He tilts my chin upwards and I meet his gaze for only a moment before I'm instructed to close my eyes. The towel keeps my skin from becoming chilled while I feel soft brushes trace over my face, ending with a slick one against my lips. The man brings me to stand in front of him and holds out his hand for my towel. I gather my courage and release it into his custody.
"Good girl," he soothes. "You're doing so well!" Still unable to see my reflection I watch him retrieve a matching yellow babydoll dress from the armoire which I can see is fully stocked with clothes and shoes. "You look so lovely bare," he says, "but it will be worth dressing you so that I can enjoy unwrapping you again." My feet are left bare as he leads me to the platform, blocking the long mirror from view with his body. He helps me up onto the platform and slips the dress over my head with practiced ease that avoids moving a single hair out of place. Finally, he allows me to turn and to take in my reflection.
What I see in the mirror steals the air from my lungs. My face is painted delicately giving the impression of my fair features being lightly rouged as if having gone for a walk on a brisk day. I can't help feeling like one of the pretty dolls I'd played with in my youth. "One last thing," the man says to me, as he approaches with the lovely box.
He opens it to reveal a unique locket of sorts. A blend of silver and gold, it looks to be antique, with a beautiful heart shaped charm at the center. "Trop jolie," I whisper.
Looking more closely I see that inlaid in the heart is a keyhole, the likes of which are seen in historical homes and require a skeleton key to open. "Daddy is a magician of sorts," he says calmly as if reporting the weather. I look at him in disbelief and he laughs again. "It's alright Honey," he coaxes. "Daddy isn't crazy and he knows that seeing is believing. This is Daddy's collar," he says solemnly. "If you put this on there is no going back. You will belong to me completely."
I meet his eyes again. I see hope there as he continues. "Once this collar goes on it will not come off again. Do you understand?" I nod. "I'll need to hear you say this out loud," the man says, "and address me properly when you do. Will you accept my collar?"
"Yes Daddy," I whisper knowing that if my nerve fails me now, I will never have this chance again. It's clear in the way his visage brightens that I have pleased him.
"This makes Daddy very happy!" he exclaims as he wraps the necklace around my throat and I feel the clasp snick closed. The heart comes to rest delicately in the hollow of my throat. "Spin slowly for my evaluation," he instructs as I rotate slowly on the podium until I come full circle. The man steps between me and the mirror gazing into my eyes and holding up an intricately crafted key.
"Look very closely at this key," he says softly. I follow it with my eyes as he presents it, holding it up to the light and twirling it between his fingers. "You are my good girl now," he continues as I watch the key, "but sometimes Daddy would also like for you to be his pretty doll." The words might normally raise alarm but I am distracted by the key glinting in the light and his words begin to wash over me like waves.
I like looking like a pretty doll
, I think to myself. "This is the bit that's magic," he says as the key continues its dancing between sun and shadow in his hand and his voice takes on an entrancing quality. "When I put it in the lock at your throat and turn it, you will cease to be a person, and you will simply be a lovely doll," he says. A trace of fear crosses my consciousness but is washed away by his voice. The key draws me in and it's the only thing in the room I can see now.
"You will still feel my touch as always but as my pretty doll you will not be able to move your limbs unless I pose them. You will see and hear everything that occurs within your range of vision but you will be unable to turn your head to look without my direction." The key moves closer and he continues to speak in melodic tones.
"As a doll you have a recorded voice box that makes only a few sounds. It can whimper, sigh, or cry out, but it cannot form complete words." He sinks the key into the lock at my throat.
His movements seem again to be carefully rehearsed and his speech flows from his lips with the fluidity of water. "From this moment forward the lock on this necklace will simply be a part of you that can never be removed whether you are a person or a doll. When I turn this key, you will be a doll as I have described and when I remove the key you will be my good girl again with all of your usual abilities returned to you."
My gaze is frozen on the key in his hand at my throat. "You belong to me completely as person or as doll, and I will do as I want with you. Even when you return to being my good girl, you will see this key hole in your throat and know what it is for." I hear a distinct click as the key turns in the lock.
My body hinges forward at the waist leaving my locks hanging about my inverted face. I try to right myself but find myself unable to move at all. I can feel that joints still exist in my limbs, but my body feels rigid in place. "Beautiful," I hear the man say breathless himself this time. "What a lovely doll."
I feel his hands on my waist as he lifts my upper body into a standing position. He turns my toes slightly inward and cocks one hip to the side, before raising my arms like a ballerina over my head. "Just perfect," he praises. The man changes my pose several times more and each time I find myself frozen in place. He takes photos. Finally, he turns my head to see my reflection in the mirror.
A quiet sense of horror creeps up my spine when I see that the necklace has vanished and the heart shaped lock is simply embedded in my throat, key still sticking out. It passes as quickly as it comes on when I hear his voice soothing me again. "You have no fear when you see the changes to your body," he whispers. "You are simply Daddy's pretty doll and he will play with you however he likes."
There is only Daddy and the key. He slowly lifts my dress over my head, baring my flesh to him again. He gently parts my legs so that they are wider than my shoulders and runs his hands over my breasts, pausing to play with each in turn. He reaches between my thighs and strokes me slowly. "My doll has a reservoir with fluid inside of her," he says, "and I always keep it full. When I touch you, it can make slick down here."
I feel that his fingers begin to glide with ease as slick pools between my thighs and he presses a single finger inside of my core. Daddy bends me forward at the waist. "All of my doll's holes are mine," he says. "I'll put things in them sometimes." He disappears from my view and returns with a glass object resembling an egg with a large flat heart on one end.
Daddy holds the egg close enough to be sure I can process what it is. I can see initials etched into the heart for just a moment before it vanishes from my view and I feel pressure and pain in my tightest opening. A whimper escapes my lips but I have no words. After a few moments I adjust to the object inside of me and he brings my body to standing again. "Almost perfect," he says, "but that can't stay in place forever, and I need to be sure that my doll is clearly marked as belonging to me."
Daddy pulls a small plastic package from his pocket and also a much smaller jewelry box. He bends my left arm at the elbow with my palm facing the ceiling as if carrying a serving tray. Daddy places the jewelry box in my hand. He makes another trip to the vanity and sprays my torso with something that stings my nostrils.
I wonder what he's put on my skin that makes my nose sting but he remains partially in my line of vision as he pulls on a pair of black nitrile gloves, shifting my attention. Daddy carefully pulls apart the package revealing something that glints in the light. As he shifts, I'm unable to look down and see what's occurring, but I feel his steady hands and pressure accompanied with a dull burning along the edge of my navel. Another small whine escapes me.