I slept little that night. Tossing and turning I went over the facts that I managed to get out of her. It seems that I had made a better go of life than she did when we were on our own. Now I could see why she had aged so quickly. Giving up a sure thing a safe marriage and a caring husband for a little pretty boy who took advantage of her and turned out to be a bait and switch in the fantasy and romance department. No doubt he had squandered her money away as well.
What had left me was a confident, pretty woman, and what had shown up on my doorstep tonight was a broken, ugly old lady. But broken may have its uses, I muttered to myself. I smiled. She didn't know the new me. This new me knew how to handle broken women, how to play them, how to enjoy my sadistic pleasures with them. She was coming back to me because I had things she needed, stability, a husband, food, money, a roof over her head. I got her, I had the winning hand. The question now was, did I really want her? Why not just cut her adrift? I pondered that all night long, was I really better off without her, had I been? I had to admit that some of the things I did, some of the sadistic tortures I had inflicted on pretty women looked for some edge play were really directed at her. If I just cut her loose, would this heartache ever heal? Would I really get over her? Wait, I haven't gotten over her? I realized that I hadn't. That was the deciding factor.
I turned over and began to plot my response to her offer of gracing me with her presence again. There would be changes to this relationship if the Bitch wanted to come back, tail between her legs. She would have to pay for what she did to me. Revenge, and I don't think she knew what was in store for her.
The next morning I got up and got ready for work. Finally I unlocked the door to the garage and called for her to come in. Before getting down to business, she tried to go to the bathroom, but I stopped her and had her ask me for permission to use the toilet before finally allowing her to relive herself.
I sat her down, she seemed hopeful as she read my face and had found that some of the rage was gone. Her face was puffy, fat, old, ugly, but there was my wife in there as well.
I let her know that I was not pleased with the reason why she had come crawling back to me. That financial stability and money played a larger part in her contacting me than her love for me. I was hurt, I said, that the real reason she called was her fear of homelessness, rather than a newfound love for me.
She struggled with that, quickly trying to say that it was her situation that forced her to take stock and realize that she truly loved me, deeply and always did. She again begged for forgiveness from me, of which I did not give her.
"My life has changed," I said, "since you've been gone. I'm not the same David you married. My tastes have changed now that I have experienced other lovers."
She squirmed in her chair. "They were all younger than you, and far prettier than you are." This hurt her. Good! I continued.
"I don't know if I can ever forgive you, I find it hard to even think of you by your name."
She nodded sadly. Dejected and loosing hope.
"However," I said, and her face perked up.
"I might be able to make you an offer that would allow you to stay in My House."
She smiled a little.
"Don't be too quick to smile," I said. "Your life here would not be anything like it used to be. You would not be free to do as you like, see who you like, communicate with who you like. You have no money, correct?"
She was a little concerned now, I quickly asked her again, more forcefully.
She nodded, "Yes," she whispered.
"No job? No prospects?"
Again she nodded, her shoulders dropping, the weight of her plight pulling her down.
"So what can you offer me to receive my protection?"
She looked up at that word, confused.
"Protection!" I repeated. "That is what you're looking for, safety, a home, food, a partner in some form..."
She nodded.
"So?" I asked, "What can you offer me? So far I see no reason to put myself out again, when you already have told me that it wasn't love that brought you back to my doorstep."
She started to cry. "I do love you." She protested. "I do..."
"Love," I said, "I something I don't know if I can have for ever again. You broke my heart, you shattered me, and you betrayed the trust that I had given you. I can't give that back to you now, I don't know if I ever will."
She was crying.
It was getting late and I had to go to work. I now offered her some thoughts so that she could answer me when I got home.
"Listen to me. I have to go to work now, and I don't feel comfortable with you staying in the house while I'm gone. You will have to leave."
She panicked. "Please," she said. "Please!"
I cut her off.
"I want to give you some more facts for you to answer my question. While you have been gone, I have realized that I am a dominant sadist."
Her mouth dropped, she didn't really understand what that as, but she hope I hadn't gotten religion.
