CHAPTER ONE
Lewis watched as an older lady, whose frail hands frantically tapped the bright blue 'Play' button on a poker machine, lost the last of the funds that she'd most recently taken out of her bank account. She hurriedly placed a RESERVED sign on the front of the machine, and approached him, the young bartender who was absentmindedly monitoring the gaming room.
"Can I get $200 more?" she asked kindly.
"Of course," he responded, pressing a button on a remote, activating a cashout terminal. The lady flashed him a warm smile, before hastily inserting her card and PIN number.
As she tottered back to her machine, Lewis' professional posture faltered, and he went back to carelessly watching the gaming patrons, excitedly losing their money.
This was most nights for Lewis. He was a lowly twenty-two-year-old gaming attendant at a less-than-stellar bar in the outer suburbs, who worked five late night shifts a week. From 6pm until 2am, Monday to Friday, Lewis aided the local area's finest alcoholics and gambling degenerates, providing them a constant stream of unenthusiastically poured beers and a rare quippy remark on the sad state of his life. It was a (relatively) well-paying job, but it lacked the glamour and prestige that Lewis had naively presumed his post-graduation work life would provide.
But it wasn't all sad and sombre; he was blessed with an entertaining and insightful collaborator on these long nights. His regular supervisor, a twenty-four-year-old woman named Maxie, was only his supervisor in title; they were just as experienced in the job as each other, and as such, had developed a close-knit friendship that extended beyond the bar. Together, they kept one another from falling into weary reveries.
On this particular evening, it was nearing 11pm, and Lewis was having an existential crisis of sorts. He had finished his degree in Communications less than a month prior, and despite the fancy piece of paper that now adorned his bedroom's wall telling him otherwise, he felt anything but accomplished. For the time being, he was adamant on hunkering down and working his hours at the bar, as he didn't have much money to pay for rent, and his family could provide no financial aid, as they had moved 1,000 kilometres north a few years ago and rarely spoke to him these days. But whilst others would never (outwardly) accuse him of stagnating with his goals, Lewis still felt like he was wasting time on kickstarting an actual career.
'Not that hospitality isn't an honourable and perfectly adequate line of work', he'd think to himself. Whilst he knew working in a bar for the rest of his life certainly wasn't for him, he wouldn't begrudge others for their decisions.
Slumped over the marble countertop in the gaming cashier's station, Lewis was stirred from his depressive episode by Marcelo, a twenty-eight-year-old stoner who always worked until midnight. Usually, Marcelo would spend more time talking to Maxie, but considering she was currently on her break, he'd decided to come over to Lewis. Most nights, Lewis and Maxie would spend their time trying to avoid him until his shift had concluded, but on this occasion, Lewis appreciated Marcelo interrupting his pointless pondering.
"What are you thinking about, Lew?" Marcelo asked slowly. He often spoke at an irritatingly leisurely pace, but Lewis wasn't too fussed by it on this specific evening.
"I'm just a bit overwhelmed, Marcelo. You ever get like that?" he responded.
"Of course, dude. This place can hit you, can't it?"
"Not so much here. The bar's quiet. It's more just the rest of my life."
Lewis sighed. He looked over to the bar to make sure no one was waiting for service, but his suspicions were confirmed when he saw it empty. It was a Monday night; there weren't likely to be many drinkers out late at the start of the week.
"What do you do to relax?" Marcelo queried.
"I sometimes smoke when I get home. That's about it. I like cooking?" Lewis offered.
"Cooking's cool, man. You seem stressed out. Maybe you should take a few days off and just get to cooking?"
"I was just sitting here looking off into the distance; how'd you know I was stressed?"
Marcelo smiled humbly.
"Because I just look off into the distance. You, on the other hand, are daydreaming about things you should or should not be doing. That creates stress. You should take some time to yourself to fix that stress."
Lewis considered this. All throughout his final exams, he'd been working and studying simultaneously. Once he had finished his course, he'd continued to toil away at the bar, increasing his hours, trying to earn enough money on a weekly basis to keep his head above water and make sure rent was paid. At the same time, the end of studying meant the expectation of a new development in his career. His anxiety about his professional stagnation was mingling with the pressure caused by long, late nights of work at the bar, to create a never ending gully of stress.
Maybe Marcelo had a point.
"The only problem is that I need money. I live in a shit-box. My housemate sucks. I can't take a week off, or even a couple of days off. I don't want to risk anything," Lewis explained.
Marcelo shook his head for a few seconds smugly, as if Lewis had ignored an obvious answer to this conundrum.
"When I need a T-break, I like doing these clinical trials, down at the hospital. They pay pretty good. You're not allowed to have been smoking recently when you do them. That's why it's good for T-breaks. Money is good motivation to stop for a few weeks," said Marcelo.
Lewis hadn't considered this as an option. Beyond the fact that it would provide the financial compensation necessary to justify taking a week off from the bar, he would also have the opportunity to make a small contribution to the medical community. It would feel a lot more noble than leaving work just to sit at home, smoking and gaming.
"Does the group you usually do them with have a website?" Lewis asked.
Marcelo nodded, and leaned over Lewis to access the gaming cashier computer. He typed an address into the browser search bar, and a page appeared. Joyful young people sitting on hospital beds now covered the monitor.
"Knock yourself out. Oh... and if you do one, let them know I referenced you. I get some money if you do that," Marcelo mumbled.