------JAMES------
Jessica and I met in Highschool. It was a Christian private school type place and her and I were particularly devout. I know it's not everyone's cup of tea, and I don't blame anyone for not being religious. It's just kind of important to our story to know that Jess and I were both extremely devout.
We met Sophomore year in bible study class. When I first saw her I felt like the whole world stopped spinning. Long, dirty blonde hair, beautiful blue eyes, a gorgeous smile, and despite my religious upbringing and beliefs, I couldn't help but notice her curvy figure as well. I was a teenager after all, give me a break.
To my surprise, she liked me as well. We bonded over our faith, beliefs, and for some reason she thought I was cute and funny. I had never really felt I was either of those things, as Jess was my first girlfriend, but it was extremely validating having this gorgeous girl say nice things to me and hang off my arm as we walked the halls.
When graduation came around, there was a period of a few weeks where I was worried it might be the end of us. She had received a full-ride to a college in the next state over, and I had always wanted to go to a specific school in a different state. My love for her won though, so I applied to her school. I got in, and while I was disappointed that I couldn't go to my dream school, I was excited to spend the next 4 years with Jessica.
Just a small point of clarification before we go any further. Jess and I were both virgins. Not just virgins though, we had never done anything sexual. It was against God, you know. We held hands, hugged, kissed, and on occasion would cuddle when watching a movie or something. But if things ever got heated between us we would separate and cool off. We thought we were being good Christians, and we were. At first.
College had different plans for us though.
I was going to school for engineering, and Jessica was a psychology student, so we didn't see each other a lot at first. She had also joined a Christian sorority that her mother had suggested to her. We were pretty sheltered kids, honestly, so we didn't know the perception that sororities and fraternities come with. Let alone the perception of an all-christian-girls sorority.
To say it was culture shock for her would be an understatement.
It was about 3 months into the school year when her sorority announced their first official party. Jess wasn't a big party person, but it was a kind of requirement of the sorority to attend when certain frats threw parties. A few days before it was supposed to happen, I was talking with a classmate when I discovered the general perception of her sorority, Kappa Phi.
"Bro, you going to the party this weekend?" My buddy Phil asked as we were leaving a lecture. He was a sophomore and a bit more in tune with college life than I was at this point.
"No I can't, I bit off a little more than I can chew this semester." I replied, kind of a lie. I did have coursework to do, but I also just wasn't really a party person.
"James! you HAVE to go. It's the first party Kappa Phi will be at this year, you know what that means right?" He asked, barely containing his excitement.
"I can't man, I'm swamped with stuff. That's my girlfriend's sorority though, so I'm sure she'll let me know if anything crazy happens." I laughed.
He laughed as well, as if I told some hilarious joke, "Good one bro. No one DATES the Kappa Phi girls. If you went to the party though you might just fuck one."
"Fuck one? I told you me and Jess are saving ourselves." I said before I fully processed what he said, "Wait what do you mean no one dates Kappa Phi girls?"
"Wait. Dude, are you serious about all that celibacy nonsense? I thought that was a joke. Kappa Phi girls are like, notorious for being slutty. It's like an unwritten rule that all the pledges have to have sex at the first party of the year." Phil explained, and I felt the blood drain from my face. He must have noticed.
"Dude. Tell me your girl isn't actually in Kappa Phi?" He said, sounding both amused and a bit worried. All I could do was look at him as confirmation.
"Holy shit bro. Did she join thinking it was just going to be praying to Jesus and helping the poor or something? You gotta talk to her man." He said, sounding genuinely concerned for me.
We split up as we approached the dorms and I couldn't help but think about what he had said. There's no way right? It must be some shitty rumor. A sorority REQUIRING that the girls have sex at a party? And a Christian one none-the-less. It was absurd. Still, the pit in my stomach wouldn't go away. I needed to talk to Jess.
She had a meeting with the Kappa Phi girls today after class, so I sent her a text letting her know we needed to talk when she got free. I'm sure I was over-reacting. Phil's not like, the most popular guy at the school anyway, so what does he know? It could all be a big lie to fuck with me. I tried to focus on my schoolwork as I nervously awaited a text back.
