The following story has themes of non-consent, raceplay, humiliation, abuse and other dark themes. If such content offends you, please do not read. This is an erotic FICTION story not meant as any sort of political or societal protest but as entertainment.
A Bindr Experience Ch 3/The Overwhelming Porn Show Incident Pt 04
"Ok Keshia, everything is perfectly fine," I say out loud as I park my car. I've parked in the store next door to where I'm going. I do this to give me a better sense of feeling safe, but that's laughable. It's laughable because of what I'm planning to do, as well as what has happened to me before.
This will be the third time I use the app called "Bindr." It's an app like Tinder, but this one focuses on people wanting to have, ummm, BDSM or CNC related fantasies, you know? Sort of like a kinkier version of Tinder.
Now before you think too badly of me, or Tinder, the app is very safe. To sign up you have to have a background check and there's a host of precautions. It also makes you check in and out during the experience with whatever partner you find. Not to mention that it checks on you after. And if it doesn't hear from you, it alerts the police.
I stare at the sign of where I'm about to go, feeling that same old feeling of fear and excitement. I still can't believe I'm doing this, even if I've done it twice now. I mean...I'm a nerd. I know I am. And I actually like being a nerd. Hell, I wrote a paper for my English 2304 college class regarding how much better Zach Synder's Justice League is compared to Joss We-dumb's.
With a deep breath I straighten out my baggy Batgirl t-shirt. Having learned from the two pervious adventures, I'm wearing clothes that I don't care about, as well as packed a few outfits in my car just in case. I run my hands over my body a few times, feeling that strange aroused feeling that I get. Where I know my body is about to go through some, well, let's just say "punishing" moments. That's why I wear such baggy clothes as when you are 5'3 and have a thicker frame with a GG bust, people notice.
"I can do this," I tell myself. I do so want to do it too. It's just the last two times...were different. Both times my partner changed what was to happen. The first was to be a single guy "forcing" me as I walked home. That ended up being him using and abusing me with a huge crowd watching. The second time was supposed to a fake robbery in which the robber would "force" me as well. That ended up with me being paraded around naked on a redneck street, where everyone that wanted got a turn with me.
Granted, both were extremely hot. Each time was intense and made me orgasm hard many times. Only, what if this is the same? That my partner is planning to twist what's supposed to happen? In the end, what if this happens and it ends bad? Really bad?
I tell myself this time will be different. First, my partner is a nerd like me. Huge nerd. Nerds don't lie to each other...I hope. Also, this time is going to be much tamer. Nothing like the last time. Sure, I told him all the kinks I had, in which I know some might be considered extreme, but this time will be nothing like that at all. This time will be different.
All that is going to happen is that I'm going to go inside the...ummm...the porn shop next door. I'll go to look at the videos or something. My partner will then, at some point come up behind me, and start to grope me. If and when I start to say something, he's to tell me to be quiet, and he'll keep going even if there are people nearby or not. I told him he can read the scene to see how far he can go.
See, easy and simple. Not even going to have to remove anything and it still should be really hot. There's not even a racial aspect this time, unlike the past two times. My partner this time was very much down with whatever I wanted to do. Said I could do something extreme and crazy, or simple and calm.
Knowing I have to do this now or I'll risk never doing it, I start to walk. I walk across the parking lot and into the porn shop's parking lot. As I walk, I pull out my cell and start the app. By the time I reach the front door, it's started.
With a very deep breath, I press the START button. It alerts Bindr as well as my partner that I'm here. If I don't put in my code later and say that I'm still alright, it'll send the cops to this location, to which they can track me via GPS. But enough about that, this time is going to be different.
As I enter the store, I try hard not to look out of place. That I'm just a customer here for something to help during sex. Only I know I stick out, badly. First, on first glance there are a lot of guys in the store. Not that they are doing anything gross or anything, they are just looking about and shopping. The only other woman is the chick behind the cashier station.
Secondly, I'm the only black person that I see. Everyone is mostly white with a few Hispanic guys. This really doesn't matter, but just adds to the feeling of being the odd person out here. Not to mention everyone else looks to be at least in their 40s while I'm 21.
