It was 6:55 AM. Sarah could smell the coffee in the teacher's lounge boiling. She was the first in this morning. Sitting and fidgeting she checked the clock again. In an hour and five minutes she would start class. Four hours after that she would have lunch and planning time. Two and a half hours after lunch she would be getting out of school. Within fifteen to thirty minutes after that she would be across town at a hotel checking in. The time would be around 3:30 PM. She would eat a light dinner at a place across the street from the hotel at 4:30, like an old person. Then at 5:00 she would shower and get ready. Then at 6:00 it would be time. She fidgeted in anticipation, reviewing the contents of the black bag packed in her trunk and what they had cost her.
-An assorted variety of condoms in different sizes: $40
-A prepaid "burner" phone: $60
-A little black dress: $170
-Lingerie: $50
-Morning after pills: $50
-Pepper spray: $12
The price of the hotel she was staying at was $60 per night, but if she booked for three nights in a row it would only be $150. By her calculations it would take two "Johns" just to break even, and she wouldn't be ahead by much money until she hit three. She had scheduled one for that night, another two for Saturday, and a fourth for Sunday, but there were still guys wanting to book her last minute. She mentally went back over her inventory and routing.
It was 6:56 AM.
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It was lunch time but Sarah wasn't hungry. She picked pensively over her cafeteria portions.
What if he's a cop? I'd lose everything.
What if he's a serial killer?
What if he says no when I tell him to use a condom?
What if someone I know spots me there?
Most of those fears were irrational. Sarah had followed an online guide for screening her customers before agreeing to see them, and had use the site's private message function to contact "references", which were verified working girls who had seen the customers before. They had confirmed that they had seen the men she had picked out for her first weekend.
She glanced at the digital clock over the door. It was 12:23 PM. She needed to finish eating before her next class. She picked pensively over her cafeteria portions.
What if he's a cop?
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It was 2:59 PM. She watched the minutes count down with her last class, who were literally squirming in their seats. Then she saw the clock turn, and after a few long, painful seconds of delay the bell finally rang. The class immediately jumped to their feet and rushed to leave. Normally she would have stopped them for leaving before she dismissed them, but today her heart just wasn't in it.
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Sarah glanced at the time as she put her blinker on. 3:17 PM. She was ahead of schedule. Switching her attention to the building ahead, she turned into the lot and parked by the hotel. It wasn't particularly impressive, and it looked like the kind of seedy motel that a hooker would meet Johns in, but it was in her budget.
Deep breath in.
Deep breath out.
She get out of the car and headed toward the lobby. Walking in, she took note of the continental breakfast offered between 8 and 9 AM, at least according to the sign. Seemed pretty half assed. She turned to the clerk behind the counter, a bored looking young woman who looked up from her magazine as Sarah approached.
"Hi. How can I help you?"
At least she sounds professional.
"Hi, are you still offering the discounted rate for booking a room for three days?"
"We sure are."
"I'd like to go ahead and book through Sunday night then."
"Alrighty then. I just need to see your ID and run your card."
"Um... is it alright if I pay in cash?"
The young clerk's expression changed.
"Oh. Yeah, sure. You just have to pay upfront."
"Of course."
Sarah slid the bills, already set aside in her wallet, across the counter under her ID. The clerk rang her up and sat for a few minutes typing in her information.
"So what brings you to town?"
"Oh, uh, business."
As she said this she realized how flat that must have fallen: anybody traveling on company dime would be paying with card and probably checking into a nicer hotel. To say that she was traveling on business just for a weekend, and to check into a seedy motel while paying in cash...
"I see. Well enjoy your stay Sarah."
The young clerk smiled at her. Embarrassed, Sarah collected her ID. The clerk didn't seem particularly unfriendly, and smiled her way. As she headed out to leave, the girl called out to her.
"Um, miss?"
"Yes?"
"If you need... something, there's a 24 hour pharmacy just down the street."
"Oh. Well. Thank you."
Sarah's mind put together the implication quickly. The clerk had her pegged exactly on what she was here to do. The implication that she was going to need condoms or a morning after pill stung. What stung more was the reality that she had bought those items from that very store two nights prior.
Ego bruised, she went to the car to get her little black bag.
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The time was 4PM on the dot as she laid her outfit out on the bed.
This is crazy.
You can still leave.
Surely you can tutor for enough money.
She pushed down the involuntary wave of existential panic as she examined her outfit for the night. A slinky little black dress, a pair of "fuck me" heels she hadn't worn since Vegas, and the lacy lingerie that showed more than it covered. She was definitely going to wait until after she had eaten dinner and showered to put this outfit on.
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She looked around the 24 hour diner she was sitting in. Over in the corner a group of teens with reddened eyes and a slight odor chowed down on pancakes. An older couple a few booths down were eating dinner. A tired looking guy was drinking coffee. The faint smell of old smoke told Sarah that this used to be a smoking establishment. Something about the sort of grainy white light in the place coupled with the tinted windows made it feel less than real. It was like some sort of diner in limbo. Sarah checked her watch. 4:17. The waitress came and took her order, then was gone. She was just another face in the diner that would come and go with another shift. That shift was another day in another work schedule. The world turned around and around.
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4:52 and she knew that she needed to stop stalling. Making certain to lock and latch the door Sarah headed for the bathroom. Stripping off her button up shirt and jeans, she looked at herself in the mirror. White lingerie. She definitely knew that she hadn't been a saint in college, but there was the deep and heavy realization that in changing her outfit after she got out was transitioning from metaphorical Madonna to literal Whore. Death, burial, and rebirth all inside of a cheap motel room. Sarah watched her body as she stripped out of her white lingerie. This is what men were coming to pay her for. Her Johns were coming to use her body to their satisfaction for an hour or so, and then leave. She cupped c-cup breasts and ran a finger over her hairless pubic mound. She had waxed it just for this weekend.
Satisfied with her body, she turned on the shower and got in, letting the water wash away the dirt and grime of the morning to make room for the dirt and grime of the evening.
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Do I want to look like a whore or no?
It was an odd sentiment. By strict tautology she would look like a whore no matter how much makeup she wore, but that was beside the point: if she really caked on the makeup it would run during sex, but if she didn't she might make a poor impression. She was going to have to fix it after each John though no matter what she did. Sighing, she proceeded to go full whore with her level of makeup.
It was 5:15.
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At 5:31 she was sitting on the fence between panicking, bolting, and staying.
I could still totally split.
Technically she could.
I'd be another six-hundred in the hole though.
This was also true.
I could teach community college, summer school, and grade standardized tests to pay this off.
It would have taken years.
I could just find a rich guy and fuck his brains out until he marries me.
Sarah didn't know any rich guys.
I could get a sugar daddy like Libby!
She already knew she didn't want a sugar daddy. Not for what they were paying.
Damn it, I'm literally selling my ass in a cheap hotel to pay off my gambling problem!
This was literally true.
I should call Libby, she can help me figure out how to get through this.
She couldn't, but Sarah wasn't omniscient and couldn't possibly have known that.
That's what I'll do, I'll call Libby!
Sarah pulled out her phone and dialed her friend. She heard the dial tone. There was the ring to establish that it was connected. Then the first ring. A second. A third. A fourth. It was on the fourth that she got an answer.
"H-hello..." Libby sounded out of breath.
"Hey Libby. What's up?" Sarah asked, trying to sound chipper
"Oh, uh," the brunette panted, "just r-relaxing."
Sarah could hear a rhythmic noise in the background somewhere.
"Well that's cool."