I'm not quite sure of all of the details of exactly what happened to this very day. I had to work a bit late to handle an evening delivery, and when I got to my apartment Suzie (the cute dispatcher) was there and greeted me at the door with a drink and only wearing a smile.
That alone should have warned me of two things. Suzie had never done anything remotely 'domestic' before, and if I had looked harder, I probably would have seen that she was already well fucked and I had interrupted her fun. I then made a bigger mistake, I drank the offered drink and was woozy and disoriented even before I ever made it to the bedroom. One of Dragos bully boys helped me collapse into a chair while I watched my brother and three friends repeatedly have sex with a very willing and complacent Suzie for the next hour.
"I can't be spending all of my time looking after you." Dragos said to me, later as he was zipping up his pants. "You're really not very interesting anymore, and it's just too time consuming now to be constantly having to chase you down all over the country. Fortunately there are nice tax-payer funded places that are perfect for keeping you miserable, and out of my way for the rest of your life. If you should happen to drop the soap in the shower, just smile and think of the kindness of your big brother for yet another wonderful opportunity to get screwed."
I saw Suzie being given some money as she was escorted out by Dragos and one of his goons. Two others remained behind and I was given an injection and remembered nothing more until the next day when two uniformed police officers were trying to slap me awake, and I knew then that I was in one serious pickle.
On the face of it, the entire setup was such a complete and obvious 'frame-up' that all the case needed was a big bag marked 'swag' and a fake confession with me offering up a "it's a fair cop, guv'nor."
Dragos had spent his bribe money well; there were dubious calls from non-existent neighbors complaining about sounds of fighting and me 'threatening to kill her', despite the statements of the nice little old lady next door, who was an insomniac and stated she never heard me utter a single sound all night.
The bed was drenched in blood (her blood type) and a bloody knife with my fingerprints on it was found under the bed. More blood was found in the back of my small delivery truck at work. Ergo, I had killed her in a drug fueled rage and stashed her body somewhere out in the desert. The fact that my trucks odometer had not changed since I had completed my delivery at 7 p.m., when I turned in the keys to dispatch, was considered somehow irrelevant.
As a frame, it was so sloppy that I became increasing angry with the Police and the ADA's in charge of my case for falling for it. Seeing that no one cared about my defense, or had been paid to ignore it, I eventually just shut up and refused to cooperate entirely. My young overworked legal aid attorney had a caseload of at least thirty-five other pending cases and she spent at least half of her time with me trying to get me to accept a plea deal (it was obvious by her attitude she believed I had done it). She never even bothered to obtain any copies of the DA's sloppy lab tests that probably would have gotten my case dismissed right on the spot.
Even my Judge seemed to think that the DA's case against me was beyond circumstantially weak, until the wind changed three days into my trial, when he began to openly wish that he could just hang me. (I found out years later his 'change of heart' coincided with a $50,000 campaign donation made by my brother).
In a state of utter disbelief, I found myself sentenced to serve a total of eighty-seven years for the crime of 1st Degree Murder, and a few other minor offenses. When I joking apologized that I doubted I would be able to serve the entire sentence, the Judge just looked down on me and said, "Well son, then you'll just have to do the best you can." And he laughed.
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The next 3-1/2 years were spent in a ultra-modern 'SuperMax' facility where I never saw the sun at all and twenty-three hours of my day were in solitary with one hour of solo 'exercise' in a little concrete dog-run. Frankly, it reminded me a lot of being back in Junior High, so I'd just sit on my one stair step and read one of my books. Exercise? Why on earth did I want to be healthy?
I stayed quiet, except for 'Yes/No" with "Sir and Ma'am " for the guards. I got the impression that I was expected to be trouble for them, but after a long while I think even the most bull-headed of the lot figured out that I just wanted to do my time in peace, and if I was left alone I'd sure as hell leave everyone else alone.
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About three years after I arrived there, I was brought in for my annual psych visit. I hadn't liked the guy I had spoken to my first two years and he had seemed to resent the fact that I was so 'passive' here. I had claimed I was innocent, hadn't I? Why wasn't I complaining, protesting, or doing 'something or anything' to draw attention to myself?
"What was the point?" I would always say. "If I could find an attorney that cared and was willing to agree that the grass was green or the sky was blue, my brother would pay for ten other experts to claim the exact opposite. If I wasn't happy here, then at least I wasn't completely miserable - I had been treated worse, I assured him.
