To be really honest, I keep getting distracted. To be really really honest I keep getting distracted by porn. I don't know what it is. I never really bothered with it before. I always just used to have my own fantasies, but the last few days I just haven't been able to think of anything.
I know I shouldn't be looking at porn at work. I just can't seem to stop myself. I'll try to concentrate but suddenly I'll realise that I've been rubbing my thighs together and then I just can't concentrate on anything else. It started pretty innocuous. I would read a lot of stories. What's wrong with me? It all started off pretty simple, but I keep looking for something more. I started looking at pictures and captions,. Sometimes when he leaves the office I'll watch videos. That's when I touch myself.
Actually, that's a lie. I shouldn't be lying on here. He told me to tell the truth, even if it's just for me. I keep touching myself. I can't seem to stop myself. I keep making excuses to go to the bathroom just so that I can play with myself. I've even done it at my desk. I try to be subtle about it. I just hope he hasn't noticed. I need to pull myself together, if he realizes what I'm doing I'm sure I'll be fired in no time.
Development Blog: Day 14
I'm so embarrassed. He definitely noticed me. I was playing with myself at my desk. I didn't even notice him walk over. He didn't say anything. I guess me might not have noticed but I feel like he must have. I'm such an idiot. I don't know why I keep doing it, I have to stop.
Development Blog: Day 14, Entry 2
I just had the worst conversation of my life. He did notice. Not only that, it turns out he's seen me playing with myself constantly for the last few days. He even noticed those long breaks I've been taking in the bathroom. God I'm so embarrassed.
He was so nice the whole time. It would have been worse if he was angry. He called me into his office and just talked to me so quietly the whole time. I know he didn't mean to, but it just made me feel so small.He gave me two options. He said I could either wear this weird chastity cage thing to stop me from playing with myself or I would lose my job. It sounds crazy to write it out like this. When he said it it sounded so reasonable, he was just so calm and polite the whole time. I just don't know what I'm going to do, I really need this job.
Its sitting on my desk here. It's made of this hard purple plastic. It's almost the same color as that underwear I bought the other day. It just looks so intimidating. Tell me, what do I do?
Development Blog Day 15:
I can't believe this is happening. I didn't even realise I would have to wear this thing the whole time. It turns out, once this thing is on, it doesn't come off. I had to wear it home last night. I feel like such an idiot. I mean of course it doesn't come off, this thing is totally secure.
I'm not sure if I made the right decision. This does seem like a little bit much. I barely got any sleep last night. To be honest, I took a couple of hours trying to find a way to take this thing off. I know it's naughty, I know I'm supposed to wear it for work. Well, it doesn't matter anyway because this thing is not coming off. Actually, after that I spent a few hours trying to get myself off last night. No chance, like I said, this thing is totally secure.
I'm feeling so tired today. It was a long sleepless night let me tell you development blog. I thought I would be embarrassed coming into work wearing this thing. He was very professional about the whole thing. He just asked me to step into his office so he could check the fit.
It was actually quite nice, even if I'm still a little bit sensitive down there from last night. He was very careful with me.
Apparently there's going to be a lot more testing coming up. But he said he was very pleased with how everything is going. Apparently we're in what he described as a 'critical phase' of development. I'm okay with that though. Given how tired I am, staring at a few flashing lights seems like an easy way to get through the afternoon.
Development Blog Day 19:
He installed parental controls on my work computer. I mean I know I shouldn't have been looking for anything. I was on my lunch break. The chastity has been working great, I haven't been touching myself at all, even if I have tried a few times. But, it just means I'm horny all the time. I want to ask him to unlock me, just for a little bit. Just to relieve some of this pressure. But that's not the kind of thing you can ask your boss.
Development Blog Day 19, Entry 2:
A lot to update you on. So it turns out when I search for porn he gets a notification. He asked me to come into his office. He turned his screen around and my search results were on his screen it was so embarrassing. I must have gone bright red. He started telling me how unprofessional my behavior was. I was starting to get really upset. He's never really gotten cross with me before. I tried to explain that I wasn't trying to disobey him it was just that the chastity belt was making me distracted at work.
He told me to stand up and put my hands on his desk. I did as I was told and he told me he was going to check that everything was set up right on my device. He pulled down my underwear. This is so embarrassing, I was so wet down there. Something about him getting angry and talking to me so sternly. He ran a finger across my cage feeling how wet I was. It felt so good. He made me taste it. I think I liked it. He told me "You need to stop thinking about yourself so much" apparently it's "Important for my personal development". That was when he started spanking me. It was only six times. He made me count. I yelled out the first time but I did better on the next ones.
This is the really embarrassing part. I can't believe I'm writing this down, but I have to tell someone. I came! Just from him spanking me. I came right onto his desk. I mean, it was amazing, he called me a 'good girl'. I got so embarrassed but he just stroked my hair and told me to clean it up. He was very professional the whole time. I don't know what came over me but I started to clean it off with my tongue. He just laughed and called me a 'good girl' again. He told me he was "Sorry for having to take disciplinary action" but he also told me he was "Pleased to see me responding positively" and that he was "looking forward to seeing me make more effort at work".
