prepare me for what was about to happen, in hindsight. Vanessa's description was vague as she had passed out as soon as the glowing iron was placed on her breast. I wondered if I would be so lucky.
I heard the bellows being pumped, and the unmistakable odor of metal heated to unbearable temperatures. I picked that moment to piss myself, the urine pouring out onto the floor between my knees.
"Hold the sow, it's ready." I felt arms wrap around my middle, and the full weight of a man laid over my back. That's when it came. I tried to imagine anything hurting that much, but my thoughts were scrambled by the pain impulses racing into my addled brain. I immediately vomited, the floor too close to my face to prevent some of it from splashing back.
"Ohhh, Fuuccckk!!!" I screamed. Those were my only words since my abduction, but they were screamed rather than spoken. The pain was beyond pain. It was beyond anything imaginable. I prayed that I would pass out, but it never happened. Just wave after excruciating wave of unbearable pain.
"Damned if the sow isn't still conscious." The blacksmith chuckled. "That's a first."
I cursed my stoicism and my inbred pain tolerance. I got it from my mother, and her from hers. What I wouldn't give to be just a tad weaker, just a little more of a sissy. Then there was the smell. The smell of my own flesh burning was putrid and foul, and I wondered if everyone's flesh burned with such a stench. Were my gut not already empty, I would have puked some more.
"Sow's hide certainly stinks like a rich bitch." The blacksmith complained.
"Oh, it was. That's why the boss wanted 'er. That's why he sent 54..."
"Shut up, you idiot!" The blacksmith must have hit southern guy, because I heard him hit the floor next to me. Through the fog of my agony, I tried to make sense of what I had just heard. They had sent Vanessa after me? A setup?
I felt the metal brace being lifted from my neck, and I quickly backed out of the device, the collar still firmly attached to the leash and leash now wielded by the blacksmith. "You'd do well to forget what you heard, 57." He growled. "It won't do you no good anyway. You're here, and that's that." He dragged me over to the door, leaving southern man knocked out on the floor.
I tried to ignore the pain emanating from my bottom. Fortunately, the rain had picked up again and was at least some relief as it ran over the freshly burned flesh. Once we reached my stall, he rubbed something greasy over the brand, saying that it would help some. Initially, all it did was exacerbate the pain, but after an hour or so, the throbbing ebbed to a dull ache.
Truth is Stranger Than Fiction
The next few days were spent in solitude. My stall had been mucked out, and the bedding replaced with fresh, clean straw. At least there was that. A guy who professed to be a vet of some sort visited me each morning, inspecting the brand and administering a shot, which I presumed was an antibiotic.
I spoke for only the second time, relaying that I was allergic to penicillin, to which he replied he was well aware of my medical history. I was uneasy as he tallied off a list of medical procedures I'd had performed, not leaving out three cosmetic surgeries. A lot of good they would do me now, I mused. They knew everything about me, and that was what should have concerned me.
The slop that I had eaten that day in the trough, was brought to my stall in a bucket. As disgusting as it was, I realized that it was all I would be offered to eat, that and what appeared to be clean water. I tried to keep my business over in one corner, which the man who cleaned out my stall every other day, seemed to appreciate.
After what I was told was a week, the vet declared that my brand was sufficiently healed to rejoin my normal activities. To be honest, I had no idea what my normal activities might entail.
A short time later, southern man appeared again, and I was reminded of what he had said to earn the shiner he now sported. "Lookit y'all, so clean and pink." He chuckled. "Time fer ya to get dirty agin, 57."
I assumed he meant I was being put back in with the other pigs in the pen. I would eventually be proven right, but a stop had to be made before. It was back out into the courtyard, and once again it was raining. 'Did the sun ever shine around here,' I asked myself. Then I remembered the sun baking the mud to my back that first day in the sty, so apparently, it did.
To my surprise, I was led up to what was once a large farmhouse, converted into a modern representation of one. Lots of glass and redwood, something that I would have been comfortable in, once. Now, as I was led onto the immaculate hardwood floor, I felt utterly out of place. My stall was clean, but I was far from being so myself. I reeked of my own shit and piss, and the dirt that had begun to stain my skin was ever-present.
"Ah, there she is now." A gentleman's voice echoed from an adjacent room. There was a clatter of heels and footsteps before a group of four emerged to gaze at me. I tried not to look, but noticed there were two men and two women, all impeccably dressed.
"Can you believe the transformation?" One of the women declared, walking up beside me, and retreating. "And, she stinks."
"Yes, my dear. Pigs do stink, as a rule." The gentleman pointed out.
"Her hair." The other woman laughed. "It's positively... well, it's gone isn't it." She corrected.