Also, there's a lot of guys here. I didn't know porn shops were so popular. There has to be, what, two dozen guys in the small shop? I was expecting maybe 5 at most.
Trying to act normal, or as normal as someone can be here, I go down an aisle and look about. I've picked a safe aisle that has funny t-shirts in it with vulgar images. Not sure if I could go to any hardcore aisles at the moment as I'm still so nervous.
As I look about, I glance around for my partner. I know what he looks like as we traded pics and even videochatted once. Only I don't see him anywhere. The app let me know he was already here, so where is he?
"Keshia?" A female voice asks. Confused by this, I turn to see the cashier looking at me. Her cashier booth/island thing is in the middle of the store, with a bit of space around it. I happen to be at the end of this aisle which is near to it.
In the brief moment before I respond, I look closely at her. I don't think I know her, but she does look familiar. It's weird. Like she's related to someone I know or something.
"I...I'm sorry," she says and there's a look of regret as well as excitement on her face. Hearing this makes me a bit nervous. How does she know my name? Does she know me?
"Sorry about what?" I ask, confused. She keeps looking at me, and her face looks just so familiar to me. I just wish I knew where I know her from. Can't be high school as she is older than I am. Maybe I saw her at the college?
"You see...last year I did this, well, crazy-ass promotion that went over like gangbusters," she says and then pauses as something pops in her head.
"Huh. Wonder where that word comes from...gangbusters. Where their people who job it was, was to bust gangs? Huh. Strange that we use that word without knowing what it means," she tells me in what is clearly an A.D.D. mini-rant to herself.
My eyes open wide as I recognize her. In a single moment many different emotions erupt from me as I figure it out. That sense of being tricked hits for the third time, sending cold fear over me. Terror flows as well as I know I must be in big trouble. And then another part of me feels curious and excited, wondering what is about to happen.
"Evan?!" I exclaim, recognizing the face of my partner from Bindr. Yes, Evan from Binder. I can see it now. It's her eyes that recognize. Those pretty eyes. In the videochat she hid her hair with a beanie and her face with a face mask. I didn't think must of it as she said she was in a public place, but it was to hide her feminine features. She was just pretending to be a guy.
"Actually, my name is Jessica," she comments, looking sheepish. I sway as I stare at her, confounded that this has happened again. I've been catfished! And now, I don't think I want to know the reason.
"Like I was saying, the promotion we ran worked really, really well and we made so much money. This is my father's shop, and he's a really good guy, but he didn't know about it or else he would have stopped it. And he was so mad at me when I gave him the money, but he forgave me in time. And he didn't spend the money either, just kept it in savings. Could have gone and bought a fancy car or something, but no. saved all of it," Jessica explains rapidly. As she talks, I recognize the nerdy stylings of Evan, further cementing it was her the entire time.
"But then COVID hit, you know? And all the money slowly got spent as no one was coming in to buy anything," she explains, looking rather sad.
"W-What? Why? What does this have to do with me?" I ask upset, my confusion at what is happening outweighing the voice that tells me to run. A part of me does want to slap her, but as she is behind a plexiglass wall, that is impossible.
"I figured it wouldn't be so bad, you know? I mean, the stuff that's going to happen is right down your alley. You told me yourself all the things you wish you could try. And it really is an intense and awesome experience and I would know! I was the one in the promotion last time and it was one of the best times of my life. Sure, took me a few weeks to realize it, but I still think about that day all the time," she says excitedly.
"I...I...I think I should go," I stammer out, taking a step back. I'm still not sure what is going on, but it is clear she brought me here for some sort of 'promotion.' Any porn store promotion has to be bad news.
Jessica then pulls the top flyer from a small stack of them she has next to her. She puts it through the plexiglass opening for to take. As if in a dream, I reach out and grab it, curious to what it says.
"You are invited to the secret, super fun, happy time, sex toy party! Join us for the party where you will be able to use the toys you purchase from the store on a willing participant. No matter what the toy is!
Note, if you discuss this party with anyone or break any of the set rules, you will be removed. There will be security to ensure all rules are followed.
Rules of the party:
All items must be purchased during the party and are 3x the price marked.