I'm so embarrassed. All though I do feel a lot better for having come. At least I can concentrate on work now. I am very lucky to have this job, most bosses wouldn't be understanding like this.
Development Blog Day 20:
Okay, this is a new start for me. I'm going to really start concentrating at work. I'm not going to get distracted by touching myself or looking at porn any more. I'm under control. So, new start new me. I really made the effort today. I'm wearing the underwear I bought and I was right it does match the chastity cage. It's kind of cute actually. I even treated myself to some new shoes, high heels. I've never worn high heels before, but I wanted to make the effort today. Like I said, new me. People were looking at me as I was walking, I was a little shy but I didn't mind too much. I felt very professional. He checked my cage again this morning. He told me that he liked my lingerie, he told me he was happy that I was "Taking some pride in my appearance and he complimented my "personal development". I'm so glad he liked it. I feel like he's really taking me seriously as a colleague. God I wish he would spank me again though.
Development Blog: Day 24:
I really feel like I've settled into a routine. I've only been spanked twice in the last four days. I came again the second time. He was very professional with me the whole time. He has me testing the software for about four hours in the morning and then another two hours in the afternoon. It doesn't leave a lot of time for the rest of my work. He keeps taking me out to lunch as well. Really fancy places, I keep meeting a lot of important people, even if i can't remember all of their names. I'm glad I've started dressing more professionally. He was so right, i really just needed to start changing my attitude and this whole job turned around for me. He keeps introducing me as "the company's new project", it's so funny.
Development Blog, Day 28:
Today was a little different. He told me to come into his office. Usually he just inspects me at my desk each day. lI was a little worried that I had done something wrong. I was worried I was going to get spanked. Although it has been a few days since he spanked me last and I've noticed myself getting a bit too excited recently. But, it wasn't that at all.
He told me that he was really pleased with my progress in the last few weeks and that I was really making progress in the company. Then he offered me a promotion! I can't believe it. I'm so excited. He told me that he wanted me to be his personal assistant. I was just so excited. He told me that the company would be looking to expand soon and that he would love to see me take a leadership position with some of the new employees he's bringing in.
My new job means I get to spend loads more time testing the software which sounds great. It sounds like way less work than running the social media. Apparently I'm supposed to be looking after him personally. He was so nice. He even gave me a piece if jewelry for me to say congratulations. It's a necklace. It's one solid silver piece all the way around with a little ring at the front. It locks in the back. I thought it was a little bit odd but then he reminded me that he was already looking after the key to my cage. I guess it does make more sense for him to look after both of them. I like it a lot, I think it looks very professional.
Once the necklace was attached he told me he had another present. He told me to turn around and pull up my skirt. I did as I was told, he is my boss after all. He started to lube up my asshole. I was a little surprised at first. But then he started to tell me that it was okay. He could see that I was still a little bit frustrated at work, even with the chastity belt. He told me that this was going to help.
That was when he started inserting the butt plug into me. I squealed out at the size of it, but I could feel myself getting wet inside the cage. He was very slow and gentle, and soon I started moaning. He was calling me a good girl and telling me what a good job I was doing. By the time the whole thing was in I was already ready to come inside of the cage. But he told me that I wasn't allowed to yet and so I had to stop myself. He told me that part of the new responsibilities of my job would be looking after him and his happiness. He told me that seeing me like this, that I looked so good that he just had to get off.
Well of course, I begged to suck his cock. I know it's only my first day as his personal assistant but I want him to know that I deserve this promotion. That I'm a smart woman who can think for herself. So I got onto my knees and unzipped his pants. I pulled out his cock and started desperately sucking at it. I clawed at him as I choked myself on his dick. I was desperate to show him what a good job I could do. I could feel myself grinding my cage and plug against the floor, desperate for any kind of stimulation. I was so desperate as I started up at him.
He told me that he still had one more surprise for me. I am so lucky to have such a kind boss. He said he was glad to see me engaging with this kind of hands on work. He took a hold of my necklace and pulled me towards his desk. He maneuvered me until I was positioned underneath his desk. I could only just about fit in on hands and knees. Then, sitting in front of me he pulled out his phone and with a few taps I could feel the plug inside of me starting to vibrate. The feeling was amazing, I could feel myself starting to get even wetter. He showed me a few links of chain that he could connect to hold my head and arms in place, connecting them to the necklace. I have to be honest, it was hard to concentrate, between seeing his cock so close in front of me and the vibrations from the plug. It just looked so good. I was so desperate to show him what a good job I could do. Once he had me connected my arms were pulled out behind me and my head was kept upright. Smiling he showed me another one of those headsets he had used on me to test out his software. Apparently this is how we're going to be testing the software from now on, I just told him that he was the boss.
I have no idea how long I tested the software for today, but I know he came down my throat at least three times today.
Development Blog Day 40:
We have four new employees starting at the company today. Apparently I'm in charge of their company training and compliance.
I'm so excited to get started.
