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"Ahhh," Manuel again chuckled turning back to his feeding cart. "The Hagan lady is getting to you. See?" He stopped short to half turn and put his finger to his temple. "Getting into your mind."
"I mean, I was just wondering, you know..." John/Frisky said in what he knew was a lame defense. Then to clarify said, "In case this is all for real."
"How much more 'for real' do you think it can get, dog/slave?" Manuel turned the cart around slowly on its rotating front wheels. "You are chained down on all fours for over a week. Locked in a dog kennel for a week. Fed like a dirty animal. Used. While the Hagan family comes and goes as they please, not inhibited by thoughts of your captivity in any way. This, dog/slave, is as real as it gets."
Pushing the food cart to almost the vanishing point behind the foliage along the path to the house, Manuel paused and turned back. "When I put my dick through the fence and you suck it, you will be a better dog/slave." He laughed as he rounded the bend out of sight.
Argh, no, John/Frisky thought. That is not even an option. But perhaps the grounds keeper and dog feeder was right in some way, but he refused to think about it any further. It was only a matter of time until Ashley came for him with the keys to the steel mitts and ankle shackles.
It seemed his fate in life was now completely out of his hands. Or paws, as the case may be. One sister over eager to engage him on his own level, treat him for what he was in his heart, the other sister with the keys to stop it all and return him to the life he had blindly followed like a leaf in the wind.
It took much of the day well into the afternoon when the sister engaging him for what he was came walking up the trail with someone else. As the two passed the first of the kennel cages John/Frisky recognized Valerie's veterinarian, Dr. Russell. Dr. Debra Russell. In only a few strides they stood in front of his cage.
"Frisky," Valerie said, her pig-tail hanging out the back of a pink baseball cap. "You remember Dr. Russell?"
"Hi, Frisky," the young, blue eyed woman said down at him on the ground as if she really meant it. "How are you, boy?"
As Valerie unlocked the cage door John/Frisky could only wonder what the hell she was up to now. The kennel door swung out just enough for the two women to enter and the gate was shut again.
Valerie's matching pink sneakers stepped right under his chin so she could reach down and give his head a loving rub and scratch behind an ear. Her touch and gentile scraping of fingernails on his flesh was enough to fill a much vacant void in his life.
"Now you give Dr. Russell a proper dog-like greeting, Frisky."
John/Frisky changed position and sniffed Dr. Russell's hand when she put it up to his nose. Once this ritual was satisfied to Dr. Russell's experience with dogs, she began to pet his head. "Such a good boy," she said. "You're a good boy."
Now standing up straight both women looked down on him. "Has he been like this the whole week?" Dr. Russell asked indicating the mitts and chains.
"Yes," Valerie answered. "It helps keeping him in the spirit of the whole thing."
"Yeah, I... I suppose it would." That's when the small syringe and needle appeared as the doctor exchanged it between her hands.
"He knows what we're here for, Debra. Go ahead and explain it so that even a dog/slave can understand."
"This is canine hormones," Dr. Russell explained. She held up the capped syringe between them. "Just like someone undergoing sexual transitioning, they'll have the target sex's hormones injected into them as part of their therapy."
John/Frisky back away.
"Now, Frisky," Valerie said slowly opening and closing her eyes as a means of anger management. "Would I let Dr. Russell do anything to hurt you?"
"They are male, canine hormones," Dr. Russell assured him. "It will..." The young doctor glanced at Valerie for a brief moment seeking support but getting none, then returned her attention to John/Frisky. "It will help you cope better with the changes you are feeling."
How does she know what he's feeling, John/Frisky wondered? Nobody could understand the lifetime of quiet desperation he felt suppressing his dog-like nature, his masochistic, fantasy life of being kept as a dog, his longing to be treated and loved as a dog/slave.
"She's right, puppy. Besides," Valerie added,."It's what I want."
John/Frisky very much wanted to remind her that we don't always get what we want. But in this case he was talking about Valerie, who simply doesn't subscribe to that line of thinking.