"Bondage, Discipline, Submission, Dominance. I like to play with women as my submissives as my slaves, as my little toys. I whip them, eat them, tie them up, train them, control them, and fuck them."
She was speechless.
"I'm telling you this for two reasons, one, I will continue to do these things with others, regardless if I take you back or not, and two, because, and I'll make this really simple for a stupid slut bitch like you, who threw away the best thing in your life and now wish that you could have a do-over, I might, perhaps, be interesting in the one thing you do have to offer me..."
I left it at that, grabbed her by her arm and walked her out to her car. Locking up the house, I got in my car and rolled down the window. "Be back here with your answer when I get home. Don't be late or else."
She tried to ask me where she should go while I was at work.
"I don't fucking care, just stay off my property until tonight."
I paused, then added. "Maybe, it might be good to do a little research on what it is I'm interested in before formulating an answer. Bookstores have a wealth of information." With that I went to work.
Again work went slowly. My mind kept drifting towards her. Still shocked at her appearance, I wondered what was going through her mind. Was she at some bookstore looking through volumes on BDSM? Master slave? It would be a very interesting evening tonight. This morning I had successfully striped her down. I showed her that she had no other options. She now realized that if she really needed my protection, she would have to earn it, and she was now discovering what that would mean. Either she would refuse, or she would give in and give herself to me, either way, didn't matter for me. Truly, now seeing her, seeing what she had become, I was disgusted with her. This was my wife? I fucking well think not! I turned down many a skank that were better looking than her. Looking back, I realized that I had always been the better looking of the two. My idle, innocent flirting now didn't seem so innocent, my safety with other women because I was married, might not have been the reason other women flirted with me. Seeing me and then seeing her, they knew I deserved more, that I should have been giving my everything to them. Wasted time, I was now making up for it though. If she stayed, offered me what I wanted in exchange for my protection, she would pay dearly.
I prepared myself. I called my lawyer and had a few documents prepared, one was her signing away all rights to any property we both owned, another was power of attorney over her, essentially giving me all rights and decision over her.
I rolled up to my garage and sure enough she was there waiting for me at the front door. I let her in and led her to the sofa. I offered her no food, no drink. It looked like she hadn't eaten all day.
"Do you have an answer to my question as to what it is that you could possible offer me that I would want from you to allow me to consider protecting you?"
She took a breathe, eager that I got right to the point, it seemed that she had memorized the speech that followed.
"I did what you asked, I went to several bookstores today and read up on the subject. I must admit that it was very embarrassing when I asked the store clerks for books on the subject. Some of them laughed at me."
She continued.
"I tried to cover as much as possible, I take it that people in these relationships take on roles of Master and slave and one gives up power to the other."
I nodded.
"Pain and pleasure seem to follow suit with the "Master" giving some sort of pain to the slave that also is pleasurable. I don't understand that though, I have never experienced pain that was pleasing."
I urged her to continue.
"In truth, David, I have no choice. I need your protection and your trust. I do love you and I wish that I could get you to trust me again, but I realize that it's too soon for that to happen. I can only give you the one thing I have left to give David, myself. I realize that the type of person you are, you are probably looking for a slave, a maid, someone who you can order around, who will do what you say. If in this role I can prove to you my sincerity and that my intentions are true, I'm desperate to try."
I leaned back. "So do you understand what it is, that I'm asking?"
She swallowed. "You want me to be your slave. For me to give to you the only thing I have to give, myself, totally over to you."
I got up and paced, to her I seemed like a leopard pacing for my meal, "So, if I were to ask you to call me Master from now on...?"
"I would...Master." She said.
"And," I quickly added, "if I were to tell you that you now sleep on the floor at the foot of my bed..?"
She gulped, realizing that she would have no choice, "I would."
 
                             
                         
                         
                         
                         
                         
                                 
                                 
                                