Always being the average looking sister of the gorgeous blond beauty queen, Nef had always downplayed her looks and focused on her mental acuity. She lacked self esteem, and in strange fashion, she overcompensated by trying to domineer men and women of power alike. She prided herself on her control, but in all honesty, she was lost inside. She had always felt in her heart that she wanted to submit, fantasized about living a D/s life... giving over all control to a loving Master or Mistress and focusing her mental acuity on pleasing them utterly.
Nef started to play a little in the BDSM community in an online capacity- engaging the services of an online Master, she began to explore (slowly) what it was about the lifestyle that made her burn for more. She learned a bit about herself, but due to the infrequency of the online sessions, and frankly, Nef's undisciplined personality, she had reached the pinnacle of her time with her online Master. Nef and her Master had been working together for about 2 years, on and off, when he sent her application in to a private sub-training Academy. One day, out of the blue, Nef received an acceptance letter telling her she had ten days to return her waivers and other insurance paperwork and arrive at the Manor to begin her training- all paid for by her cyber Master, a man she had never formally met.
Nef wanted to shred the documents; she fired off a nasty letter to her Master, writing disrespectful and untrue things in her anger and abject fear of placing herself totally in someone else's hands... her Master was calm, but firm and explained that she had promise but was too undisciplined to reach her potential... she needed one-on-one training that only the Academy could provide, and if she wished to continue the relationship and eventually go to the next level, she had to comply, trust him and go attend training.
Nef screamed.
Nef cried.
Nef wheedled.
Nef begged.
Her Master would not relent, and actually blocked her emails... he said he would resume contact when she called him from the Head Mistress's office and not one second before. Faced with such determination, Neferai relented and packed a small bag, made her excuses at work, and departed for the Manor.
The day of her arrival was overcast and stormy. Lightning light the darkened sky as she slowly made her way up the front walk. She was met at the front door by a nude greeter, who took her valise and showed her to a side room- since she had arrived the night before orientation- where she would wait, kneeling on a pillow, until the orientation meeting the following day. The greeter apologized, but explained that there were rules that needed to be followed, no matter what the circumstance. Nef had read she needed to arrive at a specific time, but was so anxious to call her Master, she had taken an earlier flight. Now she would receive a punishment before even being inducted into the Academy proper.
As Nef knelt, she fantasized the her Master was a Taskmaster at the Academy. In her mind's eye, she raised her eyes from the floor as two large feet came into view, and she knew instantly that this was the man. The one to free her from having to always be in control.... free her from the prison of trying to play dominant when her heart screamed to submit- a cry she was only just learning to hear and translate. She imagined that he entered silently, disrobed her and shackled her hands and feet without saying a word, his posture reflecting his displeasure that she did not arrive at the appointed time, and that she took so long to obey in the first place. Her thoughts were jagged and incomplete, as she had no real life experience and did not know what to expect. She hears him whisper "In time, you will learn to obey, or your life will be a saga of pain and torment." She can feel her body respond to the vision, her inner wall muscles clenching and unclenching, body taut with tension as she pictured him abusing her, using her mouth like a fuckhole, laughing at her gagging cries at her first deep throat experience.