------JESS------
I had heard the rumours of course. After I joined Kappa Phi pretty much everyone I met made it obvious there was a sort of reputation associated with girls at my sorority. But I hadn't seen anything like that. All the girls seemed sweet, we would talk about our faith and school-work and honestly it was all what I expected. I mean, my MOM suggested Kappa Phi to me because she had such a good time here. If it was all true, would she really have suggested it?
Still, part of me was upset with the reputation the sorority had. I certainly didn't want people to have that perception of me. I was saving myself for James! I was a good Christian, and one day I would have sex with my husband, but not before we were married. I definitely wasn't the 'slut' that seemed to come with Kappa Phi association.
I had planned on asking Kim who was kind of the girl in charge about the rumours I had heard at the meeting I was heading to, but I would have my question answered before I could ask her.
I walked into the meeting house after my classes that day and most of the new girls were there already. I had become pretty good friends with another girl, Sarah, so I walked up to her and we started chatting.
"Do you know what this meeting's about?" I asked Sarah as I set my bag down against the wall.
"Yeah It's about the party I think. Kim said she wants to make sure we're, 'ready', whatever that means." Sarah said, looking about as nervous as I felt. I had heard the rumors about the party as well, and what might be expected of us. I had to get it off my chest.
"Have you heard the rumors about Kappa Phi? I'm a little nervous to be honest." I said, hoping to hear that it was all just a lie some asshole spread.
"Yeah, it's all anyone talks about it seems like. Gosh, I hope it's just some mean-spirited joke. Anthony is worried for me." Sarah said, her gaze dropping from my own.
"Anthony?" I asked
"My boyfriend." She said, her eyes lighting up as she looked back at me,"He's so sweet to be concerned about m-" Sarah was cut off as the door to the kitchen swung open and Kim came walking out with a few other older girls.
"Okay girls! We're all set is everyone here?" Kim asked in a sing-song voice looking around while counting heads.
"Perfect! Alright now please line up shoulder to shoulder here." She gestured towards the middle of the common space, where all the furniture had been moved to create a large open space. There were 8 of us pledges, and we all did as she ordered. I stood at the end of the line, next to Sarah.
"Now I'm sure you've all heard about the party and all the rumors that come with it and we just wanted to get everyone together today to answer whatever questions you may have" Kim started, a bright smile on her face.
"But first! I'd like to start with a prayer." Kim said, as one of the other older girls walked by, dropping small prayer cushions on the ground in front of us, "If you'd please join me."
Kim dropped to her knees on the cushion in front of her while the older girls stood off to the side, small smirks on their faces.
It's hard to really describe the kind of peer pressure one feels in this type of situation. But it was just a prayer right? That's why I wanted to join this group anyway. The other pledges knelt on their cushions, and I followed suit.
"Good! Okay now before we pray, please close your eyes and keep them shut! We'll tell you when to open them." Kim ordered, and I looked down the line to see the other girls closing their eyes. Sarah gave me a kind of shrug as she too closed her eyes. I did as well, shortly after.
"Perfect, okay now keep them shut! It'll just be a second." Kim said, and I began to hear some shuffling around the room.
A door opened, quietly, and I heard some hushed whispers among the shuffling sounds. I squeezed me hands together, nervously, and ran through a Hail Mary in my head.
"Okay! Open up girls!" Kim shouted and I immediately heard gasping sounds down the line. I opened my eyes.
Standing before me, was a large man. Tall, with broad shoulders. But that's not what drew my attention. I saw his hard penis, pointed directly at me and I gasped as well. He took this moment to thrust forward into my open mouth.
Quickly, I shut my mouth and dodged my head to the side to avoid him. I hadn't even seen James' penis. This huge thing lined up a inch from me sent me into a sudden panic. I yanked my head backwards, pushing on his legs and stood up.
"What the heck!" I yelled looking around.
I saw more men standing in front of the other pledges, they all had their penises out and were being sucked by the other girls with varying levels of enthusiasm. Even Sarah looked up at me with wide eyes as the man in front of her thrust in and out of her mouth.
I looked up at the man in front of me and he looked down at me, seeming confused.
"What's your name, girl?" Kim asked sternly, walking up to stand next me.
"J-Jessica. What's going on here?" I sputtered out.
