Nephi Feldsted's morning started like any other. She had awoken early, dressed in her conservative yet pragmatic clothing, and gone about her usual chores. She made the little ones their breakfast, packed their lunches, and kissed their cheeks before seeing them off on their morning bus to school. It was a crisp fall day, and just starting to feel cool, and Nephi enjoyed the walk back to the house alone. This quiet time to herself was nice after the morning rush.
Returning to the kitchen, Nephi hummed absentmindedly as she unwound her scarf. Nephi's thoughts were particularly distracted because today was her 18
th
birthday. So far, there had been no mention of it from her family. This wasn't unusual. For a conservative Mormon family, birthdays were not to be fussed over. Nephi was actually pretty relieved at the possibility that it might go by unnoticed. She did not enjoy being the center of attention, preferring to pour her energy into being helpful and of use to others.
In the midst of these thoughts, Martha, the matriarch of the Feldsted clan walked briskly into the kitchen. Nephi straightened and gave her Ma her full attention. Ma was a thin, weathered looking woman. She looked like someone who may have been fairly pretty when she had the fresh blush of youth, though her nose was a tad too long. Her hair was thick, though graying, styled neatly with a bouffant in the front, and long and flowing in the back. Her clothing was slightly large on her, as if to hide any womanly curves she did have. And she wore no makeup.
In contrast to her mother, Nephi was quite smaller. Short, and although not curvy, of feminine proportions. Her cheeks round with health, and a small mouth with a rather large lower lip giving her the look of a pouting child. She had the same clear blue eyes as her mother, but they appeared gentle, and docile, where there was fire in the eyes of the other. She did appear to be her mother's child, but her face was carved by a much kinder sculptor.
Though Ma appeared a severe woman to the casual acquaintance, she was very respected by all that knew her, and Nephi, being a very forgiving soul, had only gentle thoughts about her. At the moment, Nephi could tell by the flash of irritation in Ma's eyes that she would need to use caution and carefully choose her words as not to upset her further.
Ma on her part drew in a sharp breath, pausing to look at Nephi in disapproval. Even the red flush of exercise on Nephi's cheeks seemed to irritate her.
"Nephi, you will not be doing your usual chores today."
Nephi nodded in submission, looking down at Ma's shoes.
"You will be with Rebekah today."
Nephi looked up suddenly with a mixture of surprise and pleasure. Rebekah was Pa's youngest wife. She was just four years older than Nephi, and they had been fast friends since her marriage to Pa three years ago. Rebekah could turn any chore into a game, any moment into a memory. With her dancing brown eyes and bouncing blonde curls, she was always ready to shower Nephi with attention, her vivacious personality making up for Nephi's quiet admiration.
Ma looked stern, and Nephi felt perhaps she betrayed too much pleasure in her face. Ma continued.
"Rebekah has some special chores for you to complete today. She will also be helping you prepare supper as Papa has a special friend coming over tonight. You will cook the roast that I brought from the store yesterday."
"Yes mama," Nephi said obediently, this time being careful not to betray any personal feelings about the situation.
Ma looked her over carefully, and seeing nothing else she could object to, turned and left the kitchen.
Nephi, rejoicing in her heart, went to find Rebekah.
She found Rebekah in her bedroom, smoothing the covers over her bed.
Nephi grinned as she shut the door behind her.
"Reba! Mama told me we are to spend the day together."
Nephi's heart fell a little as she saw the same look of irritation on Rebekah's face.
"Oh Nephi, everything is a game to you," she said fluffing her pillow.
Nephi felt an overwhelming desire to get back into her friend's good graces.
"Reba, I can't stand it when you're upset with me! I'm sorry, I'll do whatever you ask, I won't even smile."
Rebekah laughed, "Nephi, I can't be mad at you," she said looking back over her shoulder and rolling her eyes.
Nephi felt a wave of relief as she watched Rebekah reach over the bed to fluff the other pillow. Rebekah was the image of perfection to her. Her long curls falling to her slim waist, she moved with such confidence and life. She felt so mousy and plain in comparison. Her own face had too much character. Her own personality, struggled to reach the surface. If Nephi was capable of anything like envy, she would have felt it at how easy it seemed for Rebekah. But Nephi felt nothing but happiness at being able to call Rebekah her best friend.
"What were the chores Ma wanted me to help you with?" Nephi asked.
Rebekah paused, "Nephi, I'm sure you're aware of the significance of today."
Nephi blushed.
"You're 18 now. That means you're officially a woman. Father has ordered that you be made aware of what that means. And that we start preparing you for serving a man as a wife."
Nephi sat down on the newly smoothed bed in a sort of daze, "Is that why Mama was upset?"
Rebekah sat close next to her, and grabbed her hand. Nephi squeezed it, and felt that Rebekah always instinctually knew when she needed reassurance.
"Yes, that's why Martha was upset. She thinks it's too early. Your Pa thinks it's far too late already for you to start learning these things."
"But..." Nephi started protesting, "I know all about cooking, and mending, and taking care of children."
Rebekah laughed, "Oh Nephi, you're so innocent. Not
those
kind of ways of serving a husband. These kind of ways."
And with that Rebekah pulled up Nephi's skirt and grabbed her inner thigh. Nephi pulled her skirt back down and pushed Rebekah protesting. This led to a play struggle, Rebekah trying to push her hand back up Nephi's skirt and Nephi smacking her until both girls were laughing.
"Well the bed's ruined." Rebekah said smiling to herself and flopping herself down on it. She was pleased that Nephi's look of concern had been replaced with giggles, though her brows soon furrowed again as she propped herself on one arm and looked down at Rebekah.
"Did Pa really say those things?"
"That's what Martha said."
Nephi's face flushed, and she started biting her nails.
"Oh Rebekah, what do I do."
Rebekah laughed, "Just listen to me. I'll teach you everything you need to know."
Nephi shook her hair into her eyes, "I don't know if I want to hear about you and Pa."
"Oh Nephi," Rebekah said in exasperation, "Technically Jerom is not your real Pa. He's your step-father."
Nephi surprised herself by blurting out, "Yes, but Ma remarried after my real Pa died when I was only a girl. I don't even remember him really, except for a few memories. He was very old. Pa has been my Pa since I was 11."
"Has he really though? You don't know what a real Pa is like. A pa shouldn't treat you like a servant for his other children. You know it's true."
"Reba! Stop it! What a shameful way to speak about Pa! He always provides for us, we have everything we need. And that's a blasphemous way to speak about
your
husband."
"Ha!" Exclaimed Rebekah, "Maybe everything we need, but not everything we want," She smiled mischievously and rolled onto her side facing Nephi.
"What!" Said Nephi laughing.
Rebekah's gaze met Nephi's. And for a moment they both stopped laughing.