"
Hush, baby..."
Victoria's voice was gentle, soothing, loving.
I murmured numbly and twitched.
"
That's right..."
She had relaxed after I stopped struggling, and now she traced a fingertip down the side of my face.
All I could see were the lights: the twirling, flashing, spinning, mesmerizing lights. And colors. And shapes. They fractured like a kaleidoscope on the screen and they fractured my thoughts, blanketing my emotions with the dullness of trance layered on top of post-orgasmic bliss.
"
Just relax and let go... It will all be over soon."
But even though my physical body was limp, my mind was a battlefield. I felt like there was a cage being built around me. No, a web. A sticky, tightening web that entangled me even as I fought to free myself. But still I fought.
I had been surprised. Caught off guard, because I thought I'd protected myself against betrayal. Now, I just had to hang on with bitter determination and struggle against the foggy embrace of the words that wrapped their tendrils around me. I could hear them now, in the music. Or maybe I was reading them through the shapes.
Relax.
Let go.
Stop thinking.
Stop fighting.
Stop worrying.
And I had only one thought, one shield, to turn them away.
No!
But my silent
'No'
grew weaker with every blow that rained down upon it.
Protected by the shield, what small part of my mind and will remained was desperately trying to figure out a plan. It clung to a single idea β
Daisy managed to resist the TRANCE conditioning.
And if she could do it, then so could I. It was a small beacon of light in the fog, but it gave me hope.
The only problem was that I had no idea how she'd done it. Still, a fledgling sense of grit and determination flexed in my mind.
It's possible
, I thought.
I
cannot
give up.
"
You belong to Landon now,"
Victoria's murmured words slid into my mind. She sounded so pleasant. Relaxed.
Relax.
Let go.
"
Just like me..."
Her tone was satisfied. It shivered with a sensual groan. Far away, I felt her lean down over me. The brush of hair across my chest was distant.
No!
There was a wolverine in my chest. A wild animal trapped and clawing for escape. It felt as if it had awakened suddenly and realized it was under assault. That it was being caged. And it wanted out.
No!
The silent, shouted word was no longer a shield. It was an attack.
"
Kiss me, and surrender..."
Victoria's lips were on the corner of my mouth, teasing me. Her scent was in my nose: the scent of sex and submission and desire and satisfaction. It was almost enough to overcome me. I knew that all I had to do was turn my mouth and give in. It would all be over quiβ
No!
There was no way I was letting Landon Shrike turn
my
Victoria into his mindless puppet. There was no way I was letting Seth Torrance keep
my
Daisy and
my
Carmen as his obedient bimbo playthings. And there was no way I was letting this Clayton fucker take
my
Amber away from me.
With all of my mental strength, I shoved the massive weight off my mind and focused all my effort on a single movement. It wasn't graceful. It wasn't smooth and lightning quick and masterfully balanced. My form was terrible, and if Terra had seen me she would have wondered what kind of grotesque monster she'd created.
But it worked.
My hand clumsily twisted, wrapping Victoria's supporting arm in the crook of my elbow and tugging it out from under her. My hips awkwardly wriggled and lifted, pushing the woman's weight over sideways. The fingers of the other hand wrapped around the screen in front of me and, with what felt like the last of my energy, turned it to one side.
Victoria's weight bounced on the mattress beside me. She gasped in shock. Her eyes widened instinctively. And then latched onto the screen I'd pointed at her face.
She stood no chance. She'd been triggered by this video too many times before. Her mental defenses stood in ruins.
"Oh..."
she whispered, and I felt a little shudder of pleasure run through the mattress as she gave in.
I lay on my back until my wrist grew tired and my hand slowly dropped to my chest. When my eyes cracked open again and I looked over, Victoria's hand was still in the air. The screen in her hand had been directed toward her face, and flickering colors reflected in her eyes and danced across her cheeks.
I realized the music was still pounding in my ears. I felt like I'd been underwater and only just surfaced. With effort, I rolled my naked body over and pushed myself up onto my knees. Then, groaning, I swung my legs off the bed and shoved off the mattress. The music was still blasting when I left the bedroom, but I didn't figure it would bother the neighbors. I was realizing that the abruptness of the mental invasion had made everything seem heightened, even volume.
Groggily, I staggered into the kitchen and leaned against the counter. I felt like I'd just woken up from a poor night of sleep, and that meant I needed two things.
A plan, and a big cup of coffee.
* * *
The music had stopped, I realized. There was silence from the bedroom down the hall.
I was staring at the table with a warm mug between my palms. The grain of the wood looked like rippling lines and twisting spirals. The problem in my mind was like a lock, chaining me in place as strongly as the invisible shackles I'd just resisted.
I knew that there had to be a way to save my lovers, to once and for all break them free from the hold TRANCE had on their lives. But even though I had resisted the control of the company's sinister mind control program, I knew that throwing off previously entrenched programming from their minds would be an even more difficult struggle. Still, I tried not to focus on the impossibility of the task as I ran through what I knew.
I resisted it,
I thought.
And Daisy overcame it...