My new shrink was a married gal just about my age who was a sloppy dresser and wore no makeup (probably on purpose so as not to be 'attractive' to a lot of very scary and mostly crazy men, many of whom hadn't seen a good looking woman in a very long time.
Obviously, she would be (or should be) nervous of me as the last woman I supposedly was in a room with had been carved up. Fortunately for her, she also had a pair of guards behind me willing and very able to make me piss blood from my kidneys for the next month, if I even looked at her sideways. She spent ten minutes rereading my file, looked at me again, and tossed her file folder in frustration ontop the table that divided us.
"I don't think I've ever read this much contradictory bullshit in one file since my grad school days." She said, looking at me. "In your own words, tell me why you are here today?"
"There are any number of things I could say to start with, namely that the great, glorious and sovereign State of Arizona fell for the most obvious frame up job, composed of weak and ridiculously circumstantial evidence I've every heard of, and that my brother, the son of a former US Congressman, has the will, the money and the political power to make sure my ass will never leave these lovely hallowed halls until I've assumed room temperature, and my body starts to stink. Well, I could also mention that he also has a magic ring that mind controls everyone around him, but that would just make you check the "batshiate nuts" box in my records."
"Did I kill the woman I was convicted of murdering?" I added. "No, and as a college graduate with honors from my school, I should hope that in the extremely unlikely event that I would ever have been forced to commit a murder, that I would have done it in by far the stupidest method I've ever heard of? Do I like it here as an inmate, trapped for life? No, not really, but what good would complaining do? Do I blame my parents? Not particularly for my being here today - I blame them for
many
other things, but not this. Did I miss anything? Or is there any other topic you'd like to discuss with me before the nice gentlemen behind me take me back to my quiet little cell, but not before thumping me a good few times for being impertinent to you?"
She was speechless, and two minutes later I was back in my cell and counted myself lucky that I only pissed blood for a few days instead of the expected week. A few weeks later I learned from a guard that I was being 'reclassified' and would probably soon be transferred to a lesser security prison.
This actually took a few months to arrange, and I supposed I owed it all to the new psych shrink who actually could be bothered to do her job herself, instead of just following what everyone had written or said before her.
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The next 4-1/2 years were in a lesser security facility, not quite technically 'low security' but not really 'medium' either. I had a cell mate, but I guess I could have had a much worse one, and I even had a job now (actually two) learning diesel truck repair by day, and working an actual real journalism job, handling the prison staff newsletter for this unit and three other nearby sister facilities. I wasn't quite a trustee (they didn't have any), but I was allowed to live virtually non-stop otherwise in the prison library. Like most prison libraries, it sucked, but it suited my tastes pretty decently. What it lacked in modern works, it more than made up for in the classics, Dickens, Sir Walter Scott, Kipling, etc. By the time I was done with them they were nearly worn out.
I half expected to have some 7 foot giant with gravel for a voice grab me by my throat to introduce me to his friend "Mr Johnson" and his foot-long cock, and make me his bitch, but instead I was surprised to find that my new roommate Pablo was rather short in stature, and had other physical shortcomings that fortunately were of no concern to me either. He was an excitable chap who was pretty much liked by everyone and was often used as an emissary between the various prison factions.
Being half-Hispanic, and one quarter each white and black, he could belong to none of the gangs, but he was largely tolerated by each. Outside, he had been an 'Introducer'; he knew people in low places that could handle all of your problems, both simple and complex, and would take his percentage in return for an introduction. He knew murderers, pimps, drug dealers, forgers, safe crackers, thieves, smugglers and their mules, and even forgers. I was particularly interested to learn that his cousin Leon, in Del Rio, Texas, excelled in providing high quality forged identification papers, so I filed the name carefully away for future reference. If I ever got out, my own name would be poison, and I'd a completely new identity to hide with.
For the next three years or so, before Pablo was paroled, I was able to make myself useful enough to him (usually just standing guard while he did some other business), that he even offered me the some of the time of his own personal paid attorney, who was most definitely not another over-worked kid from some legal aid or public defenders office. I gave him all of the 'facts' of my case for him to investigate, but I warned him under no circumstance to ever contact my brother, other family members or let them know of his work. It took him some time, but even under gentle and quiet but probing analysis the case against me began to soon fall totally apart.