It had been a little over a year since we'd met. At the time, I was eighteen and single; I had been spending the summer volunteering on a farm in a small rural village in the south of Spain when I met Carlos. A friend of my boss, he was just shy of forty, and though he didn't quite meet the standard American definition of hot, he was still quite attractive. Carlos was tall and slim, tan from all the hours spent working in the beating sun and fit from the years of difficult labour.
I, on the other hand, was fairly average in height and in complexion. That's not to say I wasn't sexy - jogging and boxing had kept my body lean and tone, while my skin was beginning to darken from my work in the fields. One of my best assets, I thought, were my breasts. Firm and perky, they were a generous D-cup, with large nipples which had an unfortunate tendency to show through my shirt, visibly erect at inconvenient moments.
Nothing had happened that summer between Carlos and I. I too young and him too shy, it was only months later through chat that we confessed to being attracted to each other. But we both agreed the age difference was too big, and that our friends and families (mine especially) would never accept the two of us together - and so, we conceded, we would never act on our feelings.
And yet here I was, ten months later, back in that small Spanish village once more. I hadn't yet much had the chance to see Carlos, what with being too busy during the harvest season. But now those days had passed and we were into the time of ploughing the fields. Carlos and I had reconnected over the internet, and he had agreed to take me along for a ride in his tractor one afternoon so I could see how it was done.
His fields were just a short walk from the village, so, as decided, I met him at his tractor at three that afternoon. Eagerly, I climbed in next to him after a quick hello, and we were on our way.
It's important to note that the fields are rarely perfectly even, so anytime you're in a tractor, it will be a bit of a bumpy ride, to say the least. But I was used to being tossed around and because it was such a tight space, I didn't really think much of it when our knees brushed - though I did feel a jolt of electricity travel up my leg to my clitoris.
As discreetly as I could, I ran a hand over the crotch of my jean shorts; based on the warmth emanating from the region, I could tell I was quite wet. Being in such a cramped space with Carlos was certainly having an effect on me.
We went up and down the field a few more times, ploughing away with no incident. Carlos seemed not to have noticed my obvious discomfort or if he had, felt no need to comment. I desperately wanted to know if he still felt anything towards me, because despite our agreement, I couldn't help but continue to be attracted to him.
We were about three quarters of the way through the field, and just as I was beginning to debate whether or not I would ever want to get physical with him, we hit another bump, and our knees brushed once more. I felt another lightning bolt run through my body, but this time, instead of pretending it hadn't happened, Carlos grabbed a hold of my knee, gently resting his hand on my lower thigh.
I felt something stir in the pit of my stomach and, almost despite me, my arm moved out to reciprocate his gesture. We continued on like this, silently, for about thirty seconds, until, abruptly, Carlos stopped the tractor and turned towards me, grabbing hold of my face by either side.
We kissed. We kissed passionately and furiously, trying to make up for the year that had gone by since we'd missed our first chance to do this. We were operating on a purely instinctual level, animalistic, almost, as he was taking off my shirt, then I his, and then my shorts were off and his pants were unbuttoned and-
I froze.
My rational side was taking back over, suddenly acutely aware of the fact that I was in my underwear in front of a shirtless man nearly twice my age. I pushed Carlos away, stuttering, trying the explain to him how this - me, him, us - was wrong. But he persisted, placing his hand over my mouth to make me stop talking.
"Please, baby, come on, just let his happen," he pleaded. "You know you want it."