It was a strange dream.
A soft, heavy warmth embraced all my senses. I felt as if I was slowly sinking beneath the ocean waves, further and further from the surface. Only one thing kept me from falling completely into a dreamless slumber — the voices that drifted into my perception. They were harsh and grating, colored with violence.
"
Lower your weapon!" A woman's voice. She sounded angry. "Can't you see? He needs a doctor!"
"
You know he can't live." Another woman. Her voice was rougher, and it had a hostile edge. "We don't know how much he heard. We can't tell how much he knows. You think the treaty is going to protect you if you stay in my way? You killed Boris, and if you don't back off then I say fuck the treaty. You're dead, too."
A pause.
Then, "What if the treaty applied to both of us?"
A moment of silence. It stretched out long enough that I felt myself beginning to slip away.
"
You didn't."
The first woman asked, "Do you wish to risk it?"
"
Fuck you," the second woman answered, but there was uncertainty in her tone. "Fuck fuck fuck... Why couldn't you just let me kill them both?"
What a strange dream this was.
The second woman spoke again. "You know we can't leave behind a possible information breach, whatever you say. I need proof."
"
Proof?"
"
That he knows nothing. I know you can make him forget. You must do it all the time. We will witness."
"
What?!" The first voice was growing more and more familiar to me. "You believe I would simply—?"
"
It wasn't a request." I got the sense that there was a weapon backing up the second woman's words.
A sigh of exasperation and impatience. I recognized that sound from somewhere. "Very well. But then you will allow us to leave in peace."
I was floating in soft, weightless comfort when I felt an abrupt pain in the side of my— Oh...
That felt good...
Distantly, as I finally sank into the depths, I could hear a cough of discomfort.
A voice, a man's voice this time, commented quietly, "I never got used to seeing this."
* * *
My eyes snapped open and I pushed myself up at the same time.
"What the fuck—? Ow!"
I rubbed at my eyes and fell back down onto my elbow, groaning in pain. I was laying on a cold, metal table in a dingy basement. The only light, a hanging lamp directly above me, swung wildly on its cord where I'd banged it with my forehead. In the pendulum spotlight view I got of the room, I saw Terra spring to her feet in an instant.
The woman had been sitting on the bottom few step of the basement room. She no longer wore the bulky parka, which left her in the black sports bra and running pants she'd been wearing earlier in the evening. There was something fierce in the way she held herself: a coiled, predatory energy. There was a sword in her hand.
The woman had obviously been deep in thought, because a flurry of emotions raced across her features: surprise, anger, uncertainty, and then concern. This last remained on her face as she hurried across the small space to the table. On the way, she stretched out and deposited the weapon on a work bench. Next to it was a crumpled pile that looked like her heavy jacket.
With a deft hand, Terra grabbed the erratic lamp and brought it to a stop. "Chance?" she asked. "Are you alright? Do not move overmuch." She reached out to rest a hand on my shoulder, quietly pressing me back down. Her fingertips were cool and pleasant where they touched my skin, and that was when I realized I was shirtless.
I pulled back instinctively, then flicked my eyes down my bare torso.
I must be crazy,
I thought.
Because I could have sworn I'd been...
There was a neat white bandage around my ribs. ... s
hot.
A speck of red stained the clean wrapping. It was bright, but it didn't look wet. "I was shot," I said, staring at the droplet. As the sharp pain in my forehead began to fade, I could feel a dull ache radiating out from my left side.
My hand stretched out hesitantly to probe the wound but Terra's fingers wrapped around my wrist. "Leave it be," she ordered. "You will undo my work."
I gave her a disbelieving look. "Your work? Why am I not in a hospital right now?"
"Yes, my work." The woman jerked her head in a nod. "It was a clean wound, entry and exit. You lost some blood, and so you may feel lightheaded. But I was able to take care of what I could. You can get up and move in a moment, but do not play with the bandaging."
My hand dropped back to the table, and I settled back. Terra appeared so certain, and I didn't seem to be in any immediate danger to my life. Maybe I didn't need to visit a hospital? The bright light shone down on my face, and the most pertinent fact butted back into my mind. "I was shot," I repeated. "Shrike shot me." I felt stunned. I had never in my life expected to be saying these words.
"Yes."
I shook my head as another thought nagged at my mind. "And... I shot him?" My voice was hesitant.
Terra gave me a look. "Do you not remember?"
I bit my lip, then shook my head. Things were fuzzy. "I remember that he was about to shoot you," I muttered. "I stopped him, but he shot me instead. I had his gun in my hand. I was pointing it at his head..." I trailed off. "Did I kill him?"
The woman hesitated, then looked away.
I couldn't tell if I really wanted to know, but I felt like I had to. "Tell me, please."