Authorās Note: All characters in this story are 18 or older, and any possible hint of that not being the case is not to be interpreted as so.
Also to be noted: This story does have, and will have, large amounts of smut in it. This introduction has A LOT less. If you donāt care for context, go for chapter 1. This is for everyone who actually care about the story.
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Introduction
This is a story all about how my life got flipped upside do- No! Iām not going to have the first sentence of my story be a lyric from the theme song of a cheesy 90ās sitcom. Though it is an oddly accurate statement. This is the story of how my life was completely changed. For better or worse, only time can tell. Itās weird that I talk about it so relaxed considering how it was forced upon me. Iāve always been someone who rolls with it though. Alright, enough fooling around. I suppose it is time I actually tell you the story, and what happened.
My name is Eric. Iāve got a last name, but it really doesnāt matter. So yeah, Eric. The name itself feels so generic. Which means it fitted me well. I have always felt like a background character in someone elseās story. Another face in the classroom, or coffee shop. I might get a line or two, but in the end whatever happened to me didnāt feel like it really mattered. My self-esteem was less than optimal.
I was never unattractive; I was never really attractive. I just seemed bland. I was a twenty year old cardboard cut-out. I had a short, āevery guy youāve ever seenā, light brown hair cut. The kind of color you find in the bristles of an old used paintbrush. With weary, almost bored, wooden plank brown eyes. A fit, but not in any way muscular, body with scrapes of flab. See where Iām going with this? Nothing too ugly sounding, but nothing that pops either. I might be too hard on myself, but I think you have a good picture of me in your head.
There is an exception though.
This is perhaps, and most likely, the source of all my insecurities. A small penis. Yes, the worst insecurity of a man. It was horrible. I had the idea running on a loop in my head every time I got close to someone.
āThis is niceā, Iād think to myself. āThis is all going great. But whatās going to happen when I get in bed with her? How do you keep a relationship going when you canāt satisfy the person youāre insane for? You donāt. It takes a lot to have a good, long lasting relationship. It takes self-awareness, kindness, and patience. It takes a lot of stuff. And sex is another part of it. A part I canāt deliver.ā
So I never really got close to anyone. Not close enough at least. If you donāt try, you donāt fail. Unfortunately, you also donāt succeed. After a few negative experiences while young, I didnāt have sex for a long time. I could never really tell though if it was my four inch dick or if it was my anxiety and self-doubt about it that ruined those experiences.
With this in mind, let us now move forward to the beginning of this taleā¦
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Sex, drugs, and Rock ānā Roll. Not particularly in that order though.
This was the concert I was waiting for all summer. I followed the newly formed band for months online, loving all their work. This was it. Time to finally see them in action. I needed this. Too much time on school and studies. This was my time to finally relax.
After parking my car and reaching the entrance I happily waited in line. As I saw everyone else packed together at the gates I thought about why I came here alone. None of my friends enjoyed this band, but I was determined to see it.
Just as my thoughts drifted to ways of making the night more interesting alone, a voice was heard in the crowd.
āVIP tickets! One hundred and twenty dollars! Two left! VIP ticketsā¦ā
Ah, one of these guys. At any event, especially concerts, they come to buy tickets and wait until itās sold out to jack up prices. Usually theyāre bastards looking for quick money. Usually it works too. Though I blow most of these guys off, this one really struck me. This was what I needed to make tonight a little more interesting! I questioned the legitimacy of the āVIPā tickets for a moment, but figured if they werenāt real I still had my regular pre-bought ticket to get in. So I took a chance.
A girl in front of me, redhead, buys a āVIPā ticket. After she leaves I step to the man.
āYou got any VIP tickets left?ā I ask.
āSure do. Last one. You should consider yourself lucky!ā
I whip out my wallet and grab the cash. A hundred twenty bucks was a lot, but I felt like having fun and taking a stupid chance.
After grabbing up the cash in my hand with a single swipe he handed me the ticket.
āGo around the left of the building to a door guarded by a large man. Just show him the ticket and heāll give you a badge and let you through.ā
I nodded and went off.