Sinking into the dark, demon call, claw for my soul. A familiar nightmare and a familiar darkness that dwells within, too long gazing within and the abyss that is my soul stares back in my sleep. Some parts of me separate from the part of me fighting my inner demons and darkness, they calmly watch. Knowing this isn't a fight I can lose, not a fight I will ever let myself lose, they watch on with slight amusement at the things that try to claim me. In the end just like the world outside myself, my rage and hate gives me strength and focused like the cold touch of death upon all that stands before me as an enemy. In time fed to the ever hungry void within, only making me both stronger, and yet empty for a time.
Those other parts of me, those other selves, noticed a change in the flow of air in my room. A slight sound that doesn't belong, the sense of another approaching me while I sleep. Waiting until that presence is close enough to strike, before yanking me from my constant inner war and back to the physical world.
Instinctively my hand darts under my pillow, all the information and sense data the others had sense while I slept comes flooding into my mind. The knife under my pillow comes up in a dull flash under the low light that my clock casts into my room. The figure beside my bed throws a forearm out to block the attack, meeting however the hilt of the knife knocking their block aside. A twist of my wrist brings the knife around as it continues its forward momentum, stopping with the edge pressed to their throat.
A quiet feminine voice finds me in the dark and cause pause in the instincts that drive me to kill quickly. "Sir... Please..." The plea and the fear in the big eyes I am now able to make out in the dim light, the small woman before me standing so still that not even the small muscles in your face dare to move. The feral glow in my blue eyes slowly dims back to the eyes of a sane and calm individual, putting all the nightmares back behind the mask I show to the waking world. A new glow replaces it however as my eyes move slowly over the soft curves of your body. You recognize it too late and even as you start to take a step back my free hand darts out to grasp your wrist hard enough to make a small hiss of pain escape you. Yanking you down into the bed and pushing you down under me, again that voice calling out to me in a plea as you push at my chest. "Sir, there is work to do... You can't..."
This is not the first time, it is a game of Russian Roulette whenever you come to wake me, depending on the day I had before as well as my sleep. If I sleep peacefully I generally can ignore the urges your body inspires in me until I have made a dent in my work. Nights like this though, filled with strife and struggle, feral and strong emotions. They are nights that need something more then simply swallowing my emotions and moving on to work, they need release. You always struggle, but you are mine, and in the end I will have what I want no matter your own wishes in the matter. Yanking your uniform jacket and shirt open to the sound of stressing seams and popping buttons. Your bra too is quickly unhooked and pushed out of my way to reveal your breasts.
Grasping them roughly with one hand, long fingers squeezing and rubbing as you let out little sounds of mixed discomfort and pleasure. You shake your head and continues to try and plead with me to stop, trying to convince me to just put it off until later. Ignoring you as usual I growl to you, muzzle against you ear, "I want you pet... and I'll have what I want..." My lips lock onto one of your breasts, sucking on it strongly, my canine tongue lashing over your sensitive nipple. Randomly moving back and forth between those large, soft breasts as my long fingers sink so roughly into them.
Your own small hands alternating between tugging at my hair in pleasure, and pushing at my head in your continued attempts to put me off. As your commander and master you have no choice of course, and just as I told you, I will have what I want. I feel your legs under me tightly close to try and deny me a complete access to your body, smirking I firmly bite your breast, forcing out a desperate moan from your muzzle. My other hand still holding the knife moves it down, dragging that sharp edge slowly up along your thighs. Putting rips in your nylons, and even tracing light red lines over her smooth white skin beneath them.