"Aaaah! Come on! I want to cum!"
As soon as Brian left for work, I grabbed my vibrator and pressed it skillfully on my clit. I was too turned on to sleep last night, and I didn't manage to cum once. This morning wasn't any more successful.
"I want to cum so badly now! Masturbating just makes it worse."
I sank a bit more under my bedsheets, bringing the duvet up to my nose, hidding my smile. I still wasn't convinced the SusceptGear was responsible for my inability to climax, but I could say that... I liked it.
Why was this making sense? I was not too sure, but instead of getting angry or frustrated, being increasingly turned on without the possibility of relief was a pretty cool thing. When Brian and I fucked, it turned me into a slut trying to orgasm, which gave us a great experience.
Brian didn't know about the conditioning sessions; he merely thought that I was playing maid and acted sexy while he was away, similar to what he saw me do when he was around. I would probably tell him eventually, but I was not ready to share that kind of detail just yet. I had too much to explore and discover first, and I wished to do that by myself before I let him jump in.
My mind kept drifting to either my latex maid uniform, my SusceptGear, or my conditioning sessions. I felt a bit obsessed. Brian was right; it was a new cool toy, and I was very excited about it. It was the same feeling as getting a shiny new vehicle and going crazy about the new car smell.
I sprang out of bed and went to the closet. A whiff of latex reached my nose as soon as I slid the door open. Wearing this uniform right away was what I unquestionably needed, so I brought it back to the bed and began dressing up.
There was no doubt anymore that the latex conditioning I had been subjecting myself to was working. I enjoyed the material more and more. The headgear's suggestions modified my perception, which inverted my feeling toward what I disliked only a few days ago.
Instead of acting as a scary deterrent, this manipulation of my mind just made me understand that no matter what kink I would try, the device could end up making me easily love it; this was somewhat reassuring. I would be able to add all the kinks I wanted and end up naturally loving them over time without second thoughts.
I poked my puff sleeves with my fingers; this dress was so cute. It was time to have fun, so I fetched my laptop, brought it back to my bedroom, and installed myself on the bed surrounded by my many pillows.
"So, what am I doing today? The problem is that I'm so darn tired. I barely slept last night. I wasn't used to being turned on this much, and it kept me awake. Maybe I could start with a long conditioning session to rest for a while."
I wanted to go deeper into my love of latex. It worked for me so far, and increasing that feeling was just very appealing to me. Brian would get what he loved, and I didn't mind at all. I went to my conditioning menu and selected my latex kink.
I scheduled my session for 8 am and set it for four hours to give myself a morning off work. Walking around the house all day yesterday tired my legs; I wasn't used to doing that much housework. I also knew I would feel like a million bucks after such a deep and long conditioning. For some reason, I didn't fear setting up a lengthier session anymore. After all, my three hours experiment the other day had not caused me any harm.
The next stop for my mouse was my behavior menu, where I had previously set activation desire, conditioning desire, and orgasm denial. I questioned myself as to whether or not I should leave those enabled.
Activation and conditioning desires were not an issue. I didn't feel anything unusual related to that. Sure, I was impatient to start my session, and I was looking forward to doing this long latex conditioning, but I didn't think those minor settings had driven my desire. It was just me loving what I was doing, and there was nothing wrong about that.
The only item that concerned me a bit was the orgasm denial. I wasn't sure if it was the reason I had not been able to cum since yesterday, but I didn't think so. Some light conditioning while I was awake as a maid couldn't have worked that fast; could it?
No matter what the truth was, I admitted to myself earlier that I had loved being unable to cum and that it was not a bad thing to be more and more aroused. Being in a high state of sexual excitement made me want to be fucked harder by Brian. It was certainly not a con in my book.
"I'm leaving them all on. I even want to add more."
Searching the list to find the one that had caught my eye yesterday, I scrolled down and finally found it. Breast desire; while not wearing the SusceptGear, the subject's breasts will become increasingly sensitive. I LOVED it when Brian was playing with my boobs, so that was a must-have, plus it would go hand in hand with orgasm denial. It would just be a little nudge to entice me to wear the device again.
While I enabled it, I spotted another one named Wet desire; while not wearing the SusceptGear, the subject vagina will become wetter and wetter.
"WHAT? No way! That's not even possible. Now, this is bullshit. The programmer of this software must have added all his twisted fantasies thinking women were meant to be juicy toys and prayed they would work. Hehe. You know what? ENABLED! I swear, if this works, I'll put all the available kinks in a hat and pick a random one to condition myself for a full day."
That behavior section related to the SusceptGear was by far the most entertaining one I played with so far, and there were still tons of features I could enable in it. It would take a very long time to try them all.
"Now, what will I do in the afternoon? Brian said he would come back early, so I don't want him to see me during my conditioning, else he will ask questions, but I want to try more of it. Maybe I'll do a quick session right after lunch..."
I wanted to try a new deep conditioning today. Because I was doing so well with the latex one already, there was no need to push it further. So I went to the enormous list and started browsing, perhaps looking for something that would go well with what I already had programmed.
As expected, I didn't know what I was looking for, and fisting was not a kink I dreamed of.
"Needle play, no thank you... diaper... not for me... Pet play? Well, that's very cute, but that is not what I'm looking for... I would have to check with Brian on that one, though. Why is it so hard to decide?"
I didn't want to select the two ideas Brian had suggested either, I planned to enforce those while he was away, so I could be all ready for him when he came back. No, today I needed something fun, like... Self Nipple play?
"The subject will not be able to resist playing with her own nipples. Hey! That could turn Brian on; it sounds slutty enough and will go along well with breast desire. `I had ever done such a thing in front of him. That could be very hot."
I added a two hours session from 1 pm to 3 pm for this new kink. It would be hilarious if it were to work. Maybe I was slowly becoming the perfect erotic and kinky girlfriend that everybody was dreaming of.
As usual, making a mistake was not something I wanted, so I carefully reviewed my final list to make sure I had not made a typo somewhere.
"Removal of the device, disabled."
"Four hours of latex conditioning at 8 am."
"Two hours of self nipple play conditioning at 1 pm."
"Activation desire, ongoing conditioning."
"Conditioning desire, ongoing conditioning."
"Orgasm denial, ongoing conditioning."
"Breast desire, ongoing conditioning."
"Wet desire, ongoing conditioning."
"I feel like this is not enough... I kind of want more... Ah well, I will have all week by myself after today, I will be able to try whatever else I want."
I uploaded my settings to the SusceptGear and put my laptop aside. It was just past 8 am, so as soon as I would activate the device, I would fall asleep for the next four hours. I was so tired from my difficult night that I was really looking forward to being conditioned.
I placed the remote on the nightstand, laid down comfortably in my pillows, and I pressed the button. All the tension in my muscles magically vanished, my mind calmed down, and I was a maid again.
"So... So tired... Hehe... I wonder... if... if I can resist..."
And I failed. My eyes closed, and I was sent deep into slumber.
***
Four hours later, the SusceptGear revived me from my deep latex conditioning. This time around the effect was powerful; this longer session just turned me into an uncontrollable latex lover. I was rolling around on the bed, more than enamored by the stretchy material covering my body.
Again, while I was a maid, I was not smart enough to understand that I could have masturbated to get an amazing orgasm out of this. Instead, I was just enduring and loving my skyrocketed libido. This time it took me a good thirty minutes before being able to move on with something more productive, and even after that much time trying to get out of it, I was still in ecstasy.
